THE START OF THE MESS

It was a great day, the cloud was shining like a bright hue twinkling the palace as bright shiny rain trinkled the window. A ray of sun to greet us striking through the panes window, showing the light in a good day sign to start the day.

Yes, a good day indeed... or so. As the palace ground itself could feel an immense pressure non suitable for the day itself, a good day to start the day, and also a good day to start chaos. What else can I do? In fact what ELSE can THAT person do, Nothing more than to piss me off, it was supposed to be good i supposed the sun was bright. 

Nothing more than yesterday where it was thunderous, rain splattered in the ground waving the rain's presence showing his sign in fact rather than being in a good mood to start the day it feels like the day itself was Mocking him. Like hell what did I do? Nothing much rather getting the attention of the Grand duke himself.

It's not really the romantically good expression of attention type if you even think about it, it's a whole ass cursed, A plague well...not too exaggerated ofc..... But the point is, it's not good! 

It's scary, the Grand 𝘥𝘶𝘬𝘦 a bitch! I feel like I can't get away from him. He's always getting on my nerves and I don't know why, I'm a man servant and my job is to serve him. That's okay, that's good.

Yet something with that stupid fake smile of his get on my 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 nerve. Like he's doing it on purpose and I think he really is, he doesn't even try to hide it and I hate it.

Is it my fault?...kinda…..did i do it on purpose No! Do I have the right to hate, I don't think… so? *sigh he always looked at me with amusement to my expression  I think? cause his face is Unreadable. It's like whenever he looked at me there's something kind of gave a state of vibe a feeling…., like his watching right through my soul observing me, keeping me in watch. He finds my movement and action amenable and that he has to keep an eye on it. I don't know if I'm right or I'm just paranoid but I guess my action is kinda unusual if I'm being honest. I always see the look on the other servant's face when I talk to his grace.

 God it was Funny, they looked fortified, it looked like they were thinking about how miserable my life could be that I want to die so bad, and they're kinda not wrong in a way? I wanna know how far the extent of the archduke's patient can tolerate such behavior from his servant itself. His a mystery and I wanna know more by pushing his limit. It's not a good idea but what else can I do?

 I mean he has that smile plastered on his face but it really didn't reach his eyes so it's really fake so i feel like there's more to him and the there is;

 It's like you feel you know him because he looked predictable and weak-looking but the moment you make a move it feels like you just fall right into his trap thinking you know what's on his mind even though his two times step ahead of you so in conclusion

DANGEROUS

And you know what. It's not really a good ol sign to start the day here in this unknown place, yes, this 𝘶𝘯𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘯 /freaking/ place. I'm a servant here, or I suppose the person that I've been taking possession with. Is 𝘢 servant, so in your earthly brain conclusion I got isekai'd here in this so-called otome or novel game I think? I don't even know , but that's not the point! the point is....

I didn't even get hit by a 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 truck....

Should I have to get hit by a truck? No, Am i still shitty about this whole thing? Absolutely! am i allowed to be shitty about this whole Thing? YES! So what the fuck did I do to deserve this?