Chapter 21 - Finally, They Are Making Love

It was strange seeing Daisy calm than she used to. Moreover, she was completely silent as Zen had always noticed. Usually, Daisy is more active and excited about shopping. But now, she was just silent. Take some necessities that run out without words. Zen was quite curious even though he knew he would have to wait for time to answer. Actually, what had he missed this whole night? Because indeed since spending the night at her own house, Daisy has really changed.

"OK, I think the shopping is enough," said Zen who immediately took over the shopping cart.

"Eh... there are some who haven't-"

"We can go shopping next time again," said Zen. He told Daisy to go to the cashier first, while Zen followed behind him with a trolley.

After arriving at the apartment, Daisy took the initiative to put the groceries in a special place. But Zen told her to just sit on the sofa with him.

Whether it's true or not, but Daisy can't live in Zen-like she is now. "Come on, say it," said Zen.

"Tell you what?"

"Tell me what I missed last night. I know you met someone, Daisy. I just want you to be honest with me," he said. Zen himself didn't know whether this technique worked on Daisy or not. He only ever reads something, if someone silences you after a night or a few days of not seeing you, and you find them silent all of a sudden, then ask what happened and say that you know they met someone behind your back, later you will get an answer. That's what Zen reads. Though Zen did not know at all whether Daisy met someone or not.

"Are... you being honest with me yourself, Zen?" Daisy asked before answering.

This time it was Zen himself who felt fooled. Like being doused with hot oil, a sense of consciousness emerged.

"What did he tell you?" asked Zen irritably.

"You know, but you ask. Why didn't you tell me first? Your secret?"

Zen's face reddened. Not because he was embarrassed, but because he was angry. His two hands were clenched. He doesn't know what Daisy meant, but he was curious about the person she had been fishing for.

"Tell. What. You mean. Daisy." Zen's voice completely dominated her at the moment. In every word, there is an emphasis on firmness. It was enough to make Daisy shrink and refuse to continue. Her little heart was really fragile when Zen snapped at her.

BRAKKK!!!

The table in front of them, which became the divider between Zen and Daisy he slammed with Zen's big hand. Making Tino, one of his men enter the apartment, to see what happened.

Daisy jumped in surprise and started tearing up. She felt wrong for provoking Zen's emotions. Even though Daisy knows how sensitive Zen is too bad things.

Wordlessly, Zen entered his room. Closing her bedroom door so violently that Daisy gasped and started crying. But on the other hand, Daisy was a little relieved because at least she saw how Zen was struggling to control his emotions.

"Miss, are you all right?" asked Tino.

"Yes ... I, it's OK. I ... have to go to the room," replied Daisy who also came into the room for crying.

***

Zen woke up at three in the morning. It was rare for him to wake up at that time. He decided to take a drink because his throat felt dry. But the thing that fooled him was when he saw Daisy's room was open. Zen immediately checked Daisy's room.

His worries arose when he didn't see Daisy inside. He then turned around and was surprised when it turned out that Daisy had been behind him. Her face was flat with a sleepy expression.

"I was... thirsty, so I got a drink," Daisy said.

He grabbed Daisy's glass and threw it away. Luckily it was a plastic cup. But still, Daisy was surprised to see Zen's current expression.

"Zen..." Daisy backed away as Zen approached her. Until finally her body was locked by the wall behind him. Zen's hands were even more locked in her movement.

Zen's breath catches. He really wanted to be inside Daisy's body. As often as possible. Just imagining it was driving him crazy. Moreover, every day they met. Of course, Zen's mind was not at ease. Staring at Daisy's charm, beauty, and physique which is also immediately supportive.

"Daisy... I..." His words choked. He wanted to make love to Daisy. It took courage to ask her permission. He could have lunged at Daisy, especially when Daisy's movements seemed to want it to.

Selfishness flooded Zen's mind. He immediately crushed Daisy's lips. No matter how hard Daisy tried to get away from Zen. But in the end, Daisy replied. Feeling more and more dilemma. Between feeling cheated and also wanting Zen.

Cleverly, Zen took off Daisy's nightgown. Tear it off forcefully and take Daisy to his room. Zen's kissing attack on every inch of Daisy's body managed to bring Daisy to a pleasure that she had never felt before.

Daisy's sigh made Zen even crazier. Now both of them are without a thread. He looked at Daisy's sad eyes, with a small nod, Daisy allowed it.

Finally Zen can feel the pleasure in Daisy's body. He moved slowly, adjusting Daisy's grip, then moments later Zen accelerated. He heard Daisy begging desperately.

"Zen... I-"

"I know... one minute, I'm coming!" Zen groaned until the two of them really were at their highest peak.

***

The pain that Daisy felt when she woke up couldn't be faked. She was not surprised at all by the morning when she woke up. She knew last night she and Zen made love. Even Daisy herself wanted it.

"Ow!" Daisy suddenly moaned to wake Zen who was still asleep beside her.

"Daisy, are you all right?" Zen asked quickly.

"It hurts..." Daisy moaned later.

Zen also helped Daisy to the toilet. Letting her clean up while he was confused about what he should do.

For Zen, this is the first time. Caring for a woman in his own bed. Worse yet, Zen does not wear safety stuff. But whatever the result later, Zen of course will be responsible. He doesn't want to be like him and Kanya in the past.

While waiting for Daisy, Zen also made an instant breakfast. Only sandwiches are the mainstay of the breakfast menu. This time he faced Daisy's mood fine.

"Come on, have breakfast," Zen said.

"OK," Daisy replied stiffly.

"You don't have to be so stiff, Daisy. Is there something you're afraid of?"

Daisy hesitantly looked at Zen. Seeing Zen reminded her of Zen's lies. But Daisy did her best to brush it off. Telling herself that maybe Zen had other reasons. Because Daisy didn't want to just believe in Devan.

"Are... you going to be... responsible?" Daisy asked. It seemed a bit ridiculous to ask that question when she herself had clearly seen Zen's efforts for him all along.

"After everything I've done so far? How can I be irresponsible, Daisy?"

Daisy's heart was touched by Zen's words. She was quite sure of Zen. Even if there were lies that Zen himself didn't tell her, but Daisy knew that Zen was serious.