Chapter 7

Jacob POV ✯

After seeing Lily kill those 8 men effortlessly I'm kind of scared but damn while killing them she looked hot. I still don't know where she got skills and the gun from. She did say something about self defense. But after she mentioned her mother her features changed. She hasn't come back to the dorm so I think she is with her father.

It's Sunday so I have nothing to do. My parents don't really worry much about me. We not rich neither are we poor. My mother is a small time lawyer and my father is I don't even know. But he always makes sure I have everything I need. As much as I don't know what he does he is happy doing it.

I fall asleep with my thoughts. I get up to the sound of the door shutting closed. I open my eyes to see my gorgeous roommate. "Hey where have you been?". She rolls her eyes and takes of her heels throwing it across the room

" I didn't know you were assigned to be my father".

I roll my eyes and go to the bathroom since I have training to do. When I come out of the bathroom she is sound asleep. She looks so peaceful so I take a quick picture of her and continue changing. I quickly leave locking the door but before that I take a quick glimpse at her peaceful figure.

❁Lily❁

I don't like being rude to Jacob but with my mother's death anniversary on Friday and the mafia it's quite a lot since my mental health isn't 100%. He went to the shower and I just fell asleep not bothering to even change. I heard the door closing but not paying attention I fell of to sleep again.

I wake up to my annoying phone ringing. I look at the caller id only to see my cousin name appearing.

"Hey Luke"

"Hey sorrella"

"What's up"

"Lil what's your dorm number?"

"Ahh whatever it's B73"

I quickly changed to my pj's since I never change when I came. I sat at my vanity table and started to take of my makeup. Once I was done I put on my bedroom slippers and put on Netflix. I put on a K-drama called Cute Programmer.



On the 5th episode I heard someone knock at the door. I open it to see my cousins standing there with a whole lot of snacks and drinks. "Hey guys" I say hugging all of them. All of them quickly say hi and come inside.

"Hey Lulu what are you watching?" I cringed at the name. "Marcus Fernandez if you don't stop calling me that I'll really murder you and I'm watching my K-drama so don't you dare change it I'm warning you" I say glaring at my 2nd youngest cousin.

"Hey hey stop both of you'll." Rio my eldest cousin speaks getting irritated with me and Marcus always arguing. We place all the snacks on the table and sit on the bed. I sit in between Marcus and Luke because they always take most of the snacks.

Samuel is the youngest(19), Marcus and Luke are twins(20), Santiago is the 2nd eldest(22) and finally it's Rio(24). Yes I'm the only girl in the family. But it's quite fun because I get whatever I want whenever I want.

We continue watching Cute programmer after I explained what it was about to the boys. Even though it is like my 5th time watching the series we all started crying when she found out she is pregnant only to find her husband with his ex.

Samuel ,Luke, Marcus and I start bawling our eyes out after she almost has an accident while trying to call her husband to tell him someone is following her only for his ex to answer.

"Why does she have to be so cruel? " Luke asks still bawling his eyes out. Before I could speak Jacob walks in. Marcus pauses the series and everyone looks at Jacob.

Did this motherfucker have to come now? "Lily don't you have a boyfriend? " I nod my head even though my cousins are completely confused. "So why are you acting like a whore bringing so many boys here? " this motherfucker.

"What did you call her?" Rio asks Jacob with a clenched jaw. "Are you deaf or something I called her a whore". Damn Rio looks like he is about to pull out his gun and shoot Jacob which I totally wouldn't mind.

"Jacob just go get laid or something " he scoffed "you talking about getting laid I mean yeah you rich and pretty but there isn't a need to act like a whore right?" Yeah thats it with his bullshit.

I punch him across his face and hear a crack. Satisfied with the results I turned to my cousins "guys I'll explain everything just..... " before I could finish Jacob cuts me of. "She'll explain how she let's everyone use her body and also explain her being a whore and sleeping with every boy here. "

I turned around so fast I'm surprised that my body didn't break. I punch him twice in his face. He started cussing under his breath so I couldn't hear him. "Jacob I'm speaking for the last time. GO. TO. YOUR. FUCKING. ROOM! " I say in my mafia voice since he was getting on my nerves.

I looked at my cousins ready to jump on him and hit him but I quickly shook my head. "Lil please explain who he is and what's he talking about. " Rio asked in a calm voice. I sigh and sit down on the bed.

"ok, quindi è il mio compagno di stanza. Sono venuto qui in missione e per completare i miei studi. C'è un topo nella mafia e suo qualcuno di questa scuola. E per quanto riguarda il ragazzo parte di Silas è il mio falso fidanzato, non ho davvero un fidanzato."

𝙤𝙠 𝙨𝙤 𝙝𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙮 𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙢𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙚. 𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙣 𝙖 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙙𝙞𝙚𝙨. 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙖 𝙧𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙢𝙖𝙛𝙞𝙖. 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙤𝙮𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙎𝙞𝙡𝙖𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙮 𝙛𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙗𝙤𝙮𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙. 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖 𝙗𝙤𝙮𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙

They all look surprisingly well. Luke clears his throat. "Does our uncle know about this? " I sigh and shake my head. "He knows about the learning part but not the other part. " They nod in understanding.

They leave sometime after and I lay on my bed thinking about my life. I think about Javier, my mother, my mafia and mostly why did Jacob say all that yet he knows I haven't done anything he said.

I get up from my bed and go to my closet looking for something to use. I put out a dress and start doing my hair after about 20 minutes I leave the room going to my special place.



After about 35 minutes I arrive to the place where my thoughts are free and no one is around. The place my father used to bring me because I missed my mother and blamed myself for everything.

I had started to stay at Javier house since his parents weren't at home all the time. My dad always used to think I was at my friends house. My dad was in Australia for the 5 years I dated Javier so he didn't always know where I was. The first year Javier and I started having sex. After that when I started feeling uncomfortable with him being around I stopped which was somewhere in our 2nd year of dating.

I always stopped him when he tried removing my clothes. He would start kissing me then try to remove my clothes, I always made excuses to stop him but he would hit me then rape me. It continued until one day he went to far and I ended up at the hospital. I escaped and we never saw each other after that until the Starbucks incident.

I never told my father anything because as much as he grieving I was to so if he found out he wouldn't leave me alone, and at that time all I wanted was alone time. I had only told Silas what Javier did and not who he was. Silas has been my best friend from birth.

He would always stay with me after my mother's death but when I stayed at Javier house he was with his parents. I always cried when I saw kids with their mothers playing, baking or doing whatever they do together.

I learnt that things aren't ment to last forever. But if my mother didn't move me I would have taken the bullet and my mother would be here.

I hadn't even noticed that I was in tears until it dropped on my thigh. I pulled my knees up and rested my chin on it. But one question still lingers in my mind. Why did Jacob say what he said?