Remember all those light novels and web novels that gave people a second chance in another world and just let them run wild with their new gifts? Superpowers, helpful systems, cheats, and a foreseeable way forward? Well it's all a lie. That's right people. They were all fairy tails compared to what our Main character has to deal with. A sadistic God, near impossible chances, barely a thing to work with, and a system that looks like it wants to drink his blood and steal his soul before it gives him any help. "Let me go back and rip every one of those damn fictions to shreds. Where the hell is my easier life?" Author's Overview: A fiction based on the many novels I've read about people reincarnating into new worlds with systems. I've always felt the MC has it way to easy. They might start out with a couple of worthwhile challenges, but it definitely seems as time goes by, they grow way to fast and it just turns into a step by step stomp of the world. While that is the eventual goal of this novel, *wink wink nudge nudge*, I hope to go about it in a more character driven way where we see the harsh realities of starting with little and Gods not just giving absolute hacks to their worlds.