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You thought wrong

Tons of miniscule plot holes for now but its still somehow bearable (i think...), i mean i did make this like 5 minutes after i thought about under appreciated waifu's needing some love which explains the bad title and synopsis (ill change it later), so yeah ill try to improve and plug as much plotholes as i can as well as improve the grammar and plot as i go, so i hope it will atleast be decent in terms of wish fulfillment stories, (hopefully though.)

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"hmm...there doesn't seem to be some kind of ailment or repercussions on you, you just lack nutrients and sleep other than that your body is functioning properly, and about your amnesia its usually cause by high levels of stress bought by shock or post traumatic experiences that leaves the memories locked by your brain, my advise is that you contact with a psychiatrist start from there and maybe even get a house pet like a cat or a dog to alleviate your emotions." the doctor said his goodbye before attending to the other patients likewise Fumio also went out of the hospital.

"So, what happened?" Rikka took off her headset and looked at Fumio who just exited the hospital.

"the doctor said that other than my amnesia im in good condition."

"is that so, good." Rikka nodded and the two of them once again made their way back, along the way noticing thats its now pretty dark and they still haven't eaten anything yet, Rikka decided to grab a quick bite at the convenience store.

"we should get something to eat its already dark after all."

"but i dont have any money on me."

"dont worry its on me."

Rikka said while Fumio followed her to a convenience store nearby, "thank you for your patronage." said the sleep deprived cashier worker, the two of them went out with one onigiri on their hands each,

'gotta do something about this atmosphere.' so Fumio tried to think of a topic to talk when they finally finished eating. "um...about what you did to save me i ju-"

"No!-" Rikka immediately blurted out and cough for a second. "n-no need to say thanks, im just doing what a normal person would do if they are in that kind of situation."

This time Fumio couldn't help but chuckle a little. "you say that but im sure that a normal person would just panic not knowing what to do."

"im serious." Fumio then stopped walking and looked at Rikka who also stopped due to the situation. "thank you for saving my life, i honestly find my reasons for doing it pathetic but thanks to you i can finally redeem my self and change my sorry life for the better."

Rikka felt his intention clear, and seeing his heart felt speech and determination bought a smile on her face as well as satisfaction to see the person she help change his lifestance for the greater good.

So the rather awkward atmosphere mellowed down and the 2 of them eventually ended up in their destination.

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"thanks for everything once again Takarada-san." both of them said their goodbyes and went in there respective houses.

"Miyamoto Fumio huh, not bad i guess, now let's see what my house looks like."

Once Fumio got in, he toured around the house to get used to its layout there's spacious a modern style kitchen with the pantry and 2 door refrigerator located on the left side while the stove, sink, kitchen counter and dining table with 2 chairs were located on the right side.

The living room could fit atleast 7 people inside, it has a big and spacious modern sofa that can be unassembled to form mini movable sofa chairs as well as a 50 inch flat screen oled tv, while the bathroom where the main problem happened was designed like your typical modern bathroom, it has a sink near the door, a toilet that was surrounded in a glass stall covering around it with the addition of a window at the top, a shower room that was once again covered by glass stall and finally a big bathtub near the end, he also found and saw the pills scattered around the wet floor with his wet clothes as well as the bathtub filled to the brim with water, he went near it then unplugged the tub as well as cleaned up the scattered pills on the floor finally throwing it in the nearby trash can, he then made his way up the stairs towards his room in the second floor.

"its big." he saw how spacious his room was there he saw his wardrobe just near the door although there's nothing eye-catching about the room other than a large sofa with a 43 inch oled tv that was drilled to the wall, a computer with its desk near the window and finally the big ass bed behind the sofa where he saw a phone next to a pillow.

"i can finally call him and inform what happened." he picked up the phone and tried to dial a number but then, he forgot the most crucial part, he doesn't even know his screen password nor the number how was he going to call him in the first place?

"...i wish i had more of his previous memories other than the basics." he sighed and tried to think of a way to contact him but that was until a sudden bolt of pain struck his brain making him stumble and fell to the soft bed while both of his hands clutched his head.

He received tons of information from that short second of pain, a boy who was heavily doted and spoiled by his parents to death was caught in a car accident along with them a year ago being the only one who survived by pure luck, after that tragic event he then faced the cold and emotionless faces of his relatives towards him, completely ignoring his existence while his cousins treated him like trash and even ending up physically bullying him, the only one who atleast showed sympathy towards him was his grandfather but the truth was he doesn't even give a shit about him, he just showed sympathy because of how close he is towards his son, but the funniest thing is he didn't feel sad for his own kin but rather his potential and intelligence, knowing that he lost a great asset to their bussiness.

being average in a clan of opportunity seeking people was just asking for it, he was branded as a useless failure by them, he knows that very well but he can only blame himself for being useless, and so he did eventually losing the tiniest drop of self-esteem he had left, falling to the depths of depression and desperation, he even thought that his grandfather was kind and understanding, helping him find and move to a new house and enrol to a new school far-away from them so that he could forget his problems,

he couldn't be more wrong he didn't helped him, he push him away from them for good, kicking him out of the clan for not being able to live up to their expectations, since his father was now gone and his offspring is nowhere capable as him, that's why his parents doted and spoiled him to death they never wanted him to experience the hardships and the pain of never reaching their desired expectations on you, like it was natural for you to achieve it and failure wasn't an option, like you aren't even human you're only purpose is for the good of the clan.

But in the end they failed, they failed miserably, he committed suicide but the answer is why? He never know the real reason behind it did he? Or maybe he did, maybe he finally realised the truth once he moved out, he finally realised what their true motives were, what their true personalities were, that he was clinging on his delirious and false hope that he made for himself thinking that his grandfather had helped him, that he secretly cared about him, but i guess he finally woke up from the bitter truth, he was just a useless dead weight since his parents is now gone, all of them thought that they would gain nothing with him being there, there is no boon to harvest in him so the most logical way is to cut ties with him permanently, like the saying goes out of sight out of mind.

'if he knows the truth then why write that letter? Maybe he's crazy? Damn so even in the end he wanted to atleast believe that there's one person who still cares about him, that family sure is messed up.' Fumio went near the mirror where he saw the body of a teenager that was tossed away like garbage left alone to fend for himself. A specific memory then came to his mind so Fumio walked towards his wardrobe and reached at the deepest part of it getting something that seems to be hidden from anyone else.

It was a black note book that the previous Fumio used to vent his anger and frustration on.

"oof, well i don't need this anymore." throwing the book on the other side of the bed where a trash bin was place.

"isn't that peachy, i basically have no ties to anyone and i don't have to do something about the previous problem since i was abandoned and kicked out, i only have to find a way to earn cash to pay the bills, wait if i remember correctly i was given a credit card from my past self's parents and it was quite the hefty sum, it should be able to sustain me long enough to find another source of income, the things that i should prioritise right now is my health then finding ways to make money i dont want to be homeless after all, but first lets take a proper bath."

And so after taking a bath and dressing up in new clothes Fumio is now seen in the living room watching tv.

"this is the life, would've been better if i have food but my pantry and refrigerator are both empty, heck i dont even know how to cook properly the best thing i can do are boiled eggs and cup noodles, note to self learn how to cook in the future, if i remember correctly the junk shop also doubles as a cafe so I'll check it out tomorrow, and finally i have 1 month and two weeks till my first year of highschool starts till then i have alot of things to do."

"wait...this body is only 15 yet he's already in this kind of situation were most adults without the right mindset wouldn't survive, damn how much of a Prick are they leaving a 15 yearold all by himself, if that's the case then it's understandable how he committed suicide, there's no one to give him attention, hope or someone that will give him inspiration to keep moving forwards, he used to live in a environment full of affection and love, suddenly thrown to face the harsh truth of reality must have broken him and that pushed him on the edge. even if he tried to complain to the authorities that wouldn't do shit, all they need to do is bribe them and they'll turn a blind eye on him, that's just dark for being average."

"but like i said its not my problem anymore." smiling and Fumio looked at his phone to see the time it was almost 9 pm, "better sleep now so i could get a head start tomorrow, now then lets see what this new life has in store for me."

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Its kind of a useless chapter, mostly explaining what really happened to the past fumio and so on, i also felt lazy near the end so you might felt it lacking or kinda rush, anyway next chapter will be him exercising and getting more information.