Beyond Life Re divine

For the longest time I've realized that all my life is filled with nothing more than regret. Yet I couldn't do anything to change my past. In the end will I simply fade away into nothingness? Why ? Why ? Why ? Why can't I lived the way I've wanted , why do I shy away from myself ? Why I can't simply forsaken the world for my own sake , despite knowing that its the best choice for myself ? Why had I wasted my time wondering , being dragged into the ground by the chains of life ? Why did I let the world forsake me , knowing that I could've done things differently ? Although I've said to myself that , I will live without regret . But in the end I Couldn't do so . No !!! I refuse to let it end this way ! If there is a chance . If there is another life beyond death , I will truly live without regret , without doubt , without forsaking myself . I will choose the path I've always wanted . I will make the Supreme Choice for myself . Even if the world has forsaken me . Even if its me on my lonesome against the entire world . I will life a live beyond the world , beyond eternity , Beyond Death.