Nothingness

Drowning in the depth of nothingness

Just my thoughts, the monsters and nothing less

Still thinking of thoughts to make it all stop

Because in no time my whole being is going to pop

Help is something that I really need

But the help is very hard to achieve

they all think I'm okay when I'm not

And I can't do anything about it I'm all I got

My thoughts are killing me on the inside

And with my smiles that's how I hide

As I know no one can help me

So I learned it's no use unless they see