Loneliness

*the sound of children laughing*

"Mom,you can't catch me

I saw children of my age playing with their mothers and fathers. They ran while being chased by their parents.Seeing them having fun with their family makes me jealous

(Richard the butler)

"Young master, why don't you hang out with them."

(Jack)

"I don't want to."

"I'll look like a fool if I play with them."

That's a lie. It's not that I don't want to, it's that my family upbringing forbids playing with people who are lower than us.The reality is that I come from the nobility. My family is one of the biggest traders and biggest sellers of weapons for the military.So we were taught not to mix with people who were lower than us.If I violate this rule I will be subject to any action.

*Gasp*

"Richard,Let's get home before the sun falls."

(Richard the butler)

"Yes,young master."

The sun looks like a reddish color which indicates that it has set. Richard and the servant prepare food at the dining table. Today's menu is as usual which is bread and mushroom soup.

*Chewing*

*Chewing*

*Swallow*

(Jack)

"Richard, Where are my parents?"

"Do they not want to eat with me?"

(Richard the butler)

"No young master. They said they were tired. They told us that you should eat first without them."

(Jack)

"How about my brother and sister?"

(Richard the butler)

"The same goes for young masters; they will eat late since they will undertake intensive training.

(Jack)

"Oh"

This is my question to Richard every night. I know they all ignore me. I'm one of the biggest failures in this house. I'm not as smart as my sister. And I'm not as good with a sword as my brother. So after they saw the many failures of my family I took the decision ignores me.

*Crying*

"Why am I such a failure?"

(Richard the butler)

"Young master!!!"

Every day is a living horror for me. When I'm alone, I'm always accompanied by my loneliness. My laugh is met with stillness. My sadness continues to dwell in my heart. The desire to die always becomes a dark glow in my heart.

DIE

DIE

DIE

DIE

*crying*

*crying*

HAHAHAHAHAHA I JUST WANT DIE

This life is like death for me. My failure is often a joke for the servant. Feelings of sadness and anger at myself .With such a home atmosphere, I decided to go hunting in the forest. But when I was complacent to see the beauty of the forest, I was separated from Richard.ften intertwined.But one day, I've been escorted by a light that can shine through my darkness.

*sigh*

"Shit I'm lost"

So I made the decision to stay instead of leaving.This may be a good idea because it makes my search process easier.Every second, the day became darker. Strange noises were frequently heard around me.Fear began to devour me. I was only given a knife to protect myself against wild animals.

*The sound of twigs being stepped on*

Suddenly I saw a big black figure covering my shadow. It took me a few seconds to identify it. With the blessing of the moonlight I was surprised because the figure was a big wolf.

"Fuck"

I immediately ran away from it. It was crazy before Richard and I entered the forest we were given know from the villagers there are some villagers missing in these few days.It is most likely that the lost victims were caused by these wolves.

*horse breath*

"At first I got lost in the forest and now I'm being chased by this wolf."

*Stumbled foot in a hole*

"Shit"

When I turned my head. The wolf kept wanting to devour me.Maybe this is the end of my life by being eaten by wolves. It's really sad that my life is called the failure.

*a small sack was thrown into the air*

*Ching*

the light also illuminates us. This is a sack of light. With a sack you can blind a wolf for a moment. I'm not mistaken the sack is held by....

"Young master, let's go home now"

*crying*

"Yeah"

Richard held out his hand. When Richard wanted to pick me up the wolf kept hitting him.

"Gha"

He was able to blow it away. But he was also hit by the wolf's counter attack. The attack had destroyed several parts of his armor.I could see the blood flowing from his body. The big wound was so happy. But he stood up to protect me.He immediately shouted.

(Richard the butler)

"Young master, run quickly I will pay you some time to run. Run quickly and don't look back."

*crying*

(Jack)

"Why Richard?"

"Why do you choose to keep protecting this failure and useless thing?"

"Why?"

(Richard the butler)

"Young master, I don't see you as a failure."

"You may have some weaknesses from yourself."

"You may be weak compared to your siblings. But your spirit to keep improving every day is not in you."

"But your passion to keep improving every day is not in them"

*Ting*

*Ting*

"This damn wolf continued to attack. But luckily he was able to deflect it"

(Jack)

"Richard"

(Richard the butler)

"I have seen you as my son. "

"So remember that a failure will continue to fail if he does not try to improve himself."

"So, young master, get up!"

*Bam*

"Gah"

"Richard"

A powerful attack from the wolf. He was thrown in front of my two eyes. I immediately approached him. And I immediately swung my knife at the wolf. The wolf backed away for a moment to avoid it.

"Fuck you wolf"

"Step on my dead body if you want to eat him."

*Rage*

"How can I protect him? How?"

*shing*

The light came from my left hand. A light suddenly radiated from my left hand and when it disappeared I saw Ice bow. I gripped it tightly. Why do I feel like all my misery is gone. It's sweet right now I don't want to lose people who often support me.

*Laugh*

*Laugh*

"Your will be dead meat now"

"And you know what ,tomorrow I will get a wolf cloak"

The wolf kept running towards me to devour me. But this time I will stop him.

"Oh, ice, give me some strength to protect this weak one."

The moment I put up the bow string. The arrow suddenly appeared and was ready to be released.

"You're dead"

*Swosh*

*sound freezing*

*Bam*

Finally the arrow hit the wolf. And it froze and continued to explode. The wolf disappeared like ashes.I was lying on the ground. I believe I have spent all of my energy. I am relieved to have gained new strength. But I've still got a long way to go.

*Sigh*

(Jack)

"Richard, I'm going on rest tomorrow."

(Richard)

"Yes,young master."

(Jack)

"And now we can go back."

*laugh*

Since that day, I don't want me to continue training to improve myself. With this new strength, I can prove my whole family that they are all wrong. And my new ambition is to become the strongest of the family by following my own path.