Eclipse's Agonizing Limerence.

the night ended in a flash of eye, won't bat an eye, and yet couldn't stop smiling because of calix's unusual movements at the walk before, that night, while thinking of it, I had to do something about the noble's at the southwest side of the kingdom, they'll cause trouble.

".. but Calix is changing, he's becoming weak, he's showing weakness. why is that? "

I have an greedy thoughts, but I wanted a path for us two, even it means blooding my hands with blood who's not mine, but people's.

sacrificing everyone, and everything, I do not care about money, and anyone at all.

but I had one goal, and that is to protect my beloved for him not reach the tradegy path, and supposedly, not let him meet her so he can be more safer than anyone else, once he met the main lead my effort will be in vain.

I wonder if he fell inlove, love at first sight was it? he loved me in October, he loved her at may, how mischievous, it's wrong, it's toxic, but I will admit, I have a few mistake's too.

..but that's exactly why, I'll be the villainess the world wanted me to, not naive, not made to be one, I was born again to be one. with such a naive face, and beautiful smile with the devil shallowing me inside, as my enemy, the darkness getting stronger. the world and the darkness itself is my enemy afterall.

I had no one to trust, and run to, but you found me at that dark night, under the moonlight, where it was only forest, and deadly beast's.

I cannot hold into anyone, even call someone my mother at the age of eight, but you helped me, and saw me right at a distance, you promised me to come back but I was found by someone who tortured me but I waited.

..for nothing that is.

" I'm getting headache from thinking about it.

I wonder if the night is really this cold. "

tears started streaming into my eyes, knowing I couldn't find any warmth into anyone's embrace but his, my beloved's warm hands that shared warmth with mine at a cold night in the shabby cold palace every single night.

and yet, the night here, where the duke's family is, was so cold that I might die from it.

I have no one to call my home, and my love except him, my beloved, Calix, has to survive this time, because he is my home.

my love

my home.

my dearest.

..rest in my shoulder.

don't worry about a thing.

" I'll get my hands stained with blood if it was fated for me to kill everyone for my beloved. "