Chapter 31

In the morning we were cuddling in the bed for a while and I felt warm and cozy. I didn't feel like getting up. I wanted to stay like this.

"Kian." Lorcan was slowly trying to get out of the bed.

"You need to let me go." He said while smiling at me.

I looked at him displeased as his body felt warm and that was making me sleepy.

"It's cute but I really have to go. I have a meeting soon." He patted my hair. I pouted and let him go, turning my back at him.

Lorcan leaned and kissed my cheek.

"I will come tonight too, we shall have more fun together and I will make you beg for more. I promise." He chuckled. I wasn't sure if I wanted him to come, to be frank my bottom hurt a bit and I wanted to use the miracle ointment as soon as he leaves. 

At midday a new merchant caravene came and I was watching them from my window. Lorcan was talking with the leader of the group and they went inside together. 

I dressed up and went outside. It was always something more interesting if I could observe some new people. I was standing on the walls and looking at the whole party from afar when one of the twins approached me.

"Those merchants are directly from Katnar's capital. They are transporting fabric and some spices." He was standing next to me and was watching the people waiting for their leader to return.

For a moment we were standing like this and I knew it was Tod, I slowly managed to recognize them. They were identical but their aura was different and the way they behaved too. 

"Where's your brother, Tod?" I asked to keep up any conversation as it was a bit awkward to stand like that without talking. 

"Jay is with father. He will become the next Lord of the bridge so he takes his lessons with father." 

I was watching Tod while he was telling me all about it. He didn't seem bothered by that.

"What about you?" I decided to be as blunt as he always is.

"Me?" He looked at my face and tiled his head a bit. "I will become the best sword, just like my father. I already have a large property by the sea waiting for me as well as three ships that are involved in trade. Does that make me fit to tend to royal needs?" He smiled and turned around to face me.

"With all that I won't be lacking anything and so will be my lover." He had that look again.

I sighted.

"Tod, soon you will be living here with your father and we will meet probably every day but I know your father and I don't want to test his limits." The memory of that night returned like a flash.

"Are you that afraid of my father?"

"I am. I know what he is capable of." I looked him straight in those pale blue eyes. He looked very much like his father, Lorcam must have looked like that when he was Tod's age. 

"What has my father done to you?" Tod grabbed my arm, he looked serious.

"Nothing a slave owner can't do to his property." I wasn't willing to talk about it with anybody. It was my shame to bear and live with. 

"Kian." Tod suddenly hugged me. I was too surprised to react immediately but I soon pushed him away, well I tried.

"It's all right Kian. Dad is not here, he can't see us. Just stay like this for a moment." 

Fine I allowed him to hug me, he felt warm and kind of nice yet I couldn't relax. Somebody could see us and tell Lorcan about it. 

"That's enough." I pushed him away and he let me go. I turned around and hurried back to my room.

When I got back and calmed myself down I decided to pick some new books from Lorcan's library.

The library was connected to Lorcan's study where he was receiving guests and doing business. I was standing in front of the door not sure if I was allowed to enter or not. I sighed when did I become such a coward? I opened the door and stepped in. I always liked libraries, the smell of books made me somehow relaxed and the atmosphere was a little bit mystic, out of this world. For me these books were like gates to different worlds, all I had to do was to open them. 

I was quietly moving along the selves looking for something light, maybe about adventures?

I heard steps when he was almost behind me.

"So it is you Kian. I was wondering who was here."

"Sorry if I disturbed you, I just wanted to find something to read." I was already standing with a book in my hand. 

"Not at all, come with me Kian." He turned around and left to his study. I followed him. He was sitting on his big leather upholstered chair.

"Come sit on my lap." He patted his tights and I did as he asked me. Lorcan gently touched my cheek and kissed me.

"Last night was wonderful Kian, I missed you so much." He kissed me again. I put the book away on the desk and wrapped my arms around his neck, kissing him back. Lorcan was holding my hair tightly and kissing me fiercely. He was excited I could feel it. Literally.

"Kian, you make me go crazy. Look what you've done." He grabbed my hand and slid it down to his crotch. He was hard. I wasn't sure what he wanted to do, I didn't feel like having sex with him after last night. He smirked at me and pushed me down spreading his legs. I was on the floor under the desk right between his legs.

"You came to me on your own accord, now take the responsibility for it."

Fuck. I unbuttoned his trousers and his dick almost hit my face. I gently rubbed it and for a moment thought that it is going to be quite a challenge to suck him off. I licked it once and slowly put the tip into my mouth, it was hot and yeah it barely fitted my mouth.

"Yhmm Kian, take it deeper." He pushed my head forcing me to swallow him even more. I was struggling with how big he was when I heard the door flung open and steps approaching the desk.

"Dad, we need to talk." I knew that voice.