Dream.

Chapter 21: Dream.

Waking up I thought I would see the light from the sun like I normally do every single morning. But what I saw wasn't what I thought.

In front of me was pure white scenery. There was no sound and probably no end at all if I am being honest. So not knowing where am I and why I am here I decided that it would be good to just walk around the place.

While walking for a certain amount of time I decided to pinch myself to see if i am in a dream and the fact that I didn't feel anything means that I am indeed in a dream. And it seems it's a lucid dream.

Suddenly I saw a room in front of me. It didn't had any door and I could see what was going in the room due to the light coming from the gap between the window and I could see a rusty and almost useless futon was laid on the ground. I walked around the room and saw that it was quite nicely cleaned.

All of sudden I heard a sound of a person's walking. I looked at the source and saw a boy who was slowly walking towards the rusty and almost useless futon was a boy who looked like his age was probably something in between from 13 years old.

He let his body fall on the futon and stayed in that position for some time. He looked skinny and dehydrated , tired and his hair was a damn mess. His clothes didn't look much good either.

But he slowly picked his body up and opened the curtains.

And the person whom I saw was unbelievably someone I wouldn't think to see again. The boy had black hair but a large portion of those were white due to heavy mental stress. There were shadow's under his eyes meaning he didn't sleep for few night probably pulled an all nighter. One of his eyes was blue and the other was brown making an complete Heterochromia.

The boy was.....me. Those are the moment's from my previous life. And it seems the memories from my previous life , for some reason had came in my dreams.

The past me looked at the room and sighed a relief. The room was quite small and was probably the size of a 3x3 meters. I remember myself searching for a room and my uncle gave me this room. Though...

*BANG!!*

With a loud noise the front door was opened and a man walked inside. He was quite fat and his hair was colored red quite the match with his blue eyes. This man was my uncle, souichi Ron.

The past me looked at him with fear and sat at one corner. Ron went towards the window and closed it causing another bang sound in the room , making the room dark again.

Knowing what will be happen I just stood there. I couldn't tell what the past me was doing due to the darkness but I could tell that I was in a corner of the room and was shaking in fear.

The room filled with light and obviously the reason is Ron. I looked at him and saw him take his belt out and walk towards the past me and without knowing he walked through me.

I heard my self saying something in a calm and small tone looked at him.

The past me looked at him blankly "So here we again" said at Ron's face.

But Ron didn't get the response which he wanted. Instead he got a response which didn't have any sort of emotion whatsoever as if the owner of the voice didn't want to live in the first place.

This actually angered him and he learned "You damn brat!" he wrapped a part of the belt around his fist,"You sure have some serious gut to go against what I said! Now get ready to have your punishment!" he said and hit my past self's body with all of his strength. Though I know I felt that pain but it was numb , numb from all the pain he caused me.

My parents died in a car accident when I was only 5 years old. They died but somehow I survived and after that my grandfather said that he will take care of me but after only 1 year he died and I was alone, wandering the streets. My 1st uncle's got the property of my grandfather and kicked me out. But my other uncle took me in.

I thought that I will have a good life but what awaited me was nothing but hell.

He took me in not out of kindness but out of his jealousy and anger for my father. He wanted to vent the anger towards me because he couldn't do anything to my father.

He was a scientist who liked to experiment and I was his lab rat. He used various chemical on me , beat me up. It was a regular thing in my life. For 7 years he used me like a lab rat and a punching bag. And due to that me eyes became like that.

Those eyes are empty, expressionless, devoid of all life. There was a blank, lifeless stare, as if the eyes have seen everything and felt nothing. The eyes reveal a lack of emotion, passion, and understanding. The eyes are vacant, hollow, and soulless.Those were my eyes before regression.

But today something will happen. I looked at the date. Today it will be different. The usual will not be done.

*Thwack*

I snapped back and saw myself getting beaten. Ron kept on hitting me with his belt with all of his strength and the past me kept getting hit without any reaction but today it will be difficult.

Just thinking about it I can feel my face forming a idiotically large grin.

*Huff*

*Huff*

"I will see you soon brat!" he stomped away. I walk towards my self and knelt down his ear level. As if sensing my presence he looked at me. Though this freaked me out I then looked at the place where he was looking and saw a part of broken glass. The past me went there and picked it up.

Heading footsteps the past me hurriedly got where he was , at the perfect spot and placed the broken glass on his mouth.

"Brat!!" I looked at Ron and saw a type of chemical on his hand and from the smoke it was obvious that it was a acid.

"Now get ready to feel pain you damn fucker!!" he knelt down and grabbed the mouth of the past me,"open wide fucker!!"he squished the 2 side of mouth of the past me but he wasn't ready what was about to come.

The past me without saying any word spits on Ron's face and the broken piece of glass went right inside his eyes.

"Ahhhh!!!!" he backed down and the past me grabbed the acid from his hand.

"Oi!Oi! What do you think you are doing!?" he backed down,"You won't do that right...?"the past me looked at him and I stood beside myself..."Righ.....?"

"i wonder?" The past me said. His voice is strained and tired, raspy and weak. It was low and husky, devoid of energy and power. His or my voice is hoarse, muffled, and fatigued, conveying a sense of exhaustion and fatigue. The tone is flat and unenthusiastic, lacking vitality and strength. It is a voice that has been pushed to its limits and is barely hanging on. "Would I ? Or?" he paced his finger on chin,"I wouldn't? I don't know~. Shall we find out?" the past me said and dropped the entire thing of Ron who screamed.

"Aaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!" he screamed so loud that it might cause others to know but fortunately this places wall was thick as hell.

"Well.." the past me grabbed Ron's phone and recorded his scream,"i will hear this as lullaby....". The past me looked at my direction. Following his gaze I also looked at the place where he was looking and for some odd reason I...am unable to see the clock. I then looked at the past me and I felt as if our eyes met with each other.

"Thank you....." he said all of a sudden but before I could utter any response everything around me started shattering like a glass. I feel down into a pinch black hole.

Jumping up from the bed , I wiped the sweat off my forehead. My breathing was unstable. I finally opened my eyes and looked around for sometime. 'It was quite the dream' was what i thought and decided to carry out with my day.