For the First Time
Out of sympathy, without what he had planned, Satya put his arm around Sonya's shoulders from behind, then gently pulled Sonya into his arms.
Sonya cries even more in Satya's arms.
Satya doesn't know what to do in response to a woman who is crying like Sonya's condition right now. He just wasn't used to it.
There was nothing Satya could do and say about Sonya's condition, he just stayed silent while hugging the girl until the girl stopped crying, fifteen minutes later.
"I'm not a good man with words," said Satya when Sonya, whose face was red and wet with tears, looked at him, and he had released his arms from the girl. "But I'm sure you'll be able to deal with this on your terms, Sonya."
"Thank you," said Sonya whose voice sounded even more nasal, "you, whom I've been suppressing at the office, have a good heart."
"It's okay, no need to exaggerate it. I just did what I had to."
And again silence fell on the two of them in an atmosphere that made Satya awkward.
"All right then," said Satya then and stood up from his seat. "I guess, it's time for me to go."
Satya glanced at the watch on his left wrist, at 10:12:35 PM.
"You're going home now?"
Satya took a deep breath, he smiled with a small nod in response to the girl's sad gaze.
"Yeah, I'm afraid if someone —"
Sonya suddenly grabbed Satya's hand, still looking at him sadly.
"Please, can you just stay?"
"Sonya, I…"
Sonya stood up, then hugged Satya just like that, and again she was sobbing.
And for the umpteenth time, Satya felt so awkward. Hugging or being hugged by a woman was a very rare thing to happen to him, especially for a woman as beautiful as Sonya Ardhamevia.
There was nothing Satya could think of except to return the hug.
"Come on, Sonya," said Satya with something stuck in his throat. "Don't get sad again. Honestly, I don't even know what to do with your condition."
"Please," said Sonya, lifting her face to look at Satya who was taller than her. "Just stay here with me, only for tonight."
"Sonya."
"Please," Sonya tightened her arms to Satya as if she didn't want to let him go away from her. "I really need a friend, Sat. At least for tonight."
Feeling sorry for what the girl was going through, Satya finally couldn't refuse Sonya's compassionate request to him.
"All right, all right," said Satya as he bring Sonya who was still hugging him to sit.
Sonya didn't let go of her hug from Satya at all, the man's broad chest seemed to give her comfort and calm, although she also realized that the man's heartbeat was racing violently in such a hug.
With this condition, Sonya no longer noticed that the bottom of her dress was pulled further up so that her thighs were more exposed.
And Satya returned to the position of a confused person. He felt the softness of the girl's breasts that squeezed his stomach, felt the rhythm of the girl's breath on his chest even though he was wearing a long-sleeved shirt, and also saw all the beauty of the girl's thighs, sometimes even on the cleavage of her big breasts.
All this made Satya feel hot inside. While he had pure sympathy for the girl, on the other hand, he who had never been close to any girl seemed to be provoked by something called curiosity. His lust was gradually ignited by the atmosphere itself as if to cover up the previously great sympathy within him.
Either who started it from the first, but when their gazes met again at such a close distance, both could feel each other's breath on their faces, and then two lips met with each other giving a dance of tenderness and warmth, occasionally accompanied by a movement of the tongue which further provoked lust for both of them.
Satya didn't even realize when Sonya had unbuttoned his pants and suddenly his genitals had been inside the girl's mouth.
It was the first time in his life that he had been treated like this, and Satya seemed to be carried away with pleasure after pleasure by Sonya.
Sonya herself was quite impressed with the shape and size of Satya's genitals, she was getting more and more excited to climb the peak of pleasure with this man.
Not only on the luxurious sofa in the living room they have sex, the struggle to achieve pleasure even continued in the girl's room while their clothes were left in the living room.
***
At three o'clock after midnight, Satya woke up from his sleep. He was shocked when he realized that he was in bed with Sonya, both completely naked.
It was only a moment before he returned to his thoughts. Well, after all, he had tasted it himself and realized that he had sex with Sonya before, even twice.
Satya sat hugging his knees with his gaze fixed on the face of Sonya who looked peaceful in her sleep. The remnant of tears was still on the girl's face even though it had been a long time. Then his gaze fell on the breasts that looked perfect in his eyes with the two reddish peaks, he didn't know how many times he had enjoyed those beautiful breasts last night. Then on Sonya's flat stomach, on her clean and smooth crotch that looks still wet with his semen.
Satya smiled that even he didn't know how he felt now after all the things that had happened before between the two of them.
Happy, because he had sex with Sonya even twice in one night?
Or…, is there still hatred in his heart so now he has to feel disgusted with Sonya who actually is Mr. Hengky's mistress?
In the end, Satya couldn't answer all of that, he got out of bed to go to the bathroom in the main room as well.
One thing he knows for sure, he gave his virginity to Sonya.
In the bathroom, after he urinated, Satya took a deep breath while looking at his face in the mirror. Again he smiled.
Well, whatever it is... Satya doesn't feel sorry for giving up his virginity to Sonya, who incidentally is not a virgin because Mr. Hengky must have had sex with her many times.
"Satya?!"
The man was a little shocked because he suddenly heard Sonya's voice calling out to him. He rushed out of the bathroom.
"Sat–"
"What is it?" Satya asked as he approached Sonya who was sitting confused on the bed. "You okay?"
Sonya breathed a sigh of relief, she shook her head and smiled, "You scared me," she said, "I thought I had lost you."
Satya smiled, he reached out his hand to caress the girl's cheek. "I just went to the bathroom."
Then Satya climbed back into the bed, lying on his side beside Sonya's right. The two stared at each other for a few seconds before their lips met again in the warmth.
Satya chuckled with a red face.
"What?" asked Sonya, her face also blushing.
Satya shook his head slightly, shrugging his shoulders. "I don't know," he said, "I just thought it was funny."
"Funny?" repeated Sonya with a spoiled frown, then hugged the man.
"Well, we've always been enemies all along," said Satya, "but suddenly…" he used his hand to point Sonya from head to toe.
Sonya blushed even more because she understood very well what Satya meant just now. About, those who are hostile to each other. About Sonya who always scolds and taunts Satya in the office, or about Satya who harbors a mountain of hatred towards Sonya. And now, suddenly they were sleeping together in love and warmth.
"Fate?" said the girl.
"Fate," Satya smiled again.
The two of them kissed again before finally deciding to go back to their sleep.
***
Since that incident, Satya no longer hates Sonya, maybe even now he loves the girl, and at every opportunity, the two of them return to making out which often ends with intercourse.
At the office, Sonya is still curt and fierce towards Satya and all the employees. But Satya understands that Sonya doesn't mean to mean her harsh words towards him. All of this was done by Sonya to cover up her intimate relationship with Satya from their colleagues at the office, especially Mr. Hengky himself.
One thing Satya realized about his new relationship with Sonya Ardhamevia, he had broken his oath which he had and often thought about. About, he would never want to have intercourse with Sonya even though the girl gave her body to him.
Because of this, Satya often smiled to himself. He felt he had become a hypocrite, as he had always thought of Matthew or his other office mates, especially the men.
Since he had an intimate relationship with Sonya, Satya began to rarely sleep in his boarding house. If it wasn't for his own will, it would have been Sonya who had spoiled him to sleep at her house.
And so far, their relationship is fine. No one knows that Satya and Sonya have an unusual relationship.