love, Daddy

On Sunday morning all these stories took shape I really want to be close to dad, it feels very awkward and embarrassed I just kept quiet and watched him from afar, like a child and an old man. My father is very kind and friendly, it's just that he is quiet when it comes to family and friendly with other people I don't hate my father, I try to understand him, whatever my father does, I always think he is great. I want to have a man like my father, who can keep me silent, understand in every difficulty, I understand without me talking a lot. That's my father, a 58 year old man Brown skinned with thick eyebrows and a mustache on his face which makes my father even more handsome in the eyes of people who are not close to my father I'm also proud to have a father like him who many people desire, but there are many sides that other people don't know about my father, only I know that side But my father is very good at hiding everything, it's easy to mingle with others without showing his true side. Sometimes I hate my father, but I miss my father too. I want to be cared for like a father who misses his daughter but I don't want my father to know that I miss him, I am a selfish and stubborn type of child, everyone knows but I don't feel guilty about my character I feel it's natural because I'm a girl who wants to be cared for and pampered without being asked, but my father sometimes doesn't understand the concept that I instilled in myself. do I want to change so dad knows what I want? Of course not, I'm sure you understand, it's just that you really don't want to know anymore, you just want to stay silent so I can start it. until whenever I will not start. that if i really miss my dad if my dad goes out of town for a long time I did not hesitate to contact my father first even though my father did not reply, but replied through my mother