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We finally arrived in front of the Big Hit Ent. Building and let me tell you that I was so nervous. I didn't know why though and it was upsetting me, because the whole thing with Jungkook was making me confused as hell and I couldn't focus completely when someone was talking to me. That was quite annoying and I had to excuse myself.
I don't know why it was getting to me so much, but I just decided to not get distracted and to focus on what's important and that's on being an Idol.
"Ok, so at the end of the week, we'll take a flight to L.A for the MOTS7 comeback." He took a breath "Y'all know, we have 2 weeks to practice and you have time for the rehearsal, but please Jimin try to not be late and please take disinfectant with you guys, the staffs will take care of the rest. You have to be careful because of the virus, ok?" Bang PD-nim said with a stern voice as our managers and staffs agreed with us
"Arriving in L.A I will tell you guys more about it." He smiled before ending the conference and taking his documents with him before disappearing behind the glass door covered with the curtains.
"Where is Tae-Rang Oppa?" I asked Sejin "I haven't seen him when we entered the building. I thought he was gonna be with us today."
"I don't know, but I can call him." He gently proposed as he smiled at me "I haven't seen him either."
"No, it's okay. I will call him myself." I said as I stood up to leave the conference room and head in the hallway
I searched my phone through my purse and when I found it, I tapped Tae-Rang's number on it to call him.
"Hello? Y/n-ah, what's going on?" He said with a raspy voice
"Where are you? I thought you were coming at the company today?" I said with a hint of disappointment in my voice "Oppa, you said we were gonna grab a Boba today." I put my hand on my hip as I talked on the phone
"I'm sorry, I caught a headache. I don't really feel good that's why I didn't show up today." He weakly laughed "I promise I'll make it up to you my little Rubyyyyy." He chuckled
"Did you eat?" I asked "Should I cook something for you?"
"Yah. I'm not a baby." He said "I don't need you to cook."
"That means you didn't eat huh?" I chuckled "Whatever, I'll drop food at your place later. I have nothing to do today anyway, so you can't stop me." I said with a smirk on my face
"Stop smirking!" He shouted through the phone
"Aish. My ear!" I said a little annoyed "Okay, bye Oppa."
"Yah, You littl-" I hung up before he could say anything and laughed at myself for being so annoying with people.
"Ruby?" I turned around as I heard someone calling me by my stage name
"Oh. Taehyung?" I awkwardly said
"Who were you talking to...?" He slowly took some step toward me "I am just asking because I saw you going out of the room and I was just wondering."
"Ah yeah, I was calling Tae Rang Oppa, because he didn't show up today but he is just a little bit sick that's all." I smiled
"I hope he'll feel better." He scratched the back of his neck
"Well Listen, I just wanted to apologize for being a little rude yesterday. I was in a bad mood. Mianhae." He looked straight into my eyes when he said sorry and this kinda felt good cause it's been awkward between me and him since 2 days
"It's okay Tae, I think we all have our moment when we just want to be alone and not bothered I understand." I smiled
"Thank you. You know I love you right?" He hugged me
"I love you too." I giggled and hugged him back
"You know, Jimin is upset about the fact that you two had a fight yesterday. He's not feeling good and he even thought about apologizing, but he didn't want to bother you." He whispered in my ear "I think you two should talk."
"I thought about apologizing too, but I want to do it when we are all calm and not stressed. I felt really bad after storming off the living room and I wanted to run back and hug him." I hugged him tighter as I thought about Mochi and felt bad
— At the dorm —
I kicked off my shoes and put them back properly, before Jin had the chance to see me and scold me. I walked directly upstairs and changed into a oversized T-shirt and oversized sweatpants. I put my hair in a messy bun and removed my contact lenses to put my glasses on.
I went back downstairs to go to the kitchen and see what I could cook for Tae Rang. I want him to eat something warm and tasty. I want him to feel good, when he's gonna eat my dish.
"Okay, let's go." I put an apron and took out some ingredients. I checked all the cabinets in the kitchen and took out some containers to put the food in it.
I decided to cook some Black beans noodles, kimchi fried rice with spam in it, a little bit of tteokbokki with melted cheese and sausage on it and I made a pork belly soup. I put the food in all the containers and boiled some water to prepare some tea with honey and lemon.
After I was done with everything I washed the dishes, cleaned the counters, washed my hands and put the apron back on it's place.
"Fuck! It smells so good!!" Jungkook ran in the kitchen "Who cooked all of this? Is that for us?" He widened his eyes when he saw the amount of food I cooked
"Jungkook-ah, does it look like I cooked for 8 persons?" I asked
"No, but who's gonna eat all of that? I'm so hungry right now." He asked as he licked his lips while eying the food
"It's for Tae Rang. He is sick and he didn't eat so I cooked for him." I lightly smiled as looked at all the food I cooked for my manager, you could say I was proud
"Oh. So it's for none of us?" He looked at me "then why did you cook so much for one person? It's a lot of wa-"
"Not it's not. He can eat this tomorrow for exemple and why do I feel like it's bothering you? I mean you can order food if you are hungry?" I snapped
"He can order food too?" Okay that was true but I wanted to cook for my Oppa, is that bad ? "I will eat this food, you won't go anywhere with this." He commanded
"Jeon Jeongguk, I'm telling you this once. You move or I kick right there in the middle of your hips." I pointed with my finger as I stared straight into his eyes to make him understand that I wasn't kidding.
"Try me." He challenged me
"Mr. Jeon-"
"Ok what's going on here?"
"Joonie," I took a breath exhausted of the situation "I cooked for Tae Rang, cause he's sick but this punk won't let me go anywhere cause he thinks it's a lot of waste and he said he will eat it and that I won't go anywhere with the food that I cooked for MY Oppa."
"But he can eat it tomorrow tho?" He looked at Jungkook "Don't bother the maknae, let her leave. She cooked this, you didn't do anything to deserve that food so move out of her way." He playfully hit Jk's arm and laughed as he walked out of the kitchen
"Did you call me punk?" He moved closer to me "I'm 1 year older than you, you should respect me." He blocked my way as he put his arms on the counter behind me.
"Move. I need to go." I lowly said, kinda intimidated
"Did you lose your tongue little girl?" He smirked as he played with me getting every fucking second closer to my face
"Jungkook-ah please move..." I gulped as I made eye contact with him. It's incredible how weak I get every time we are in this kind of situation.
"What? Are you scared?" He whispered close to my ear, this shit sent shivers down my spine and bitch it feels kinda weird but good. I really hate myself for feeling like that.
"You wish Tae Rang Hyung was doing the same to you huh?" He kissed my jawline "Talking to you the way I do..." He placed his hand on my hip "And touching you like I do...hm Ruby?"
"You like that huh?" He whispered looking straight into my soul
Yes. "No."
"Don't lie and stop acting like that." He sternly said
I was really getting annoyed right now, he was playing with me and I didn't like that, not one bit. "Acting like what? Like what Jungkook?!" I pushed him away
"Like an attention whore!!" He shouted "You just want attention and you are just being annoying as fuck. Stop flirting with everyone in the house, you are just making yourself looking like a slut!" He said sternly as he looked at me
I looked at him. Not even answering just looking at him and that's when he realized what he said and tried to touch me and apologize. "Fuck, Ruby. I didn't mean it."
"Fuck off." I took my containers and tried to head upstairs but he kept on pulling me back
"Y/n, I don't mean what I just said. I was just upset!" He tried to explain. "Mianhae, please listen-"
"Fuck off and don't touch me." I said calmly and head upstairs ignoring everyone in the living room.
I locked my door behind me and got ready to go to my manager's place. I was really angry right now, I wanted to punch him so hard but I was just refraining myself and containing my emotions inside.
Why is he like that? It's really hurting me.
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