~19~

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"Hey Ruby."

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I looked at my right seeing Yoongi waving at me with a little smile "Hi Yoongi." I walked toward them and greeted them one by one with a little hug

"How did you guys sleep?" I asked them as I sat down next to Hoseok

"Pretty good. What about you?" Asked me Jimin

"I also slept well." I smiled as I focused back on my phone with a little smile on my face remembering little details from last night

"Where is Jungkook?" Asked Joonie while looking around trying to see if he was there or not

"He is coming." I said as I spotted him walking out the lift with a little smile on his face

He walked toward us with his wallet and phone in his hand "What's up guys?" He sat next to me and encircled my waist with his arm

"We're waiting for Sejin, then we're going to go to the rehearsal to practice and rearrange little things." Namjoon explained to Jungkook as we all stood up, seeing Sejin walking toward us with other staffs

"Okay, we should get going." He looked at us one by one "We're all there so let's go. The vans are in the parking lot, so let's go down with the lift." He lead us to the private lift of the hotel and we all went down to the parking lot.

... At the rehearsal

We were all doing whatever we were, stretching, talking, laughing and chilling. We didn't begin dancing yet. I was sitting on the floor, drinking my protein shake as I felt pair of arms encircling my waist from behind.

"Baby..." He whispered in my ear and made me feel warm as a light blush appeared on my face

"Jungoo, what are you doing?" I lightly widened my eyes, trying to hide my little smile "People can see us."

"I don't care." He softly said as he pulled me closer to him, making me sit between his legs with his arms around my waist.

I tried to discretely look around to see if people were looking at us and they were. "They're looking." I nervously chuckled trying to free myself from his embrace

"Let 'em see..." He kissed my neck and bite on the skin of it making me laugh

"Yah. Hajima." I chuckled and stood up. I was about to walk away, but he caught me and smacked my butt "Michyeosseo (are you crazy)?" I laughed as I hit the back of his neck

"Sorry." He laughed as he hugged me "Sorry, I won't do it again." He chuckled with his bunny teeth and kissed my cheekbones

"Don't do that in front of people. It's suspicious." I pout as I began fidgeting with my phone, unlocking it and locking it again.

"Jungkook what are you doing?" Yoongi suddenly asked as he walked toward us

"Oh, Hyung." He looked up at him "I'm just chilling with Y/n."

"Okay, but you don't have to hold her like that." He looked at his arms around my waist and then at me "Ruby, stand up."

"Okay, but help me." I stretched my hands toward him waiting for him to hold them

"Hyung." Jungkook stood up "Why won't you let me chill with her. Whenever I'm close to her, you make a scene."

"Yah. I'm not making a scene." He stood still "What are you? A kid? Behave a little bit, there are people around us."

"Don't even start a fight or I'm gonna get angry too and you don't want that right?" They looked at me at the same Tim as I spoke with my arms crossed on my chest

"Sorry, Hyung." Jungkook vaguely apologized and walked toward the table filled with food and drinks

"I know what you're going to say, but they are people and they're going to think it's weird." He spoke but with a softer voice than before

"And what about it? I don't care what people think. They can imagine whatever they want." I uncrossed my arms

"Whatever." He came closer to me and put his arms around my waist hug me "I missed you. Why don't you spend some time with me today after our schedule?" He asked me with his little baby voice

"Yes that sounds good." I smiled and hugged him back "I know we didn't spend much time together, but because of you and Jungkook I didn't get to spend time with the others too." I caressed his back "Today only, and the next days I'll try to spend some with the others." I smiled

"Hmm, I love you." He discretely kissed my ear and sent shivers down my spine without knowing "We should go back."

"Yeah we should, and I love you too." I giggled and walked at the middle of the room

We danced a lot, rearranged little things about the choreo and we ate and drank. We talked with our manager and the staff and they left us be and do whatever we wanted, but first drove us back at the hotel.

... At the Hotel - 8pm

I dried my hair with a little towel and walked into my room with my phone in my hand. I was only wearing my underwear.

"You startled me!" I shouted at Yoongi "I'm not even wearing appropriate clothes." I blushed and tried hiding

"It's okay, I've seen you plenty of times, it's practically the same." He yawned and made himself comfortable on my bed

"Whatever." I said and headed toward the little closet and chose some clothes to wear "I'm hungry, do you want to go to the hotel's restaurant?"

"Yes. I'd like that." He answered with a joyful smile

"Okay let me just wear something appropriate." I chuckled and wore some baggy pants and tight top with some sneakers.

"You look good." He came closer to me and looked at me

"Thank you." I widely smiled

"I didn't know you had a belly piercing." He lowly said "It looks sexy."

"Only Jungkook knows about it." I chuckled "He was there when I did it." I lift my top "I have a tattoo under my breast and between them too. I also have a nipple piercing actually."

"What?!" He shouted with shock all over his face "When did you do all of that?" He asked with a surprised expression

"I began doing my piercings when I was 17 except for the belly, I did it last year and my tattoos when I was 18, but don't tell Bang PD." I laughed and walked toward the bed to take my purse

"I want to see all of that." He suddenly said and came behind me and back hugged me

"Even the nipple piercing?" I turned around to see his reaction

"Huh?" He blushed "Yes- I mean no. If you want you can show me." He blushed harder and hide his face in the crook of my neck.

"I'm just kidding Yoongi chill." I giggled and kissed his cheek

"Hmm..." he pouted and kissed my neck "I want to stay here." He tightened his hold around my waist

"But I'm hungry and I don't want to order food." I answered as I felt him kissing my neck

"But I want to stay here with you." He softly said as he bit my earlobe and slowly kissed down my neck

"Yoongi. Stop that." I gently pushed him "I don't want to do anything. It's not like before and I already told you. Let's juste go eat and come back, please."

"But I want it to be like it used to. I miss you, I want to touch you. Because of your ex, it's not like it used to be before between you and me." He suddenly stopped hugging me and looked me straight in the eyes

"Yoongi, I told you to stop bringing up Jaehyun!" I sternly said putting my wallet on the bed

"Fuck no. We're gonna talk about it now, I'm tired of it. You're not like you used to be and it's making me mad." He dangerously walked close to me

"Don't talk about Jaehyun." I simply said

"What the fuck did he do to you? Why don't you love me anymore like you used to do."

"But I love you and tell you that every day." I looked up at him

"No, you loved me the way you loved Jaehyun, but when you were with him it's like everything you told me was fake." He scoffed "Do you know how much it broke my heart when you told me you were dating him and when you came back 1 year after crying and heartbroken ?" The ton of his voice increased

"Yoongi—"

"No. You listen to me." He sternly said "I see the way you're with Jungkook and you were the same way with me before." He slowly said "the worst part in this story is that I still fucking love you like I used to."

"Yoongi, I had to stop being with you." I softly said and tried holding him

"I kept it all in and was there whenever you needed me, even when you left me for Jaehyun." He gritted his teeth "I tried acting like it never happened and that may be you'll be happier this way. And that's all that mattered to me. Your happiness." A tear rolled down his pale cheek

It was one of the rare times I saw Yoongi crying that way "Yoongi—" I tried wiping his cheeks "don't cry please, it hurts me." Tears threatened to fall and I quickly wiped them off with my hands.

"It still hurts, when I think about it." He simply said as he tried to not show me his weak sides, even though I saw them all.

"I'm sorry I ignored your feelings." I tried holding him "Yoongi, please..." I let my tears roll down my cheeks "I never noticed how you truly were hurt and I'm sorry for that. I should have been there and explain to you."

"Don't cry." He sternly said "Stop crying." He holds my face with his hands

"Yoongi..." I said between my cries "I really loved you..."

"It's okay. I know you did."

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