2AM THOUGHTS

Empty and alone

Listening to sad songs on my phone

Still can't get the silence out my head

Lying lifeless on my bed

Help me am scared

Am breaking again as I feared

The one thing on my mind is for me to disappear

I wonder if I die

If anyone would actually cry

But I bet there eyes would stay dry

They wouldn't even try

I've lost my sight

Not sure I'll ever see the light

I'll just die here and fight

I used to stare at the mirror

But now I dont

Cause when I do I see a ghost

I still hate me the most

Sorry if I've failed you

Sorry for the worry I gave you

It's not my fault you feel am so self centered

Am nothing but a scarlet letter

Am tryna be better

But I always feel under the weather

Sad songs on replay

I cry as the lyrics lead me astray

But they get me in a way

I really keep trying

But no matter how hard,I still feel like am dying

Am getting sad too soon

Depression will my doom

Wish someone loved me enough to catch me when I fall

And I know it's kinda selfish but

I just need some help

And I wish I could stay

But life will still hurt the same

Am tired of the world hating on me

I keep this thought up to 3

Can't sleep

Scared to dream

It's more of a nightmare as it seem

I pray for a change

Until then things will stay the same

Life will be a mess

Maybe worse than my guess

Life sucks

Love breaks

Death takes

My walls start to shake

Cause people are all fake

They break me and make my heart ache

Love,life, depression

The three scars I never mention

Sometimes I feel I am God's worst invention

Am sorry for the expression

Being broken was never my intention

I got hit with rejection

I live in dejection

Then I got lost in depression