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CEO He : Please Don't Love Me

"Heart wants to love but fears the fate of being left alone." ------- He Jian I loved you more than anything in my whole life. To the point that it became poison for me. Now in this life, I loved myself. I sealed my heart for you. Then why are you not leaving me alone? Why are you constantly pulling me into your life.? Why do your eyes have something else other than disgust for me? Did you not hate me? What has changed? You or Me? -------- Excerpt A gentle kiss fell on her lips and a shiver ran down her spine. “I love you.” Her heart pounded fiercely inside her chest. These words. Oh, how she wished to hear them in her last life. She might have fainted from happiness if she had heard them at that time. But now, they didn’t bring that happiness to her heart. They only brought fear, confusion and anger, and so many questions. “How can you…” She whispered more to herself. How can he love her? He heard her and stroked her cheek. The touch was so gentle that it made her feel as if she was a precious treasure. It made her feel loved. She raised her head to look at him. The usual ice-cold-blue eyes were filled with smiles as he asked her. “Why can’t I?” She swallowed realizing how those eyes still affected her, realizing how weak she was. Tears surfaced through her eyes and she saw him panicking. He tried to wipe them gently as she whispered. “You can’t……..you just can’t." ~*~*~**~*~*~ Mo Roulan spent her whole life chasing after the man she loved with her whole heart. At the time of her death, when she didn't see even an ounce of sorrow in his eyes, her heart was filled with sorrow. She was reborn. This time she vowed to make different choices and change her destiny. Hiding the past in her heart, this time she chose her family. But what will she do when the same past is back pounding on the doors of her heart, ready to break the walls she had surrounded her heart with. Will she give it a chance or will she continue to hide those feelings inside her heart? Read on to find out what wins. Her fear or His love? ------------------ Warning - The story has side couples who are homosexual and hence has the LGBT tag. The story will also concentrate on those couples as well as the main couple. If you don't like to read BL and GL then please leave it but don't leave disgusting comments about homosexuality. ------------ [This is an original story.] Cover Credit- Anoralily Updates- 1-2 chapters/ day Want to support me? Buy me a Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/ada_5253 My other book on Webnovel - His Rui(Ongoing)

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Her Sister Is Not That Innocent

"Aunty, the food you cook is so delicious."

Lin Qianru laughed when Shen Youlin praised her. Her mouth was full so her voice came a little muffled.

"Have more then. I have made enough."

Mo Roulan saw her mother putting more food in Shen Youlin's plate. She saw Shen Youlin smiling brightly as she put more food in her mouth. The plate was empty in a few minutes.

'Just how much can this girl eat?' Mo Roulan wondered.

Even Little Mo Chen who saw this asked as his eyes were filled with awe.

"Youlin Jiejie, Chenchen also wants to eat like you and grow up fastly."

Shen Youlin smiled and patted his head with the hand that was not busy stuffing food in her mouth. While Lin Qianru put more food in Mo Roulan's plate and said to her.

"Chenchen is so intelligent. You should also learn from Youlin. Seeing how thin you are, I fear that one day wind will blow away my daughter."

Hearing this, Shen Youlin also glanced sideways at Mo Roulan and her eyes unconsciously fell on her thin waist. She glanced away and said in a composed manner.

"Aunty is right. You're very thin."

Mo Roulan retorted

"But I am not that thin that the wind can blow me away."

Her eyes were a little large and her mouth was open as she defended herself. Her pink lips were glistening because of the oil. Shen Youlin's heart pounded crazily inside her chest.

'So cute that she wanted to do some bad things.'

That night Mo Roulan entered her room with a bloated stomach. As she walked inside her room she heard a ringtone. Following the sound, she saw Shen Youlin's purse on the bed. The ringing stopped so she thought to tell Youlin about it later. But just a moment later, the phone started to ring again. Mo Roulan thought that the call might be important.

She could hear the sound of water. Shen Youlin was inside the bathroom. She forwarded her hand to open the purse.

Before she could even open it, the purse was snatched away from her hands.

She raised her head to look at Shen Youlin who was hiding the purse behind her back and frowned in confusion. Thinking that Youlin might have not liked it she explained herself.

"Your phone was ringing continuously. I just wanted to hand it to you."

Shen Youlin nodded and smiled slightly.

"Thanks."

Mo Roulan felt weird seeing her behaving like this but she ignored it and went to the bathroom.

Shen Youlin let out a huge sigh of relief when the doors of the bathroom were finally closed. She opened the purse. Injections, pills, and some packets from last night were inside her purse. Fortunately, she remembered and just happened to come out at the right time. What if Roulan had…

Shen Youlin shook her head and decided to remain cautious in the future. Her phone rang. She took a glance at the name.

She didn't want to attend it but the ringing didn't stop. Her hand slid the screen to answer the call.

"Youlin, where were you? I have been calling you for a very long time."

Her elder sister, Shen Yiling's worried voice came from the phone.

"I was inside the bathroom."

She answered nonchalantly.

"Oh…."

Then there was an awkward silence from both sides. Shen Youlin wanted to put down the phone but Shen Yiling spoke again.

"Youlin, don't be angry with me, please? I know I was wrong. I should have told you everything from the beginning. Mom also behaved like that because she was worried about me at that time. She didn't….."

Shen Youlin didn't let her sister complete her sentence as she blurted out the thoughts in her heart.

"Why didn't you speak all this at that time? Why didn't you tell them that it was you who was wrong instead of crying gaining the sympathy of everyone?

"Youlin,I...I…."

Perhaps Shen Yiling was stunned by her sudden outburst because no answer came from the other side for a very long time.

Shen Youlin scoffed and cut the call. She used to think that she should not be jealous of her sister who was so gentle and innocent.

But today for the first time, Shen Youlin felt that her elder sister, Shen Yiling was not as innocent as others thought her to be.

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