Chapter 15 Leave Everything Behind

1 month later

kris

a month had passed and the memories of that day were frequent in my mind nothing that Jack did make me happy. I was founding it every day in a well, my daughter she always brought flowers every day I only felt happy when she was close, but it was in one night the memories became strong that I lost consciousness and dreamed about that day,

dream

doctor why my daughter doesn't cry, calm down she'll be fine, and everything happened in front of me I saw him running with my daughter, but there was an hour I heard her choking cry and ask for her cry so I want to see her, and she and he brought me and I saw her she was beautiful just like her father had clear eyes, you could see Jack's emerald green eyes, and darker almost in blue, more then they take her off and it was another run, a real fuzuê on the living room.

I heard someone say get her out of here if not soon we will have to help her too and it was the last thing I heard, and everything went dark. I woke up after 3 days the first thing I asked was where's my baby, Jack came over to where I was and said

-Dear I need you to stay calm because,

- What? for what is Jack where is my daughter? and at this time I saw Andri cry

- Calm love, and he said

- Go call the doctor

- Love our daughter did not reside and died,

- no, this can't be happening, not this and a lie, and I went to try to get up, but I couldn't because of the cesarean section, and I fell into bed in tears, crying and everything went dark, but I heard a voice that called me,

"Kristina I am here with you and I will take care of you because I love you never forget that you are the apple of my eye, it all happened to my glory, your daughter was a warrior at birth this was the plan and she did it right the way it was written for her, she will be remembered as an example of the struggle for life, you will have a new child who will be an instrument in my hands in wisdom, the daughter never forget that you are not alone I chose you for a great work and in this path, there will be a lot of thorns and winds but you will be like palm trees never broken like a wind even if everyone says that hey you will rise with more strength and much stronger the work I have in your life and great and time to wake up I will leave my peace and that of paste. " and at this time I woke up with Jack

-My love, what is it?

- Jack I dreamed of that day and God spoke to me, everything that happened was his plan in our life everything, and until the death of our daughter it was his plan he chose us to support all this, but I want to leave here I will not go more to be able to live here I want to return to Cuiabá,

- Yes my beautiful, let's give it a month from now, we'll live there.

4 months later

we are back in my city for 3 months already I was not working at the school anymore every day I took Andri there as our condo house is rented we bought an apartment in the region of the avenue of the CPA, it was one of the biggest because the Jack likes the big thing of the huge house he bought was a penthouse, we had to leave the lap. and pity and only mine came who was the parakeet, but with the promise that he would buy a dog and cat for Andri as soon as we moved into our house in the condo, just as he said the boss came with us and Lorenzo also and his families together Jack bought two houses one for each one in the neighborhood he chose, and so he made the order choose to live near the neighborhood, Lorenzo already chose to live in a closed condominium apartment also near here,

well as soon as I arrived I opened a flower distributor branch with the postage of the first world and the nickname of the princess of the field that Augusto put on took it was what everyone called me there and the name of the distributor was that, taking violin lessons so I can play again, and my daughter was taking singing and dancing lessons and she was going to be 5 years old she was very smart and smart, her father used to speak perfectly well.

As we came back, classes had already started and there was no vacancy or room available. I started doing psychological assistance in schools with the parents and I realized that many children were having family problems and I started calling the parents of each one who presented the problem.

One more caught my attention and when I took the card to call the parents I saw who it was and if you know what to do because she was the daughter of Marcia do João she had all the signs that she is suffering physical aggression. that day I couldn't do anything else I was thinking about how to help her as I need to talk to someone and I remembered my advisor and I went to the church at the headquarters because that day I had a prayer circle

so I left and went to church and told Dona Micheli that I would only be back at 5:30 pm to pick up my daughter, so I did,

I arrived at the church and I bent my knee and started talking to God, about the problem that was troubling my heart, it took 10 minutes and the answer came from God, "Daughter, don't be afraid, I trained for this and you can trust me, talk to my son and tell him, he will help and for that, I unite you, help the other trust, and help this child she needs you not be afraid "and never forget I love you, you are chosen to win."

I heard these words made me renew, and when the prayer ended and the praise began God continued to speak, I was introduced

-Young Sister Kristina from France Spatula is with us this afternoon, as soon as she spoke my name I saw a girl approach me,

- Hi peace from you and the owner of Frei school?

- Yes, I am

- Um I knew you and psychologist?

-Yes, I am

- You know you're doing a great job there you know

- My heart I don't want to be impolite anymore we can leave to talk outside when it's over,

-You I do not like to talk inside the church, it's okay to talk when it is over,

so it was my afternoon worshiping God and feeling his presence in my life, the prayer circle ended and I looked at the clock it was already 4:30 pm I had an hour to go pick up my little one so I looked for the young girl to talk to her,

-Hi peace from you again I told her that I was talking to another sister,

- Lord peace, I had forgotten that we were going to talk, let me introduce myself and Regina Souto, and here you are and Sister Rose Bortolin,

- Hi and a pleasure to know my name and...

- She interrupted and Kristina the famous model and owner of the new flower distributor from Mato Grosso

- Wow I didn't know that my store was already famous like that

- My angel, you are famous, everything that bears your name becomes famous in a few days,

- Well Regina, if you want to talk to me, come to the school tomorrow afternoon, I'll be there,

- I will and I will take the opportunity to visit the school because I want to know him from the inside,

- Okay then the peace of the dear ones until tomorrow,

so I left and went to school to pick up the little one I got there still had half an hour so I decided to send a message to Marcia that I needed to talk to her urgently the next day.

I got home I sent my daughter to take a bath for dinner We waited for my lover to arrive and it didn't take long and he arrived and while dinner was ready I called him to talk

- Love we need to talk about a scare that happened at school today

- And you can talk,

-Well, today I saw a girl who has a very aggressive behavior who was taken to my room and during the service I realized that she is suffering aggression at home or something, but when I took her briefcase to call her parents, I had a suppress,

- I already know,

- Do you know,

-Yes, she and his daughter, right?

- Yes, I didn't know what to do, my advisor came to mind, I went to church and he talked to me to help her,

- I loved when you started to speak God spoke in my heart to tell you to help this child because he's empowering you,

- Good, my love, but you know I'll have to talk to him,

- Yes I know more, you will not be alone right?

- Yes, no, the wife will give in,

- So it won't be a problem and I trust the wife I have with my eyes closed,

- A and he convinced, I jumped on him and kissed him we parted because we heard our daughter;

- Look, look, there's a child in this house, we both look and laugh at her saying that,

- There is a child in this house and Jack picked her up and started kissing her tickling her body, and then they stopped and looked at me, I knew I had passed me,

- One no and ran around the house asking for help and it was just a mess, even Manda got into the mess after we stopped we all had dinner like the perfect family that we are, but out of nowhere as I always started to cry and my daughter came and told me a hug so good it made the tears go away,

- Daughter I love you my treasure,

- I love you too, beautiful mom, but she said more,

-I knew that my mother and I have been looking at the school for beautiful and darlings,

-Same?

- Seriously, a little friend of mine said that his father said that mom is the most beautiful teacher at school and that if she wasn't married he would marry her and or that he wanted to be a child to study there,

-I can't believe what I'm hearing my daughter say to her father, and now that Jack dies because he's very jealous, but then came the surprise that he wasn't angry anymore, said?

- Um, I need to meet this boy, because he seems to have his eye on my princesses,

- The non-father and only the mother,

- Daughter, we're going to change the scare and mom isn't as pretty as other women,

- Oh and yes my love and I don't blame anyone for looking and I want to marry you even more so I arrived first and not them, I looked at Jack to see if he had any angry expression but she was calm,

-and at this time I saw how God turned my husband into a good man with a pure heart, companion, friend and faithful, he has all the qualities of a man who serves you, another voice spoke in my ear: "I will make him a pastor from my flock "and I felt the presence of God at that moment and I started to cry, and he looked at me and asked:

- It's okay love is to feel something, but when I opened my mouth to answer;

- I could only talk in mystery with GOD there was a silly kid there in the dining room.