building a fantasy world for the girl of my dreams?

Its been only tewleve years since I last seen my own world, I couldn't even believe that no time has past when I've been gone for so long.

I'm so glad I'm back and I can now tell the girl of my dreams that I made a world just for her and I. I do hope she will love my Victoria. It was hard to do, I mean it took tewleve long years to to. there alot of chaos and bull that I had to endure. but it should be all worth it, when I tell her that I love her and have made her the perfect world for us to live out our lives.

you must be wondering how in the hell did I make a world for someone. well it all started when I just graduated high school. me and some of my long time friends were all out for a couple of drinks at a party. yes, Victoria was there as well not with me of course but she was still there all the same. just not with me yet, mainly because I never talk to her at all not even once. I do sound like I'm a creep who's just fawning over a girl who might be out of his league but I never give up. oh, yeah maybe i should say my name. it's Brian, yeah very lame name isn't it. well back to the party, normally I don't go to parties but it was the last one before all my friends will spilt up for different colleges. I wasn't really going to go to college at all because I'm not all that smart.i mean I couldnt even pass a test in high school without cheating. lucky I had smart friends and they helped me though that hell of my life.

but I'm getting away from the party and how I was able to create my own world for the girl of my dreams. so the party was kinda fun, really good music and food and a ton of booze everywhere. and a lot of people too it was very crowded little peoples hands kept touching my butt and I was feeling a little uncomfortable, that was untill she came walking throw the door. the dark blue dress that looked like a big deep sea, that came just pass the knees and the matching blue eyes she had. and the beautiful long curly blonde hair. she just made my jaw drop with aw at her stunning self. I even spilled my drink on the friend Dan how I was talking to before she came into the door. he hit me. and I got back to talking with him but with my eyes ever so often glancing over to the other side of the room just to get a glimpse of her eyes hopefully looking back toward mine. but for a moment I did think she was looking at me but I didn't go over to say anything because I'm just a coward of sorts. Dan and I talked with a good while like 2 hours just drinking and talking waiting for one of those stupid drunken fights to brakeout. which i happened to be apart of, because Dan when he's drunk can't keep his mouth shut. he's a bit rude when he's drunk and he doesn't like almost everyone at all. with a few exceptions of course like me and James one of my other friends who didn't show up to the party. he was always kinda weird, he did like to talk much. and then there's ray of course Dan's girlfriend. she really kepted him in line not getting into fights all the time. but tonight was a little different she was worse when it came to booze as well, almost like a tiger that came from hell. she riped a girls ear ring off just for bumping into Dan arm. yeah, she's really scary a lot of the time. but she's fun all the same. and I would have been a great night if it hadn't been for the guys from football team who started to push people around cause they think that they're all that. we were just minding are own business , when at football came hurling towards us and hit Dan head. he wasn't to happy about that and like I said he was an angry drunk. some he started to head over towards them pushing people out of his way. and of course I go to follow him cause I'm not going to let him do this on his own. so right behind him we stop right in front of the ass hats of the football team and Dan just started to yell at them making it worse. and with the football team being assholes. three of them just spit in their drinks and dump them all over Dan's head. and well we know Dan's not going to have that some he socks one of them right in the face and he goes down with one hit. and the other start to jump dan. I go sucked into the fight just throwing punches back and forth with two people see Dan getting his ass handed to him mainly because he's hammered. I start to feel the pain in my hands as I just wale in one of them. and then all of a sudden all I can see is Victoria coming through the door again as if time went backwards. and a warm wet feeling down the side of my back and as I looked down my back I could see that I've been stabbed in it, with blood pouring out everything faded to nothingness.