THE DAY I DIE

pale eyes

in them depression lies

headaches from day to day

alone after midnight

the time me and my demons have a fight

I never win, but that's alright

people think they know me

they try but they can't

some days I wanna live

I say everything will be fine, but I know am just being naive

but most days I wanna die

Cause no matter how I say am fine, I know I lie.

I've tried but I can't help that I feel dead inside.

I feel like its time

The day I die will be the greatest night where am free

I really don't care if you agree

I've never fit in with people, maybe am just a different breed

but since I was a kid

in my life if you ever sowed, then pain was the only seed

the pain has led me to this deed

you can't stop the actions I speak

Death isn't really what I seek

but if it means peace... I'll take a peek

Cause honestly life makes me sick