My crush

(This is 7th grade, real story, that was happening in my life) I only noticed him for awhile, nearing winter, he looked so lonely, i felt he could be my friend. I felt also lonely. He would read in class(he's not in my class, i know this because why i'm going to the bathroom, in my school we have a sign up sheet to go to the bathroom on a desk, and he's in the front row the the classroom. his classroom is next to that sign up sheet, so i can see him, since the doors for all the classroom is a big glass square in the middle of the door, that's most of the door, so i can see him through the door), and mostly put his head down on the desk. He has black glasses, and braces. People, (my close classmates & friends) say he looks like Arnold/junior. He's actually Mexican i think.

I asked for my friends's list of classmates, since i knew he was in her class. Then i tried to email him based on his name, but it didn't work, and i ended up just asking for his email from my friend, he said i shouldn't email anything stupid. In that email when she gave m his email, i wrote that i Might have a crush on somebody in her class. My bff, already knew my password of my account so she saw my email, and question if i had a crush, i was so embarrassed. Then the next that she started guessing the possible people, then i gave him a description, throughout recess she kept asking, trying to make sure, who my crush was. In the end i gave up, and she guessed right, and i had confirmed it.Then I started looking at him A lot, even at lunch, when everyone else had gone on the lunch line, he was eating a sandwich, and looked up, and looked in my direction. He probably wasn't looking at me.

Over the next weeks, i tried to devise a plan, to ask him to be my friend, even though he has never talked to me before, and he doesn't even know about my existence, My twin brother is friends with him, even my bff tried to expose me and tell my brother who my brush was, but my brother didn't even listen. So I was safe, nest i got up the courage to ask him his favorite color first, he said it was yellow and i also agreed, also i asked how he knew my name, he response that my brother said my name to hi to, i also told him to check his emails. Because him sent emails to him saying "hello, i want to be your friend, just talk to me" he responded with ok, and at that time i was angry, for some reason because i couldn't understand why he responded like that. But then i understood he agreed with me.

The next time i talked to him, was when with Marcus, a classmate of mine, w talking to me, and i was asking how to talk to a random person, then he walked up to my crush, and i followed. Marcus defenelty already knew he was, and was friends with him. My crush was acting like he didn't know him, and denying he knew the people he mentioned. After that Marcus left me to talk to other people, at that time i was holding a pencil, and poked him with it to get his attention. (flashback) i notice that he doesn't have a phone.) then i asked him, do you have a phone, he responded yes, and i said that i'll give him my phone number at the end of the week.