i hate you!!!

I stood in front of her house for what felt like hours,I couldn't even knock,then the door opened as Blair's mom Claire came out looking me dead in the eye"get out, I don want to ever see you near my house nor my daughter,I can't believe I even slept with you,my biggest mistake,now get your sorry as outta here before I hit you with a pan"she slammed the door in my face,i deserved it all after all the years I bullied her daughter,I would have to apologize to Blair, anything just so she could forgive me,but I would need to control my feelings around her.....morning.....

I stood close to Blair's locker waiting for her,I had torn all posters off her on the hallways,deleted all the videos and pics from the school chat,I just needed to apologize now,I waited and waited until the bell for first class rung,I waited until everyone left for class,I took it she wouldn't come, when the hallways were empty,she came out of the school bathroom and wore her hood and started walking hurriedly into class,she noticed me and tensed up,I wanted to tell her everything would be alright ,but would it??.....

I walked into class avoiding the stares of everyone and straight to my seat at the back,I couldn't ignore the burning stare of Asher on my back,I sat down and hardly paid attention to what Mr Clark was saying,just then Asher sat next to me,I shifted uncomfortably,why was he sitting here?he wrote something on a piece of paper and slid it to me,I didn't want to read it at all,but I was curious so I read:pls forgive me,Blair"all the bullying since grade 1 flashed through my head,the name-calling and all,I felt my head spin,so I rushed out of class into the school bathroom and I didn't notice Asher follow me,I splash water on my face and breathed in and out,then I looked in the mirror and found Asher looking back at me,I gasped and scooted back while looking around for any cameras Incase he planned on pranking me again,he immediately raised his hands up and said"I mean no harm Blair,I am truly sorry,I have torn the posters, deleted the videos,I am truly sorry"I felt tears pool in my eyes"Can you delete the images from their minds,can you??"I was literally screaming at him now "I HATE YOU ASHER,I FREAKING HATE YOU"I pushed him and ran out....