Sasa on being in love

I'm In Love With a Popstar Part 2 by MVManalo (available at booknet.com and Power of Love by Maria Victoria Tagle Manalo at morebooks.shop and Power of Love by MVManalo at Novel Star)

Chapter 8

Heaven was the place Kat and I called our small haven's nest. It is consist of one big cottage like home and several mini cottages for guests and visitors far more foreigners who want to explore Maldives and its beauty.

I bought another house in California and Sun City where Kat's family lives. I also met them and they are a beautiful family. I was very lucky to have met Kat that I now value the need for family and the love for one, that wasn't quite usual for me and my past.

I wanted a farm but Kat needed to reside in the city with its sky scrapers because her agency lives and breathes in ads and publicity for It to continue to strive in the hundreds of competitors Kat competes with in the industry of fashion and ads agency. The difference with her work is she takes the challenge head on and doesn't back down, a woman who is always on the go and for the kill when she does her job especially for her company, her team and her future. Kat loves me I know, that even in our wedding preparations she is still the one arranging the flowers, receptions and anything that needed to done in time, she has the hand to fix everything and make them right.

However, my band and I continued our tour until we reached farther on the east but decided to go back to the U.S. for the last few months of the hustling world of world touring. Terry would always complain that his back ached a lot from sleeping in the tour bus, and not getting enough sun or air. Haha!, he has always been the complainer in the team. Anyway, I made sure that we stop at a motel or hotel to get proper showers, rest and food to eat. We can't live on a tour bus for months without stopping some motel or hotel to unwind on their bars or restos. I missed Kat so much and it's been two months since I last saw her. I'm beginning to feel that anxiety coming back and I began drinking which started when I was a teen-ager why I tried to commit suicide because of it. Yet, thinking of Kat and our future, I seldom stop and fix myself together but when girls and booze start to flood in the concert hall grounds and after parties, I et carried away and sleep with numerous girls which I and my band often do when we're on tour.

And no one of nothing can help it because we are sad, longing and wanting affection, sex and a little bit of fun from the painstaking hell of touring since we can't sleep much because of the jet lag or being pissed for not having enough good sleep since it's hard getting used to different time zones when we travel country after country, which I always hated when we're touring. But this is my life and my band's bread and butter. We are used to this kind of set up but I guess however one is used to doing something, you still can't get familiar with time differences and people who we meet that aren't really that caring what will happen to us or if we had plenty of rest or ate well. People who are genuinely concern of our welfare but our fame and money. Only Kat is the person I know who truly loves and care for me, so I finally realized that I needed to stop drinking and womanizing, and start a new habit, that is be faithful to Kat and get help on my drinking issues.

Kat called me several times and my phone rang but I couldn't hear it since I was too drunk last night with some of my band members still struggling to wake up along with their so called dates from the bar we went to that is just near the hotel we checked in a couple of nights ago. Our concert is just a couple of blocks away for this place and it's most convenient to hold our rehearsals in their big halls here than in the concert grounds at the trade centre where we're going to have our show tonight at eight. Kat must be worried but it's already midnight there and she' already asleep. Poor baby, I told myself and texted her that I'm okay and just had to attend a party after the concert. I never thought my girl would reply back, saying, okay, babe, I'm glad to hear that, goodnight and I love you. I love you, was what I sent as my message but it went directly to her voicemail. I wasn't worried because she is tired from work I'm sure and I bet she's already resting now.

I need to straighten up and start with a clean slate this time. I want to be a good fiancée for Kat and I am going to be the best partner for her always. I pulled myself out of the girls I was with who I didn't exactly remember what I did with them but my body felt so sore I couldn't move my muscles freely. What did we do earlier, I kept asking myself, which my mind is struggling to remember but couldn't. Anyhow, I need to shower and sleep in my room. Hey guys, I'll go to my unit and night every one. My band mates just moaned and groaned as a reply. But at Kat's place where she was lying in her bed, she saw everything that went down the bar and the hotel room where Alex and her band mates got drunk, wasted and brought the girls they dated that night.

She even saw Alex and the three hot babes she was with because a client of hers attended The Moonies concert the night after it. It's just an accident that her client friend took a shot where Alex was kissing these girls knowing that she' s already engaged to me, haaaa!, I'll kill you Alex, you wait and see. But it's no use she'll be in tour for the rest of the month and there's no way I can do that to her since I love her, Kat told herself while her mind is speaking to her to dump that loser, sleazebag, traitor, womanizer, ass*....ahhhhhhh!, I can't take this anymore!, was what I can only tell myself right now. I shut my phone off and accidentally threw it away from me because of anger, hate ad jealousy, and because I was so hurt, crying and stressed at the moment.

She strapped it around her waist and since I am still dazed form the previous sensations, she placed it inside me and held my bottom close to her. Alex moved inside and out from a steady motion to a fast one. Then, when I felt dizzy like I was about to cum, she shifted to her sitting position that now I'm on top of her. She told me to jump up and down and moved hers around to feel the toy and wet it. My God!, I felt like bursting into flames and couldn't contain the mixed emotions. I am so happy and then wanting to cry because of too much joy from the sexual act we are doing. Alex held my back and waist to burry mine to hers while the toy is inside me> while she is also moving towards me I did what she told me. Alex kissed me in the mouth and bit me often. Oh, it felt so good and yummy. I kept jumping and charging until I find myself snapping out of it.

Alex and I are both sweating profusely while she is biting my breasts. I'm already there and so was she, Alex then shifted again and moved on top of me, we're still on the bed. My back on the sheets, she continued pressing hard on mine again and again until she and I came. It was so magical and wonderful, my head felt numb and I felt the tingling sensation all over my body starting from mine to my beasts. I felt so heavenly. I love you Kat, Alex said breathing hard still on top of me.

I love you Alex and I missed you so much, I replied and kissed her again on the lips. She kissed me back and laid like that until the later in the morning.

The sun is up and about but I felt that I don't want to get out of bed not without Alex. I was wrong not to listen to her or her explanations. But it doesn't matter to me, as long as she loves me and whatever will come between us we will talk about it and listen to each other so as not to have these type of arguments in the long run. Especially now that we're about to get married and I am still up for it.