Cry baby

ever since I was young I would always cry, it wouldn't even matter if it was something so small. I would literally cry for like anything. because of that my father always despised me. he said things like crybaby, sissy, little girl, and would tease me on how feminine I was. I hated him for that, not only because he called me a lot of names, but because he didnt love me. growing up I always felt left out. I have four older sisters I'm the youngest and also the only boy. since I grew up with mostly girls, I would like to do the things they did, but since I was so young I didn't know what I was doing. when I turned 11 I realized that I can't keep crying for the things I wanted like my sisters did, so I changed the way I was. to be honest I never really liked doing all the things my sisters did, like wearing dresses, putting on makeup and other things like that. but my sisters never told me off so I thought what I was doing was right. at age 17 I decided to go for a change and got a haircut, new clothes, and wanted to go to a new school to start over. my mom didnt mind me transferring schools and let me transfer because she thought it was for the better. she also knew how much I got bullied so she let me change. I was so happy that my life was finally turning around, but...

little did I know what was coming next.