SEDUCTION

I didn't know i had a heart somewhere in my devious body until I met him. I was sure this was a very strong attraction may be love. I'm finally getting to a point where the nutty heroine pants after the hero when he simply look at her. Has this what I come to? Will I start doing those stupid dance moves to attract Raja like in that serial Fanny watches sometimes. Where could I get answers to my questions? Is love a genuine feeling not something boys have invented to steal kisses from girls. Has Raja ever kissed a girl? I imagined him kissing another girl and immediately saw myself red. Even if he has he won't kiss anymore he has to be faithful to me. isn't that how it works? I have limited knowledge about love except from movies where they start dancing together that's how we get to know they are in love. I hated such movies. Does Raja like them? My mind was kind of a mess with Raja on it always it has refused to work.

When you have something to look forward to every morning you hardly sleep at night. I woke up earlier than yesterday and thought about him no surprise here. Why was he angry every time? Does he like me? Do I like him? What was the cook making for breakfast? Ok not every time a girl needs a break. But I obsessed over him to the extend even my sister started to notice.

"You look very bad each day. What's the matter? I saw you yesterday sneaking to the stable". Well someone got smarter today I thought. I ran over the room and pulled a stack of letters from the shelf. My sister looked terrified I was pleased and said , "Yes I know about your little romance with the music teacher. I was waiting for the proof. What will daddy say Fanny may be he will break his legs''. Her eyes watered and she said , '' I swear Ashu nothing is going on he gives me these letters every day but I haven't replied I just bought it back with me. He says he love me. I didn't say anything to him please don't say anything to daddy''. ''Do you like him fanny?'' I asked. ''I don't know but I don't want him stop loving me. Is that bad''? She asked me. Typical Fanny always playing safe always wanting someone to love her I thought but said nothing. She knew the rules my secret was put away that day for the sake of hers.

That evening when I wandered about the kitchen I heard that cook was setting out to seduce him. She made the best dish she could whip out and put on some nice clothes along with jasmine scent. That old cow I gagged when I thought of them together. I went early to bed to nurse my broken heart. I didn't snap at nanny today she must be very happy. That morning was the most hated day for me which turned out the best because nothing happened. The cook went out to him during the lunch break but he refused both her and her food. I loved Raja even more that day.

I wanted to sneak my favorite cookie to him but I dropped the idea and went in search for more information but they won't tell you things because you are a kid so you have to listen hard. It is hardly a problem for me because my nanny doesn't care for my study and she is afraid of me. one day she made a mistake of beating me for not doing a chore for her that night I put crackers on her bed while she was sleeping. She couldn't catch me because there was no proof and servants won't dare to say anything against me.

I think it's time for my nanny to leave because I have fallen in love and feeling like an adult. Adults don't have nannies right? So she must go my plan was already on action I carelessly went out because I have done this several times it's a cake walk for me after cracker fiasco she is a bit wary of me refusing to accept anything from me and checking bed twice. it's of no issue to me I carefully plucked the leaves and put them into my tote bag. My nanny has a habit of drinking and my milk this i has noticed recently only. My servants bring it up for me and leave it on my room. I once asked her about my milk but she lied to me about how it would damage our brains if we drank in night but the same time I also heard her reprimand the maids for being late in bringing milk for her student. I was waiting only for her to gain confidence which she had now a days she even threatened me saying she will have to talk to my father about the grades. I carefully mixed the leaf now made into a paste by me . That night I slept blissfully but morning I was greeted by an angry nanny, " You little shit. I know you put that poison in my drink I have already went to toilet for a hundred I curse the day you were born. Your father should have killed you when you were born", she said. Wow someone forgot mask today I made a big show of yawn and counted with my fingers, " One thing bitch get out of my face second thing get out of my fucking face and stop ruining our toilet " . She huffed and went on her way with little drama. " Good riddance ", I whispered in my mind. With that incident the fear of servants has escalated which made me quite happy and every one stayed out of my way.

They may call me brat behind my back but they call me baby to my face with respect, liars all of them. My name is Asha but servants won't call me that and my sister call me Ashu not out of love but fear. I am a lady goon no mercy at all with not a matching name Asha means hope in hindi. Raja means king so I should be Rani meaning queen or something similar. I thought about us all night.