Chapter 45

　　“Come on Pearl don’t cry, tears won’t make him rise from his death please just relax” Archer said walking towards me with a worried Expression written on his face, he was clearly affected by his brothers death but as usual he acted strong.

　　I slumped on my bed with force which affected my belly a little but the pain of losing the one person that makes this castle less boring for me didn’t let me think of my belly pains.

　　I was feeling same pain I felt when I lost my parents I couldn’t just bare it, just earlier today I was with Ray talking and laughing and now he is dead?.

　　Why is it so easy to lose loved ones…

　　His death was slowly bringing back the memories of how I lost my parents, that wasn’t a good sight at all, yeah I didn’t mourn them the way I should but I know how much it affected me mentally.