Blame

"Why are you punishing Ray, I don't think it's because of what you said, " Chris asked as he walked to the bathroom.

Camilla laid back and pulled out her breast while Chris brought a warm towel and cleaned it before she could put it into the child's mouth.

He sat back and watched her feed him with a smile.

"Love, is something bothering you?" he asked again.

She turned to him, "first, it's because he hit you at your lowest, and second, is that he spends all his time with us that he doesn't have time for either him and Rachel or his father's company "

"But that's his problem, not yours. If he wants to be here with you then let him " Chris said.

She laughed, 'I thought you hated him but now you seem to defend him "

"Am not defending him, he just looked sad when you said he could not come and he was so excited since Liam was born "

"I know but he also has his life to live which he neglects to cause his always with me. And now that Liam is born he might go too far, so I want him away for now and maybe he will see what he been pushing off ".

" Let's stop talking about him now," said Chris.

After Liam was fed Camilla put him to sleep. And let Chris give her a towel bath since her stitches had not healed yet.

She sat back while he moved the wet towel on her body. He was so gentle that it made her giggle.

"You're treating me like it's Liam your giving a bath," she said.

He didn't say anything and continued what he was doing. He would stop and look at her stitches linger for a while as he stared at them then move on.

He knelt to wipe her feet when she held him in a hug and kissed his forehead. He dropped the towel and held her. She could hear his silent sobs.

"Chris, I don't want you to start blaming yourself for what happened " she whispered.

His hold tightened Camilla flinched and moaned in pain.

He let go and looked up, "am sorry love, I forgot about your wounds".

She smiled, " am alright don't worry" he wrapped her in a bathrobe and carried her back to their bed.

"Come here," she said and Chris who had moved back returned to where she was. "All you have to do to make it up is to keep loving me and never get tired of doing so " she held his warm hands.

He nodded and bent down to her lips, kissing her softly.

They heard a cry and they both turned to the baby crib where Liam was and chuckled.