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CEO He : Please Don't Love Me

Author: Ada_5253
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"Heart wants to love but fears the fate of being left alone." ------- He Jian I loved you more than anything in my whole life. To the point that it became poison for me. Now in this life, I loved myself. I sealed my heart for you. Then why are you not leaving me alone? Why are you constantly pulling me into your life.? Why do your eyes have something else other than disgust for me? Did you not hate me? What has changed? You or Me? -------- Excerpt A gentle kiss fell on her lips and a shiver ran down her spine. “I love you.” Her heart pounded fiercely inside her chest. These words. Oh, how she wished to hear them in her last life. She might have fainted from happiness if she had heard them at that time. But now, they didn’t bring that happiness to her heart. They only brought fear, confusion and anger, and so many questions. “How can you…” She whispered more to herself. How can he love her? He heard her and stroked her cheek. The touch was so gentle that it made her feel as if she was a precious treasure. It made her feel loved. She raised her head to look at him. The usual ice-cold-blue eyes were filled with smiles as he asked her. “Why can’t I?” She swallowed realizing how those eyes still affected her, realizing how weak she was. Tears surfaced through her eyes and she saw him panicking. He tried to wipe them gently as she whispered. “You can’t……..you just can’t." ~*~*~**~*~*~ Mo Roulan spent her whole life chasing after the man she loved with her whole heart. At the time of her death, when she didn't see even an ounce of sorrow in his eyes, her heart was filled with sorrow. She was reborn. This time she vowed to make different choices and change her destiny. Hiding the past in her heart, this time she chose her family. But what will she do when the same past is back pounding on the doors of her heart, ready to break the walls she had surrounded her heart with. Will she give it a chance or will she continue to hide those feelings inside her heart? Read on to find out what wins. Her fear or His love? ------------------ Warning - The story has side couples who are homosexual and hence has the LGBT tag. The story will also concentrate on those couples as well as the main couple. If you don't like to read BL and GL then please leave it but don't leave disgusting comments about homosexuality. ------------ [This is an original story.] Cover Credit- Anoralily Updates- 1-2 chapters/ day Want to support me? Buy me a Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/ada_5253 My other book on Webnovel - His Rui(Ongoing)

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Chapter 1Reborn : Changing Destiny

Warning - The story has side couples who are homosexual and hence has the LGBT tag. The story will also concentrate on those couples as well as the main couple. If you don't like to read BL and GL then please leave it but don't leave disgusting comments about homosexuality.

In the author's eyes regardless of their sexuality, everyone deserves respect. So if you will leave some bad comments about homosexuality, I shall instantly delete them. Please don't mind me. Now you can continue the story if you want to.   

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Amidst the dense forests, there was a very old shabby house.

Inside a room, there was a young girl tied to a chair. Her hands were tied behind the chair. The soft white skin of her wrists had become red due to the tight grip of ropes on her soft skin.

Her eyes were closed.

There was a small wound on her forehead with some dried blood on it. Her blue shirt was stained with mud and the rest of her clothes were also not in a good condition.

The unconscious girl on the chair opened her eyes suddenly. Her forehead was covered in sweat.

She was taking deep breaths. Her face was pale and sweat trickled down her temples disappearing in her black hairs.

She seemed to be awake from a nightmare. 

A very horrible nightmare.

With every breath, her hands, which were tightly bound with the ropes trembled.

Unconsciously she tried to move her trembling hand towards a certain part of her body but she couldn't do so.

She looked at the lower part of her body. But her gaze fell on her short legs. Confusion flashed through her eyes.

She turned her head behind to look at her hands. As if realizing something, she looked around herself in confusion.

This place...

Her face went paler because of fear if it was possible. 

How could she forget this place?

This place was the start of her ruin, her destruction. She will not forget this place even in her dreams.

Various emotions flashed through her eyes but the pain was the most dominating one. A single tear slid down from her eye as she leaned her head on the chair.

She could not believe that she was alive.

But the pain on her forehead was enough to make her believe that it was not her illusion. Just a few moments before, she was at her death door.

She wondered if all of that was a dream. But she knew that was not a dream. The immense pain in her heart, the dark red blood soaking her clothes, everything was true... not a dream. And this was also true.

She was back to when she was twelve years old.

But why?

To go through that heart-wrenching pain again?

Was it not enough once?

Countless tears slid through and her eyes were filled with pain as she sobbed silently remembering those eyes.

There was not even an ounce of sorrow or panic in those eyes looking at her miserable condition.

She was tired. Very tired.

With her head leaning on the headrest of the chair she was tied to, she blankly stared at the shabby celing of the room.

Her mind was a mess at this moment.

Nothing has started yet everything has been finished for her already.

Her heart was exhausted. It was empty. She didn't have any courage or will to chase after that person now.

Banggg...

At this moment, she heard something. She knew from where this sound was coming. There was another room beside this one.

And the person inside that room was unforgettable for her.

Everything was happening in the same way. Just that, In her last life, she had frantically released herself from this chair to rush there to save him.

But this time she was silently sobbing at her fate. She looked at the wall of the room silently.

Lost in her own thoughts, she reminisced about the past life.

'Was there any way to save herself from that heart-wrenching pain?

Yes, there was. To not involve herself with him again.'

'But... was it possible?'

She had tried before but couldn't do this.

'But now things are different.' A voice came from her inside.

Now her mother...her brother, they must be alive. A joy surfaced in her heart for the first time since she had woken up.

Now he wouldn't recognize her right...If only she could try to stay away from him then she can make it possible.

If she could fill her heart with him only then she could empty it again.

Even if not for herself...but for her family.

Her heart was filled with this new hope as she organized her thoughts. Since she was given a new chance then why not love herself and the people who adored her unconditionally rather than going after something which was never hers, to begin with.

Yes, he was never hers that was why all she got was pain and hate from him. She does not have any courage or will to go through that again. So in this life, she would seal her heart for him.

This time when she raised her head her eyes were different. The sorrow was replaced by indifference.

She, Mo Roulan will seal her heart for him in this life. She will not let him enter her life again.

Fate cannot be changed but destiny can be. Because your destiny depends on the choices you make.

And she will change her destiny this time.

But will it be that easy? 

Because if destiny could be changed so easily then no fate would exist.

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CleverFoxyVixen
CleverFoxyVixenLv14

Great story so far, it really has grabbed my attention right away. Can’t wait to see what happens next. 😊 Female lead seems like a strong character so far let’s hope she stays that way.

4yr

Ada_5253
Ada_5253Author

Hello! Little Author Here. If you have come till here then I would like to give some intro about 'CEO He: Please Don't Love Me.' So the story is basically about Mo Roulan who struggles between love and her responsibilities. She had already lost herself in her last life because of love, so in her next life, she chose to accept her responsibilities. Struggling with those responsibilities, the same love is now again ready to break the walls she had surrounded her heart with. But she is afraid to give it a second chance. ------------------ So if you have decided to read the story a chance then I wanna give you a big thank you. I don't have any writing experience so please bear with me in case of any mistakes. An honest review will always be appreciated. Thanks Ada:)

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Kira_4554
Kira_4554Lv11

I am very glas that I stumbled across this book. I like how the Female lead tries to change her destiny. I kinda feel bad for her as she experiences all the bad things in her past. And yeah I like how she became independent. Author please make male lead remember his past life so that he can regret it and make up for her. Or else the trauma she has been throughout he Mr past life will be worthless. And please make her strong and independent. Lots of love and support from us. Update more [img=update][img=update][img=update][img=update][img=update][img=update][img=update][img=update].You are keeping us in suspense a lot. But yeah we love this a lot.

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sparklegreen21
sparklegreen21Lv3

… an eighteen yr old attracted to a twelve year old? And Don’t say “she has an older mind set” that’s disgusting, yeah SHE might have experience as she’s reborn into life, but he just met her. Pedophilia shouldn’t be normalized….

3yr
Ainonai
AinonaiLv5

This story really had potential at the beginning. It’s a shame it turned out bad. There was no character development and at some point the story was just dragging. It was written poorly, kind of tasteless, couldn’t like any character. Fl turned to be spineless and I don’t even know how to describe Ml. There were a lot of characters that were presented to us yet the story would not have changed much had they not been mentioned. Don’t even remember what they were there for.

2yr
MINI_L
MINI_LLv14

Hey author, overall this is a really good book. But the storyline in general is really slow. I hope there will be more development (especially regarding the relationship between Mo Roulan He Jian) in the future chapters. And please let this Shen Yiling girl finally realise in someway that He Hian doesnt love her. Like it’s a bit annoying that after 400 chapters she is still scheming etc.

3yr
DurojaiyeAdedayo
DurojaiyeAdedayoLv3

This book is one of the few books on webnovel that truly hold grammatic value. the descriptions, the flow of words, everything about the writing is superb and the storyline is amazing. it's one to keep you wanting more. [img=update]

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payal26
payal26Lv12

story is awesome, just waiting for more update ,, his second story his rui is also awesome waiting for her to mass update ,so we can enjoy the story most

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amethyst_28
amethyst_28Lv13

Reveal spoiler

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Reshu_Gupta_8100
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good novel but slow updates[img=faceslap]

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Msmouamoua
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I love the storyline of the FL trying to forge a different path for herself. However, it is a little difficult to read when the gender pronouns change for he to she or her to him, etc. Without the right pronouns, it’s hard to follow what is really going on when the pronouns are not correct. I also love the side stories of the other characters, but it can be hard to follow with the storyline of the FL and ML because of how they are split from chapter to chapter or within a chapter. For example, there was one chapter that mainly focused on the FL’s mother, and the chapter sorta ended with a cliffhanger, but the continuation of this chapter was seen at least a couple of chapters later, where the main storyline sorta move on a lot, making the timing weirdly off.

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diavla
diavlaLv15

Let me preface this by stating that I was initially obsessed with this novel. I paid for full privilege multiple times (which was 1,500 coins more or less). Unfortunately, the story just kind of fizzled towards the end. I’m a sucker for rebirth novels that center around not falling in love with the terrible male lead in their second life. It’s my kryptonite. I was invested in the plot from day one. As the novel progressed, I felt that the pacing was a bit slow. I didn’t comment on it or anything because I figured the author was in it for the long haul. I gave it a chance. I’ve read stories with a thousand plus chapters, so if the author planned to write for that long, then the pacing wasn’t an issue. As time went on however, the story just kept going in circles. It was always shrouded in mystery and it offered more mysteries than resolutions. It also introduced a lot of characters, yet only focused on some while ignoring others that seemed more important. An example of this is introducing all of He Jian’s friends but heavily focusing on only Liu Ji Fan (and his love interest Tian Yuan). Not only did I not enjoy spending a lot of time on his character, I also did not like him at all. He was an overbearing abusive CEO type of lover and I felt like Tian Yuan was just abused. It seemed that he was sexually forceful with him and basically had him caged. I did not care for him and his persona at all. It also didn’t benefit the plot at all. You could literally remove his character completely and the story would be better for it because it wouldn’t have any useless filler. Then I saw that the author created a new story. This was around the 500s in this novel. The lack of attention and dedication in this story was reflected in their slow updates. Especially since the other novel was more successful. The other novel ended and while the author was gracious enough to decide to finish this novel, they did not give it the proper send off that this novel deserved. In roughly 100 chapters, the author tried to wrap up all the story lines. That means all the mysteries were going to be unearthed and all the characters that were foreshadowed to be important would make their moves in just a few chapters. Personally, it feels like the ending focused too much on drama that separated the two lovers over and over again instead of just giving us closure and character growth. We’ve read hundreds of chapters of Mo Roulan suffering. Can she not catch a break? Can we not get some sweet moments? Literally the last chapter is them agreeing to giving it another shot. It has three side chapters. I was holding out hope that it could be redeemed, but two of them tell you all of the past while only the last gives you a glimpse into their happy future. If you want to read the entire novel in just three chapters, you can just read the side stories. It’s everything you need to know. I would have preferred it if He Jian recovered his first life’s memories earlier on, and they communicated with each other much earlier on. That way they could’ve both healed together and we could’ve gotten to see them mature as people and as a couple. It would’ve been nice to also see the mom’s family and to have seen her be happy. The mom had such a tragic life yet we didn’t get to see her live the happiness she deserved with Chi Rong. I also would’ve liked some kind of retribution towards He Jian’s friends for how they treated Mo Roulan during her first life. Now that I think about friends, it would’ve been great if Roulan had friends, but I digress. I hope if the author reads this they can handle my constructive criticism and focus on improving their future stories. It’s upsetting as a reader when you spend all of your time and money devoted to a story only to have such an unsatisfying ending. I have nothing against you as a writer. I hope you continue to create and improve, and wish you success!

2yr
Nina_Kov
Nina_KovLv2

You can't let it go until you go further to see what will happen. Nice[img=recommend][img=recommend][img=recommend][img=recommend][img=recommend][img=recommend][img=recommend][img=recommend][img=recommend]

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OneSevenEight
OneSevenEightLv1

Right off the bat, the plot seems interesting (despite being a CEO series) and the writing is great. This seems like a contender for the spirities!

3yr
Sebastian_mechalis
Sebastian_mechalisLv3

Beautiful start, the synopsis is written well forcing you to just start reading! The FL has a strong personality as i saw and i think that's what got me hooked in. as it will only make it more fun to watch her fall for the ML xD. good job writer!

3yr
Krishna_1999
Krishna_1999Lv13

It's good novel but why there is so much misunderstanding between them i love both Jian and Lanlan together very fast😂😂 Like can't wait for some interesting development 😉😉 Overall love the novel😘😘

2yr
mysteriousreader1
mysteriousreader1Lv5

its very very draggy, its been like 450+ chapters but still no progress between the leads. Its like they will hold hands in 1000th chapter. Dont waste your time reading this

2yr
Kira_4554
Kira_4554Lv11

okay I wanna give this book afive star rating. And yeah I love the Female lead a lot. And I really want to smack some love knowledge into male lead. Author please do it as he is very cold 🥶🥶 like Antarctica. Make it warm for our baby Roulan. And yeah face slapping is what I like the most in this book. I suggest all to read this book you'll find it amazing. [img=update][img=update][img=update][img=update][img=update][img=update][img=update][img=update][img=update][img=update]

3yr
Venusean
VenuseanLv2

Really nice read :)! The author has a writing style that allows for really smooth reading and grammar issues are few to none. The updates are quite stable. I think the story is fresh and second chance stories are definitely up my alley, and this one is a good one. The main characters seem very fleshed-out and interesting and the world also deserves 5 stars. Good work!

3yr
Bird_Of_Paradise
Bird_Of_ParadiseLv4

The synopsis tho😍😍...i can sense the tension and the upcoming drama...this is juts awesome 🤗🤗welp i highly recommend you to give it a try😉

3yr

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