Setting up my mind.

Its morning... my phone alarm woke me up.

  what happened yesterday I remember I left that thug and came home and went straight to my room, cried and then slept...

What have I done to myself, what have I put myself into ... Peter calls yara his bitch Infront of me like I'm nothing. and the big problem is I found it exciting and pleasuring me.

Why did I allow him to talk with me like this, why the fuck so I enjoy listening to him saying such lewd things about my sister... (I won't go to university today, I want to rest my body and set my mind. first, I have to talk to mom ... well.

I came out of my room went down and found mum on the reception hi mom ... 

Mum: good morning my dear how are you today?

(I'm kind of sick and I will stay home today at bed to rest please wake up my sis and have the breakfast with her I will go continue sleeping)

Mum: fine it's ok, just take care of yourself love you.

I went up again to my room and locked the door.

(So now I have to clear my mind at think while relaxing on the bed) ... do I like how Peter speaks about my sister... I stopped talking for some time,

Do I really enjoy this ... I kind of feel good a bit good ... is it a bit good or I enjoy it ... I will be honest with myself I feel good and enjoy his him showing his lewd desires... here that's the first answer, I guess.

Did I allow him to surpass his limits ... actually I didn't put a limit for him ... hmm ... I guess if we put some limits everything will be under control,

I won't be afraid like I was when we were with Sam yesterday... well then, I have to talk with him about some limits in this thing... but will it be forever thing? ... I don't know for now ... but I guess I will keep this as long as it gives me pleasure.

Max forgot an important thing which is ... what about Peter will Peter always do as max want or as he likes ... well the future has the answer for this question.

(well, I guess that's good I have set up my mind and everything is clear for now)

I well spend the day resting but what about Peter I guess he went to the university normally, he will find out that's I'm off today and maybe later will send me to check if I'm alright, I can talk with him about our secret thing maybe tonight.

After 1 hour I felt bored and get off the bed and left my room, I went out for some walk and later came back to the home. when I entered the home and closed the door behind me, I heard yara voice sounds like she came back from her high school, she was speaking on her phone with her friend, I guess.

Yara: yea, I know him, he is the new teacher right, I saw him yesterday and he looked handsome.

Yara: what?  No of course I won't do that. are you crazy, hehehe, that was a different situation, and you know that, well we talk later, okay bye.

I was eavesdropping on the conversation, there was no reason I just wanted to her call and then i went back to reception. I made a noise like I'm just coming home now,

(Yoo, sounds like you came while I was out.)

Yara: yes, max I just came home, how are you now, mum told me u feel a bit tired this morning.

wow I saw my sister with mini shorts many times before, why does it sound sexy now for me.

(I'm better now thank you, by the way you look beautiful as usual nothing new ha-ha)

Yara: and you look lossy as ever lol)

looks like I'm starting get affected by peter personality, lol.

(Well, I will go watch some tv for now, cutie)

Yara: okay, I have some stuff to do to 

Time passed and the night came and there was a strange thing, I didn't get a message from peter, I'm sure he went for the university and noticed I didn't go today. they why didn't he message me or call me. I wonder.  something sounds not right; shall I message him instead?