Chapter 38
My heart is in my pants, thinking back at the whole funeral thing he mentioned today.
"Niall. How are you going to help your family if you do…"
"How am I helping them right now?!" he yells, turning to look at me. "I’m done."
"No you’re not!" I yell, starting to hyperventilate and panic when I see him taking off his jacket and throw it on the grass near the shore.
"Stop it! What are you doing?" I scream when he starts walking towards the water.
I step in front of him and push him away.
"What the fuck are you doing?!"
He steps back, and just when I think he’s okay and not doing anything stupid, he takes off his shirt.
"Niall!" I yell and pick up the shirt. "Put it back on. And let’s go back."
"Make it end already! I can die of hypothermia right? It’s fine." He says, but he’s talking to himself more than he’s talking to me as he’s toeing off his shoes.