Chapter 19

Sebastian's POV

The night wind blew extra cold tonight. I was on the balcony, staring up at the dark sky, feeling alone and sorry for myself but thoughts of Emily weren't leaving my mind and the times I had spent with her, I'll give anything to have those times back again. I couldn't get over her smile, her touches, her scent, the sparkles in her eyes whenever she'll look at me.

Someone touched my shoulder and I leaped.

"Didn't mean to startled you. Sorry."

"Naomi, what you doing here?" I asked as I brought my attention to her.

"I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about you and the manner you walked out on our wedding. Why Sebastian? Was it me?"

"No. This has nothing to do with you. It's me."

"Okay. Is it that you're not ready to get married to me or there someone else?"

I chuckled lightly at her question and took her face in. She was no Emily but she was beautiful to look at and I felt guilty that she was in this position but I also didn't ask for any of this.