Absent

Next day

*Your. view*

when I woke up and stood from my bed,I suddenly felt dizzy and feel like puking. I ran inside the bathroom fast and puked. I than clean myself and went back inside my room to change to uniform,but I felt so weak. I couldn't even have the strength to stand.i took my phone and called Mina.

Hey! y/n she said.

hey! Mina I'm not feeling well actually so I won't go to college today but can you please bring me some medicine , after class is over I said.ohh! okk but what medicine?

just tell them for feeling dizzy and puking I said.

ohh! anyway I don't know your house address so mail me okk she said.ok than take care ,I miss you and don't worry I'll write the notes for you too she said.

Alright thanks bye I said and hang up.

i drank some water and laid on my bed again.

*JUNGKOOK view*

I sat on my desk with my eyes on the door to see y/n but i only saw her friend entering. I furrowed my eyebrow. what happened to her? I thought but i just shrugged. I mean like who cares. I just wanna annoy her. I just love teasing her because she don't give a shit about my existence and yeah I want her attention maybe.No what am I saying I just , urghh never mind.

*Lunch time*

*TAEHYUNG view*

I look around the canteen the whole time searching y/n but i couldn't see her. than i saw her friend sitting alone in one of the corner. I went to her and sat beside her. she was Shock to see me beside her.

hey! I said.

h..h... hi she said stuttered.

why are you alone? where is she? I ask.

she's absent. seems she's not feeling well.

ohh i see. will she able to come tomorrow I ask.

yeah! she'll come.

okk! thank you I said and smile a bit and left.

*CHOI MINA View*

oh my god. is this real , am not dreaming right. God did he just talk to me , I know he talk to me to ask about y/n but i mean come on he is fucking Kim Taehyung and this is the first time ever. I can't believe he sat beside me. I need to tell y/n and thank her for being absent. that sounds mean though. I'm coming to you y/n i shouted and stood up to only meet with eyes staring at me. but I shrugged off.

*JUNGKOOK VIEW*

Hey kookie where are you going? jhope ask.

well! you know hyung I said. yah! when are you going to stop that? he ask. I don't think I can ever stop hyung I said and drive off a club. yes! I can never stop this things, I'm addicted and I hate myself for being this way.

*YOUR VIEW*

I woke up at the sound of my phone ringing continuously.

yeboseyo! I said.

hey! y/n I'm at your door. I rang the bell but you didn't open so Im calling you she said. ohh! I'm so sorry, I'll come down I said and hang up.

I went down and open the door to see Mina grinning widely.

hey! y/n I missed you she said and hugged me tightly.

yoo! what's wrong with you and why are you smiling I ask after I pulled away.

omg y/n you made my day, thank you for being absent she said.

oh girl like really your happy because I was absent yet you tell me that you missed me I said. yes I'm happy but I really missed you and I'm also happy because of you . you know I was right. he likes you like, he s.....

wait a minute I said interrupting her.

are we gonna stay here near the door and talk, come let's first take a seat alright I said and drag her to my room.

so go ahead with your words I said after we reach the room.

yes! I was saying that today while I was sitting alone during lunch time ayaaa im so happy she said squealing.

oh god Choi Mina just tell already okk! I said

Arasso, Arasso!! I'm just excited urghh. Actually Kim taehyung came to me and asked about you. you can't believe y/n he sat beside me and talked to me.. he ask why you were absent? and he even smile at me .He looked a bit serious when asked about you. I guarantee y/n he loves you. Aigoooo I ship you guys she said enthusiastically.

oh really that's great I said sarcastically and roll my eyes.yah! y/n I'm serious she said.

come on Mina ,he ask about me doesn't mean that he loves me,and for your information love don't really exist for me I said whilst going to my closet to pick my clothes.

why? she ask.

because I said

so I replied

Don't tell me you've never been in love , or you never had a crush. she said covering her mouth.

oh! gosh you ask many questions don't you!! Mina I said.

Now just shut up and let's go to cafe I said and dragged her out of the house.

so during your high school you had a boyfriend.he was your half,your soul mate , your everything. you loved her deeply from the core of your heart. you does everything for him . you never ignore or Disobeyed him. you even slept with him breaking your virginity. you let him rule over you . you were under his domain. but than after many things happened you came to learn that he was just playing with your feelings. you learn that he stayed with you the whole time to manipulate and take your virginity away. you turned out to be just his bet. you couldn't believe what he did to you. you loved him so much yet he broke your fragile heart. you were shattered to pieces. you try to refuse but then he told that everything was true and he did not love you. you felt betrayed and humiliated.

so after everything happened to you, you fails to believe in love and believed that love don't exist and that all guys are player who only likes to fuck and humiliate.

you than promised yourself to be strong and not fool by others. you was an innocent and decent girl but you changed your attitude to a bit kinda bitchy one and started to care less of others.

this is the reason why you don't believe in love.