When did I become so unemphatic
I feel so indifferent
to those I've loved
I simply can't be bothered
about how they feel
What they are doing
Or what's happening to them
What has become of me
I have lost interest in everything
with life and of life
I now do things with reckless abandon
Caring not, of the consequences
Often causing hurt to others
and to myself
Because it's the only thing I feel
It's the only thing keeping me sane