I'm in love with a Popstar 3

Kat suddenly stopped and realized what her mother told her about relationships and the guy you are with now. "You are not alone, if he makes you feel that way then maybe you need to talk to him about it and try to work it out. If all is lost and you feel that even if you can save your relationship and still feel sad about it, then let go and free yourself from the agony. True love is when you both feel safe, loved and happy inside and outside of the relationship. It is never a show, you are real and you need to be real about what you feel, you deserve happiness and good sex, eventually". Yup, my mom's own words, heck!. Errm!. Hey babe, how are you there? Are we going to give it another go???, Dean asked and laughed. Aha!, Dean, I'm a bit tired now, maybe you should go home and rest (rot!), I said and thought wanting to puke all over the place with his question. Okay, see you....Dean was waiting for Kat's decision on meeting him again.

Ah!, I'll just text you when I'm off or free this weekend maybe!. There's a lot going on at the office now that I'm really going to be busy, very busy. So, yeah okay!

Sure, honey!, see yah, mwah! Dean added and ran down the stairs, me, hearing his sports car screeched their tires before riding away.

I stayed on the bath for another fifteen minutes and decided to shower and ready the tub for my beauty and relaxing rest after the sex fail which is now more often than the usual when Deana nd I do it. Ahhh!, I was on the tub when I scrolled on my phone and saw a message from an Ali and I remembered her from the party held at my house. Oh, she's good looking thought the hood has been literally all over on her pictures. Hmm!, nice!, I liked her photos and then a minute later she messaged me on my IG. Hey, how are you Kat? Ali asked with a smiley face.

I messaged back saying hi and that I'm fine, though I am really devastated after the Dean incident. Good, so, can I talk to you now or see you maybe later?, Ali asked on the PM. Ah! Sure, where, here at my place? I asked and felt excited to do this, though I feel a bit scared since I don't know her personally, but I really need someone to talk to now. And she's the perfect person to pour my heart out on. I hope she's ready for me, I thought and smiled. Ali will be here in a few minutes and I need to get ready. I slid on to my torned short jeans shorts and white baggy sweat shirt with a cute shy bear ad up the front. I prepared hot chocolate and cheese chips with skittles on the bowl, where always been seating at the center of my living room for munching is my hobby. I was watching a soap opera when Ali arrived and her motorbike held a steady but soft tremor and it's like the sound made me feel goose bumps and they ran over my whole body electrifying me, instantly. She hadn't even touched me and she already made me feel this way. What's this about really, Kat, what? Huh!, I asked myself strangely and breathing in and out like I'm nervous to see her again. The knock came and I almost jilted out of my chair. HI!, I said after opening the glass door and Ali went in smiling at me.

HI!, here, red wine and some strawberries if you're a fan, Ali added while handing the gifts. That's so sweet of you, thanks. Okay, come in and I am watching something at the living room. Make yourself at home, please!

Ali walked and looked around at my house and smiled. You have a lovely home, pretty cozy, like I could live here especially when you're... ah!, she said then stopping when I was frowning cause maybe I didn't understand what she meant, living with me.

Ah, yeah, right, too straightforward, huh!, I mean, it's true, I like you and I could live here if things go right, you know as friends!

Ah yeah, right!, sit and I'll get some bowl for these, wow, my favorite and the wine, yup!, I replied while I walked over to the kitchen to get the stuff I need and went back immediately to see Ali sitting near the television, her feet in an Indian pose and eating the ships I have placed on another bowl. Wow!, Korean series, I love the animation ones though. But I love their films, they're more emotional and realistic, Ali said checking out on my holo DVD's. Thanks, I love them too, wow, we pretty much have in common, what else can we talk about that we aren't close to liking just the same, I added smiling and now feeling a lot better since I feel so at ease with Ali. As if I knew her ever since, like she's been part of my family and just moved somewhere and now we're reunited, I feel so happy, I don't know why.

Yes! Maybe we are soul mates or long lost best buddies in the past life. Or maybe lovers haha!, Why not!, there's always a possibility, if you're into gays or lesbians!?, Ali said jokingly but the last phrase seemed honest and a question that I think I need to answer.

Ah! Yes, well, I'm not lesbian but I never closed my doors on having relationships with one, though! I'm open-minded and if there's that one person who can sweep me off my feet, why not!, I added in a dreamy tone. Okay, then, try me!, Ali said coming over to help me with the bowl and looked me in the eyes seriously.

Hmm!, Ali, we can get to know each other first and then let's see, I replied honestly and smiled at her which she nodded outright and smiled like it's been the happiest day of her life. The odd things is Ali looks familiar to me and though on a hoodie. As if I really knew her form somewhere. You can take off your hoodie you know it's really hot and all, I said trying to help her out on taking it off but she refused. Nope, it's okay I'm comfortable with this feel. Don't worry I'm used to leather jackets when I;m in my con....erh!!! Condominium, aha, yup, there, so let's eat before the strawberries get soggy! Hewe!, Ali breathing rapidly since she almost revealed her true identity to Kat and it's going to be a disaster when that happens.

Ali, she made me feel so good but left me feeling more crappier than Dean ever did. Just leave Ali, leave me alone, it's okay, if you don't want me, I am okay with that!, Kat said hurt and confused now. No, Kat, I like you and I want to be with you, but you're still with Dean and I respect your relationships, please believe me!, Ali added apologizing, and now begging Kat to forgive her. Kat stood up and ignored Ali. She fixed her blouse and shorts and her back turned against Ali, she remained quiet and didn't say anything at all. This time, Kat just stood there in oblivion and as if the room was filled with sadness and dying desires. Kat, please, say something!, Ali persisted but to no luck, Kat didn't speak and so the girl who had her hoodie taken off, which Kat didn't notice her hair stuck out, the black and pink colors so vivid to see that the girl she is with all this time is her long time crush Alex Roma. Ali defeated, walked out of the room and ran down the stairs feeling lost and confused. Her bike rampaged a an angry sound, Ali not angry with Kat but herself of not being able to tell her girl the truth about her and who she really is. Ali drove her bike like a mad dog and almost got arrested for over speeding. When Ali left, Kat fell to the sofa and cried. She is crying because she wanted to be with Ali and she wanted the girl to make her hers but Ali doesn't want her, making up excuses and all.