Chapter 11: I don't know what it is

Marc

I have been waiting for Ren to catch me, as I look like ready to kill himself, but I was actually trying to speed up the things, before Ren turn into beast, this place is not his home, the people here is not his, before he develops affection, I should help his mission to complete soon and make him to reach his place.

"H' hey.....Marc" Ren in soft voice

When I heard the words of him, felt like till now no one in the last 800 years never seen this type of emotions in anyone apart from him, as I was missing these emotions from the past 300 years.

Ren reached towards me and held my hand, soon dragged me from the place, I see Ren's teary eyes, felt like nothing is important rather than him, who is standing with tears in his eyes.

Soon he dragged me into his arms.

The moment when he dragged me into his arms, the hug which I felt didn't care about anything anymore, right at the moment I stopped the time as until how much long as I can, when our both chests collide with each other, I feel everything between was synchronized, the feel where Ren wants to protect me, I feels not only the earth, but also stars, the galaxies where we travel from far distance each everything was there in my hands, the warmness, my world has been shaken right at the moment.

There were millions of things running in my mind, it about mission, the lines which were drawn between us, where I was starving the love from so many years. I didn't let the things pop up in his mind, I just kept enjoying the moment for few more minutes, soon I snapped the finger, everything gets back to the normal.

Ren cupped my face looking deep into his eyes, 

"Why did you do that Marc, you might have none from the past, but today I am standing in front of you, I am not going to leave your hand until the last day on this earth." Ren says in caring tone with cracking voice as he was cried by seeing Marc in that situation.

where that was the sad truth, once we leave the place, we never going to see each other. I didn't say anything, just lowered my head and listening whatever he says like a little boy.

Ren as knows little bit things about Marc's past, as he was lonely since his parents' accidents.

Ren was holding my hand tightly soon reached to the car, we both reached to the house.

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I and Ren fresh up soon, and we were in pajamas, Ren decided not to leave me for a single second. He was watching my face, where I was sitting on the sofa nonchalantly, soon he went to the kitchen as it was already 10:00 pm by seeing me, he came to know that I didn't had food, when he was serving food into the plate, Sophia was standing at the entrance of the kitchen she was admiring Ren silently, Ren turn around to take the food.

"You....?" Sophia said with curiosity tone

"Oh, I am Steve Marc's student." Ren said in calm voice

"Oh, you seem so close, till now no one not even my parents referred him with Marc, he didn't allow that thing from childhood, how did he allow." Sophia says in teasing way

"Oh, really he never said anything about this. Whenever I say Marc, I didn't see any discomfort, never stopped me by referring as Marc." Ren says calmly by pout on his lips.

When Sophia sees a small pout on his lips, soon the smile appeared on her lips, "Ok, he was been lonely since long time, I feel you can feel the empty space in him and I am happy that you are taking care of him." Sophia says

ren smiles little bit and takes the food to Marc, Jordon will be seeing Sophia and Steve behind the wall, when he sees that Steve leaves the place, Soon he comes to Sophia.

"Do you really trusting him, Sophia?" Jordon says in serious tone

"I trust both of them, you know how Marcus was, he never ever let anyone near to him, today this boys is taking care of Marcus, don't you see the things between them?" Sophia says

"But..."

"No don't think anything, just let them deal their problem, no need to interfere, I am sleepy I need to go to sleep bye Good night Jordon." Sophia says in calm voice and goes to her room, Jordon reaches to his room.

*****

I was holding the stone, which is lying on the table, as Ren went to bring the food, I started communicating through mind voice,

"Hey birdy...., how are you?" I said mind voice

Stone will be staring all the place, it observed me and says, "Shhhhh..... don't say anything, communicate with me through mind voice." I said in mind voice

"Master is that really you, it's been long time...." Stone sounds in happy tone through mind voice

"Good, how are the things till now?" in mind voice

"Hmm.... there everything was fine, but here Ren is playing like a child, sometimes I am tired by his actions." Stone says in mind voice

I smirk when I hear that, "I am annoyed by both of you..." Stone says in annoyed way in mind voice

"I was unable to reach you from few days, I was worried about you what might have happened to you." Stone says in worried mind voice

"I have been here long time ago, I wanted to take care for you guys before you people come here." Marc says in mind voice

Stone snuffed in annoyed way, "you are just worried about Ren as always." Stone says in sassy mind voice

Marc hears Ren's footsteps, "Shh...Ren is coming to us." Marc says in mind voice

Ren enters into bedroom, with happy smiley face, soon he sits beside me, I try to take the food from his hand, Ren moved back and said, "Let me feed you." says in caring tone, before he takes the food into the spoon, I hold his hands, he has been watching my face in confusion.

"Little prince did you had food?" I ask in caring tone

"I had before I reach you." Ren says in soft voice

I nod my head and simply sit on the sofa; he started feeding me like as if I was a baby. "Hmm....Master you have been enjoying this, it just annoys me, can you let Ren to feed me also." Stone sounds in sassy mind 

"Noo...." Marc shouts in worried way

"Opps... you get caught." Stone in sassy mind voice

Ren watched my face as my face is filled with mixed emotions like jealous and worried as someone is going to snatch something from me.

"Marc, Are you okay?" Ren in worried way

"You little monster...." I said in serious mind voice

"Nothing Little prince, I just remembered about the accident of my parents, before the accident my mom is used to feed me in the same way." Marc says in soft voice as I just covered it, in fear where he might find it out.

Ren hugged me, I was starring stone in sassy look. Soon I finished food. Ren takes out the plate and wash the plate and puts in the rack, soon reaches to my bedroom, sees that I was be reading some book, Ren sighs calmly

I reached to bed sitting to the edge, Ren is holding stone into his palm by sitting at the window starring towards stars, after few minutes he place the stone at the table

I was jealous by seeing the situation, "Master calm down, don't feel jealous I can't snatch him from you." stone says in calm mind voice

"Hmm...but our fate is not meant to be together." Marc says in deep mind voice with sad tone

there will be silence in the room, Marc will be in deep thinking, Ren observes Marcs face, where his eyes were teary, soon he reaches to Marc.

Ren stands in front of me, he puts his arms around my neck, soon drags my face towards his tummy he is patting my back softly.

When I feel myself around in Ren, I hold tight around his waist, soon I sob. By seeing me in that situation, Ren cant hold himself, he sits on the bed, hugs me with teary eyes.

"You know little Prince, I..I don't want to be alone, I am afraid o'..of being alone, whenever I think about fu...future, it hurts deep down in my hear..heart, I really want to end up myself." I say in crying voice 

the next minute by seeing me like that, he can't hold himself, Ren cups my chin, and brings me face towards him, he leans his face towards my face and put his forehead towards mine, soon he catches my lower lip with his mouth, it was really a soft kiss, where it shows caring protection and assurance of him being there.

my eyes gets widen by Ren's action, as I was unaware of his kiss, don't know how to react, these were the emotions which were shown by Ren before 200 years ago, I remembered all the things happened between us, the smiles of both of us, the hugs, the millions of kisses, the love between them, being there on same bed in naked, the caring protection and sorrows, Ren is drenched in blood in my hands, helplessness, alone. Soon I gets back away from Ren.

"If I made you discomfort, I am sorry, as I remember this was my first kiss with a person, I just wanted to make feel that I...." before ren finishes in worried tone, I cup Rens face

"Little Prince... you never ever hold any explanation, especially with me, I trust you deeper than anyone." as I said in confident voice, soon I holds Ren's neck and start kissing slowly, Ren is going along with my action, at first kiss is soft, slowly, we both feel our body gets heated up, I started kissing hard as Ren maintains same consistence, he started exploring my mouth through his tongue, our both tongues were thrusting into our mouth as if we were in hungry, though it might me the reason, soon Ren feels loss of oxygen he breaks the kiss, takes a deep breath, see my face with little smile.

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Steve

my face was flushed completely, the cheeks were red, lips were swollen. I turn my face in shy, he reaches to me, and holds me into his arm, he sat properly leaning to the pillow by holding me on into his body, I started saying the things about my day. after few minutes I turn my head and saw that Marc is into deep sleep, slowly I get down from Marc and make him sleep properly, and lying beside him and covering bedsheet completely, slept with fluttering heart, I remember the things hug when I was holding him, the first kiss which was amazing, I was tossing on the bed as I was sleep less due to excitement, gets an idea, I went out from the room, reaches study room, search book, soon I got a journal which is new one. I open draw and see the pen and take out from the there and runs to Marc's room.

I sats on the bed, starts writing about the hug and kiss where I ended up with writing more than 3000 words, I didn't even realize when I went in to sleep.

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When the birds voice hears Marc wakes up slowly by blinking eyes as sun raise falls on Marc's face. soon stares Ren's face where he will be sleeping on his back, he smiles by seeing Ren's sleeping position, his eyes falls on the pen which Ren was holding in his hand and book will be little bit far from Ren, Marc grabs book and reads each and every word, he chuckles by laughing 'Seriously you never changed little bit, little prince.' 

Ren woke up and sees, book in Marc's hand, soon he widens eyes, Ren tries to drag book from his hands.

"Little prince you literally written porn you know, it just only about hug and kiss, what if..." Marc stares Rens between leg in teasing way, soon Ren drags book from his hand and jump from the bed.

"In your dreams, don't expect the things from me more than this." Ren says in annoyed way and runs to washroom, by putting the book in drawer.

Soon Marc and Ren reach to the college, Marc get down in serious face, where before it is playful with Ren in the car. Marc and Ren will be walking together, where they grabs attention of everyone, some eyes were filled with admiration, someone are filled with jealous.

Luna stops in front of them, stares Marc and Ren's face, she reads Marc's emotions clearly, "Something is fishy did anything happened good for you Marc." Luna ask in curiosity, Marc suddenly chokes, and stares in tension towards Luna's face. Ren watches everything,

"Oh dear, do you want to know what happened?" Ren says in low voice, Luna gets excited by Ren's words. where Marc raises his eyebrows when the word dear comes out from his words and stares with serious face, Ren didn't observe the feel on Marc's face which is filled with jealous by just one word

"You are being noisy..., if he wants to tell you, he will tell." Ren says nonchalantly 

"Aww... what if he didn't?" Luna asks in question mark face, Ren and marc walks out from her, soon Ren reaches to His classroom, where Jack will be tensed regarding the presentation, until he sees Jack's face, he don't even remember project work.

"If Marc didn't help us finish the design work regarding the model we would end up in difficulty, have you seen the engine model, before I leave his place there were number of mistakes, Marc has helped a lot. Now the last part is to give the presentation of the project, hopefully it should go smooth." Jack says in low voice as they were in the classroom

Jack stares Ren's face, as there will be awkward smile which is filled as he got caught by his mistake

"Don't say that you didn't even look into project." Jack says in worried tone

"Actually....." before Ren completes the sentence, "ohhh....idiot Steve." shouts in annoyed way.

the people in the class stares Steve and Jack. Soon Ren holds Jack's hand and drags to the seat.

"Give me 15 minutes I can prepare." Ren says in slow voice

Jack smirks in sassy way, "If you ruin this I am not going to leave you, Steve." says in annoyed way