First(To love)

I was the fourth child in a family of six children, five sons and one daughter. I was born into a rich and poor family. In my childhood I used to play with my neighbors, only girls didn't play with me.

It was in my sixth year of school that I started feeling girls, the first girl I used to sit in school with just came to change school, and ended up with no chance to fall in love with you, I kept feeling that no girl could find me to fall in love so easily. I went to high school and passed the state exam, I lived my life and I dare to talk to a girl I love, and I feel like I love her but it scares me to tell a girl you love her. I finished my first year of high school, when I was like a new creation I saw a girl and saw her beauty and felt that she had to be my boyfriend and I told her, but I was in love with one girl, my friends made fun of me to get to know other girls, I don't understand, when I was in fourth grade I fell in love with the girl I was studying with and she was the girl I knew we were dating for the first time that she didn't hide anything from me in her life, she didn't deny me anything, but a year later another girl came in because when I left school I used to go to Kigali and the girl went home to Mutara, there was no conversation other than reuniting at school, of course there was someone else I was with on vacation, so he came to study at that school and it happened, when I had a choice because I feel everyone just loves me to choose what suits me best, I chose whoever sees me all the time , we loved each other so much and in detail she didn't deny me but all the time I wanted her I found her, when she wanted me to see me, she took me away and it hurt her, we came from that center and came to study in Kigali, she started being bullied by others and she didn't feel like I let someone else think she was going to back down, he started to get discouraged, like a virgin she didn't miss his listeners very much we came to show, when I was just learning about love I stopped it in 2009 and again I feel like I started college, my life in the love I started was postponed to the girl I loved the most.