Lei's Dissapearance 2

We both kissed and moved towards the bathroom, Lillian bit my lip and licked it the last time as she pushed me to the bath tub which is already full, with sweet but calming aroma of vanilla and fresh mint and herbs. I was about to comment on how about adding a little bit of spice and everything nice, hihi!. That is my baby moaning and making love, again and again, the rest of the night up until dawn. I love my life right now! The only thing that bothers me, is, that, what if I see Leile at the ball. What should I do? How will I react to her, after the gruesome five years without communication or anything? I just couldn't believe that she is alive. I am just happy to know that she is okay. But my sources disclosed that Leila seemed different and she isn't the same person that I knew before. She is a new woman, all covered in jewelries, cars, luxuries and companies that she owns and inherited from a long lost dad she never knew existed or was still alive.

But these rumors spread all over the internet, and not one Californian or New Yorker missed her interviews and photos illegally taken or shots she took herself which some guys from my technical team hacked and saved for me, since they knew who Leila was for me before. She was my life, my all, but she betrayed me. Though, I have not been faithful myself to her. Leila leaving made me realize how important and special her presence was to me. Her love is unconditional and I ruined our relationship because of my immaturity and insecurities. It's true what they say that you surely miss someone when you totally lost them in the end. That even though you keep searching and longing for them to come back to you, it's no use, they are already gone and maybe in someone else's arms now, which I didn't want to think about, happening to Leila.

I wore a tight red tube with a black women tux top that has red web-like lines down to my long tux skirt and black pointed boots. Hair down but with a side seated hat which is the mini-version of Sherlock Holmes' tall hat, with a feather on its side. I wanted to wear a tuxedo but I couldn't since it's a Victorian Era feel. Yet, this outfit is a winner and I know Leila would like it when she sees me. If we will have the chance to be acquainted, after all, I am one of the richest woman in the industry and a tycoon in my own right for many years. Peter is an infamous business man and he knew me well enough to really hate my guts as a woman merging, winning, with the big guys of the world of technology and science.

Aha..ha! Marissa! It's been a long time since the last time I saw you!, Peter in his usual annoying voice and air, who once told me that if I wasn't a lesbian he would have sex with me in the bar, that awful night when I was waiting for Becca and he was just passing by to get a drink and some smooch with one of the girls in the night club.

Ahh...yes, Peter, Mr. Tyrell. It's been a long time indeed!, Sasa replied turning around to look at his... aha...he looked dashing and handsome, I might say, with his hair jelled up wearing an Armani tuxedo that really looked great on him like a shining millionaire that he really is. And ....I almost wanted to vomit the wine I drank a minute ago...Leila?, she is beside Peter and he is holding her waist near him, so near that they are like close to the hips. And true enough, Peter introduced Leila as Joan and his wife!????. Huh...wife?, now this time, I couldn't think straight and I felt that my chest is so tight I wanted to die right then and there. Joan...okay!, Nice...to.....I didn't know what happened but I felt like there's a heavy weight beating my chest, finding that someone in the crowd is giving me a mouth to mouth resuscitation. Leila...I mean Joan was the one who did it to save my life.

I forgot what happened next and just woke up inside a beautiful and elegant room. Hi!, a woman's sweet voice said while I fix my eyes to look at her. I am Joan, I hope you're feeling okay now?

I forgot what happened next and just woke up inside a beautiful and elegant room. Hi!, a woman's sweet voice said while I fix my eyes to look at her. I am Joan, I hope you're feeling okay now?

I, what happened?, I asked still confused on what happened to me. You were unconscious, and my brave wife here saved your damn life!, Peter added while walking next to me near the bed. Thank you Joan, I thought I saw someone else. I had a girlfriend named Leila and she looks exactly like you. I'm sorry if I caused an unnecessary drama at the event, I added wanting to get up but I couldn't. No, you shouldn't do that, we called our doctor and he will be here in a couple of minutes. Oh my God, you left the party because of me? You shouldn't have, I can take care of myself and I just need to call my girlfriend. Hang on!, I continued embarrassed with what happened and then dialed on Lillian's number which is unattended as of the moment. Don't worry, you're in my wife's good hands. I'll leave you to her and our doctor will be here any minute now. I need to drink and be with my flock of Titans at the ball. I'll be home in a couple of hours my dear, I love you!, Peter said in a joking manner while kissing Joan on the cheek. Joan in turn held his hand on top of her shoulder and smiled, then giggled with her husband's humor as he walked out of the bedroom.

Thank you...ah Lei...I mean Joan, for taking care of me. I appreciate the concern. I have taken much of your time. I should leave, I added shyly but still felt sick to the stomach.

That's alright. I feel that you're a friend. Like I have known you ever since. And when I see you sad or hurting I feel the hurt too. Why I wanted to talk with you? I already told my husband about it and about you. I just want to know who I really am, my past and who were the people in my life that I would want to remember. If it's not a big bother to you. Can you help me, please?, Joan asked begging with her eyes which I couldn't refuse since Leila or Joan is the love of my life. Sure, but what exactly happened to you then?, I cried ready to listen to her story and she smiled at me. Joan said that's he couldn't remember anything. She knew that she was supposed to go to somewhere but even that she couldn't recall where or who she was with then and who she loved or she had been ever since.

I told her about us and about what happened with us and our friendship. Joan couldn't believe that she was gay and I was a lesbian too. She laughed when she realized how she wanted to be closer to me and that the first time she saw me was when she went to the restroom with Peter in the bar that night when I was waiting for Becca. She was there looking at me and Becca kissing. She was already curios of me and how she felt when Becca was all over me. She suddenly wanted to cry and strangle the girl right in front of me. Hmm..that's why I felt that way. Crazy, I thought I was losing my mind then. But until now, I seem to have lost all the memories I have of you and my past. Like I am a new person but inside an old body. The feeling is so weird that I felt I was born again, and like a baby who is just learning everything, from love, work, passion and even sex. Peter is patient, kind and loving that he taught me everything I needed to know about his life, lifestyle, fashion, friends, family and the crowd/ people he hangs out with. I some times feel out of place and if I did, I would go and visit bars or night clubs to unwind, or kiss someone from a bar and make out with him. Yet, I didn't feel free, or comfortable with having sex other than my husband. Hmm...am I being too touchy and boring? Sorry!, Joan said smiling back at me yet her eyes are saddest that I have seen them the last time she was with me in the mansion.