Training
I spent all night awake worried about the next day for years I have spent in the castle not once did I feel safe or that I belong, how could I if my own grandfather acts called against me it seems that all he wants is to kill and slay the vampires and Lycans, for years my family had been hunting these species no one knew where did they come from all we knew is that they were dangerous and had to be terminated.
Part of me always wondered if it was true that they are killers or if they are dangerous, they might be killers but so is my family if we think of it really, my family for centuries has been killing and hunting and slaughtering, so if the vampires and the Lycans are truly dangerous then what makes us so different?
I don’t know why they kill or if it was true but maybe they had their reasons, maybe it was their nature or maybe they are just trying to protect themselves, if I were in their place I guess I would do the same.
The sun has come up; I didn’t sleep how I could? I had training with Klegan the bastard who calls himself my cousin, cousin huh what a funny word he acts as if I was his own property he keeps giving me looks full of lust it sickens me how could he look at me like that aren’t we supposed to be family and family don’t love or think of each other like that it is so disgusting.
There was a knock on my door that broke me from the train of thoughts, I got out of my bed and walked to the door to find Rica the sweet maid that cares for me and understands me and sees the way that Klegan looks at me she had a sympathy look in her eyes then she said “Klegan is waiting for you D” I thanked her and told her that I will get dressed
Rica and I are close in age she is older than me by a couple of years but we were close I let her call me D which my grandfather did not approve of but like I cared, I walked to my closet picking up my heavy combat boots black baggy pants and a black shirt with sleeves and of course my black leather jacket, I love black it comforts me somehow I feel protected and safe.
It is like black is part of me, I tried wearing colorful clothes but when I walked in the sun I felt like I was flaming up it was weird but anyways I had to leave because if I was to be late my grandfather and Klegan would take it out on Rica the poor girl does not deserve the way they treat her like she was some kind of parasite.
I walked out of my room making sure to lock it and hang my key on my neck because if Klegan had the chance he will make one of his guard dogs snoop around in my bedroom and take some of my clothes yes that is how disgusting Klegan is, I walked out to the court yard after hiding the key under my blouse once I stepped in the yard Klegan gave me a smirk after he checked me out in return I rolled my eyes and cursed him in my mind.
They explained the rules and what to do and what not to do, Klegan’s voice was so annoying I wanted to punch him hard till he is knocked out hard, we started to train so I went to a corner to start to stretch I was trying to be hidden while stretching yet I still felt eyes burning holes to my back of course I knew that they belonged to non-other than the disgusting bastard Klegan , I had to take of my jacket in order to start fighting with him, he came at me out of nowhere but I managed to block him sliding my legs under him making him fall on his behind, then he came at me again trying to grab my chest I blocked him and broke his nose using my skull then he tried grabbing my butt I had to hit him in his knee to say he was pissed he came at me again but this time tried to cage me while whispering how I looked sexy and that I was his so I hit him with the back of my head then I hit him where the sun doesn’t shine whispering to him you are disgusting and don’t you ever try to touch me again.
My grandfather was not satisfied he made me fight three guards at one time, then he started training me on how to use a gun and a sword to slash people into half he even game me a locked that when properly used it can burn the enemy, you see that is why I don’t like my family they fight to kill and to torture others while enjoying it while I only learned fighting to protect myself and the people I loved.
They never treated me like family hell they never treat anyone like family it is like all we are to them especially my grandfather is a weapon to kill with, I don’t like that, I don’t want to be part of their war and definitely not to be used as a weapon to kill.
I walked to my room feeling Klegan’s gaze on me I had to sprint and lock the door behind me, I am afraid in my own house, aren’t you supposed to feel protected in your own house, I fear that if I don’t lock my door that Klegan might enter my room while I am sleeping, for years I have been planning to run away but I cannot bare to leave my aunts and uncles and their children, God please give me strength to fight my demons, give me strength to protect who I care about give me strength to fight my battles that was forced upon me give me strength to fight my own family.