GETTING TO PEACE

Well last night was bad

I always thought he was all I had

But that thought was just sad

I have Alot of reasons to be glad

I mean my uncle no longer calls me mad

Depressed,sad,I thought I'll always be that way

But maybe not today

I let go of all the wrath

I had a bubble bath

The kind with lavender

Today I treat myself tender

I laid in the tub

Most times i usually sobbed

But today I smiled as I scrubbed

I had the music on

It almost felt, the pain had gone

I relaxed as I sipped my drink

It's not as exquisite as you think

I didn't have wine

But soft drink was fine

The glass in my hand

I relaxed,am sure you understand

I went to my wardrobe

Put on a black jacket

Life is easy without all the racket

Wore my black boot

Dang,I look cute

Today I actually had make up

No reason just wanted to wake up

Just a lil wild and free

Just a lil....me

No I wasn't going out

I just walked about

Me and the dog took a stroll

Am just finding the happiness they stole

Now life gave me a different role

Try me, I'll catch whatever you throw

Not breaking,I still have Alot to show

More than you know

Point is

Am finding peace

Not yet,but I'll start with this

I'll fix me, you'll see

Cause now am learning to love me

Am learning to live free

I might go back to the pain

But I'll rise again

With my broken pieces I'll be someone new

i believe it's true

Cause healing starts with you