11. Anguishing Pain - 1

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"HE WAS THERE FOR A REASON AND YOU KNEW IT."

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[For this chapter, play 'Your eyes tell' by BTS.]

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▆ ▇ █ So beautiful, so colorful █ ▇ ▆

Why was Jungkook helping you?

What was he to you?

What were you to him?

He was definitely not just a friend for you. He was something more to you, but you didn't yet know what. There was this unknown connection between you two and you had a hard time figuring out what it was. You've known each other for a week and the bond between you two has only grown stronger.

The first time you met him was magical and weird. It's like you were ment to meet him there and then. It felt like Jungkook knew you were going to be there. Maybe it was the black swan of freedom, that was guiding you to him or then it was the total opposite. Maybe it was guiding you torwards your end, where only pain and misery lived in harmony.

There was definitely something mysterious about this whole thing. There was no way all of this happened just by pure accident. There was something deeper. Where are the roots of this mysterious feeling you have? The odd feeling you felt in your soul and heart was just getting bigger and bigger everyday. Did Jungkook have something to do with this? You don't know.

Jungkook was the only person to actually listen to your cries. He was kind enough to save you, two times. What you felt for him was remorse. You hated the fact that Jungkook had to risk his life to save you. It felt awful. Even though Jungkook doesn't seem to mind saving you a few times, you still feel guilty. If something were to happen to him because of you, you don't know what you would do to yourself at that point.

After the incident with Dong-Min, Jungkook brough you back to your own apartment and stayed with you for a few days. He wanted to make sure you were safe in your own home. Otherwise you would have to move into a new apartment. The thought of getting kidnapped for the third time was not making you feel any better.

Today was the day Jungkook had to leave and go run some errands of his. You had just woken up to your alarm, which read 7:00 am. It was Saturday and you woke up this early, mostly because it was your habit when you still worked at that cafe. Which makes you remember that you have to pay five hundred for that girl because you spilled coffee on her expensive designer shirt. Where the hell would you get so much money?

Jungkook was sleeping on your sofa, safe and sound. His breathing was slow and heavy. It's like he was having an intensive dream about something. His eyes were moving under his eyelids and soon he even started to make some groans and noises in his sleep. It sounded more like he was having a nightmare than a normal dream now. You decided to approach him to comfort him.

"Jungkook... it's okay..." You mumbled sweet nothings to his ear to calm him down. To your surprise he woke up and his sleepy eyes looked directly at your. You blushed and scooted half-a-meter away from his sleepy form. He chuckled and put the palm of his hand against his face. A heavy sigh could be heard in the living room as he slowly sat up on the sofa to meet your eyes again.

"Uh, did I wake you up?" You said quietly.

"Mhmh, no you didn't, don't worry," he said with his sleepy voice. You chuckled and had this urge to touch his soft hair all of a sudden. Your hand made it's way above his hair and even you were surprised by your own actions. Jungkook looked at you and back at your hands in confusion, before realizing you just wanted to touch his hair.

"Go ahead," he mumbled with his hoarse voice, pressing his own hand on your cheek and caressing it with his thumb. You smiled and touched his soft hair with your hand, feeling the strings of black hair against your fingers. He closed his eyes and pressed his head against your neck.

You chuckled lightly at his cute action and hugged him lightly. His breaths were releasing on your neck and the wound he healed. It felt nice being embraced by his body. Your body felt quite small against his muscly figure. He literally covered you with his figure. You were hugging each other for a few moments, before Jungkook pulled away and stood up from the sofa to go to the bathroom.

You instantly blushed when you realized he didn't even have a shirt on. He probably felt your embarrassment because he turned around and smirked at you, moving his eyebrows weirdly for you. You chuckled and walked to your kitchen to brew some coffee for you and your big guest. Jungkook greeted you again when he came to the kitchen. You were startled by his sudden morning hug, byt brushed the weird thought away as soon as you relaxed a bit in his embrace

You were having a good time hugging each other until you decided to break the silence. "What errands did you have to do again?"

"Oh, just some business with my friends," he answered immediately.

"Ah, alright," You smiled and tried to free yourself from his grip. Of course he was on a playful mood and had to lock you with his hands so you couldn't get away from him. "Ah, Jungkook, I need to turn off the coffee machine," you whined.

"You can do it like this, can't you," he smirked and appreached the kitchen counter with you. You sighed and pressed the button on he coffee machine to turn it off. Jungkook gave you a satisfied smile and suddenly lifted you on up on his hips. Your legs wrapped around him instantly and because of that he gave you another smirk. You blushed and buried your head in his neck.

"Ah, Jungkook, I need to shower!" You suddenly remembered you hadn't showered for a while and your hair probably looked like a bird's nest. Jungkook laughed because he probably read your thoughts. "Can I join?" He said half jokingly. You blushed and really started to think about it.

"I- I-" you started.

"Hey, I was just kidding, unless you really want me to accompany you," he smirked.

"I mean, I wouldn't mind bu-"

"Alright, let's go!" He disturbed you and carried you into the bathroom. You saw the red tint on is cheeks which was cute.