Did we fall apart that bad

"I will let you guys talk" Saying that Jungkook walked out of the apartment giving us some privacy.

"What happened?" Jimin's voice cracked but I couldn't answer.

My lips quivered and I simply shrugged my shoulder feeling the anguish resonating throughout my body.

"Did we fall apart that bad?" Jimin questioned wiping his tears with the back of his hand and leaning forward to hear my answer.

Firstly, I moved aside from the door to let him in and finally gathered myself to speak.

"When you left? I lost my will to carry on. I had no one left so I though to free myself from my misery I should end my life." Jimin let out a shuddered sign shutting his eyes shut as more and more tears fell down his eyes.

"You have no idea what happened to me after that. I can't even share it with anyone cause it sounds absurd but I heard him Jimin. I heard his voice, I felt his touch. I don't know how but he was really there and I had to relive every moment of my past" I hide my face in my palm as I sobbed while Jimin remained in his position covering his mouth to suppress his loud sobs.

"I screamed but no one was there to help me and he raped me again and again just like before he broke me again and again and no one was there to save me"

"I am so sorry" Jimin fell in his knees, cursing himself for leaving me that night.

"I don't know if I am going mad or something is really hunting me Jimin but either way I am scared. I am afraid to know the truth."

Jimin couldn't say a word completely broken hearing what I had to say. I didn't want him to feel guilty for what had happened so I ensured him that I would be fine as long as he would remain in my life.

With regret, he informed me that he had begun dating Rose thinking I was with Jungkook and despite the news being a harsh blow to my heart, I accepted our fate and congratulated him.

It was bitter, but I knew I could live with it as long as he would still be in my life. I didn't blame him for our fall out because I knew it was mostly due to my incompetency to display my emotions.

"I promise I will never let you down Tia, forgive me" He enveloped me in his arms and after a long time, I felt like I was alive again.