Chapter 3: Claiming for Egalitarian

<p>Bel pov; <br/><br/>Everyone called me a gay. It was noticeable though, I couldn't greet a girl, talk to her or whatever contact anyone could guess, many screamed my name to catch my attention, thanks to the media that I was a famous young business owner, and they only knew that, what a shame! A good looking guy that exist in Australia and New Orleans ,no one knew I was beyond devastated because of pretending  to be someone I wasn't. As I stepped out of my car there they were.<br/>"You look great in polo, what mall do you shop at"<br/>"Your neighbor's."<br/>"Are you in relationship Mr Bel or you haven't planned it yet".<br/>"Ask your mama"<br/>"Are you a gay Mr Bel?"<br/>And here we go! A question that always makes me angry, <br/>" This man is sleazy"<br/>another shouted, it sounded more like a frustrated mind than an actual reporter, ignoring it thank God that I reached at the door<br/><br/>"Who the hell! brings reporters here!"I yelled at my secretary Reby." None Sir, just found them here like the other night."<br/>she replied and I remained silent entering in my office.<br/><br/>I remembered that the night of my welcoming party, I almost stayed at the office till Dawn ,waiting for reporters to leave, who do they think I am , if they expect my answers let them wait and I believe it will be forever. And by that I found that they needed a silencer. <br/><br/>I felt anger rising and I stormed out of the office."Cancel my schedule". I said," but Sir,you have a serious meeting"Reby claimed, "I don't care, do as I say" I roared to her as she nodded in fear. <br/><br/>"Great". Was all I said before ditching the work like  high schoolers.<br/>*<br/><br/>Carter pov;<br/>  <br/>I woke up in a soul mood today, I didn't know why but one thing came into my mind but I couldn't allow myself to recall it. This was the day to go to Maxwell's company and be of hand, I took a cold shower,as it felt good due to my annoyed morning mood, in no time I was in my hatchback, wearing a  grey sweater suit. As I opened the  car, my phone buzzed.<br/>" You are Mr Carter Harrison?" A cocky voice asked, it sounded scared though. "Yes , what is it?"I knew I sounded little like a mafia.<br/>"I am Reby, Mr Bel's secretary, your meeting with Mr Bel is rescheduled tommorow, have a nice day Mr Carter."<br/>" No wait! I shouted not realizing that the line went dead.<br/>" I never play games with dumbasses who think they can control me" <br/>I entered my car and drove to Maxwell's, I will shit them all.<br/>  <br/>* <br/>Bel pov;<br/>It took me two hours to reach in New South Wales where my memories were buried, a long journey to reach at Sunshine coast but easily to reach Sydney and Newcastle to zoom flying planes and landing, " a good memory I knew".<br/>As my PJ landed at Canberra airport, I knew that the day wasn't going to end, nobody knew this barn except father and I, and reaching there I needed a cab to avoid concern and glares, you can't travel to countryside in a jet, it could be horrible, as I hired the cab I allowed myself to zone and forget my surroundings. The driver was silent and saying I liked it could be an understatement, I loved it. The barn coming into a view, I knew that he should stop.<br/>"Park here" I said ,it was more like an other than a request.<br/>"But,Sir it's wrong side of the road." "How much do I pay" I asked ignoring his bullshit , " "twenty dollars sir"<br/>I handed him fifty dollars<br/>"Keep the change".<br/>By that the cab stopped, I knew it , today's world means much money for a living but me I didn't think so, I had a lot but couldn't reach out to what I needed yet! I matched slowly dancing downhead music,no one should recognize me,I sighed as I stood at the door, it seemed old but it was ok with me, as I pulled the door handle, I entered. I was welcomed by the smell of my family, it stayed here and I hope that it won't go. The futon in the living room was like how we left them, a camp bed in the corner of the dinning room and a large dinning table, old times,we used to have guests and the whole table could get full, let alone nowadays.<br/>As I stepped in our bathroom, I noticed my old sponge bag, still placed where it was with my toothpaste,Colgate and nail brush. And a long wide mirror made me feel like revealing myself again, I missed how I looked then, I started to undress.<br/>The idea of undressing myself was tiresome, because of clothes I wore,too many for a single being. I removed my wig to reveal my long wavy black hair, today I put it in a bun, I removed my facemask and touched my cheeks, red like a tomato, I touched them, "they are still alive"I murmured to myself as moved to my lips, I had small pink lips, and now they were dry as if I haven't eaten in decades.my nose  is small that I got bullied in highschool for it,and my father could tease me that I had nostrils resembling a mouse, he stopped when I came home crying tired of being bullied   and I  skipped  school for a week, my mum reassured me that we had the same nose. I smiled, remembering that it was then I returned to school.<br/>I observed my long nap neck which made me look tall, for everybody to believe I am a guy, but sincerely I am short , five feet five inches, my body is slim with big boobs and buttocks,but not too big, just normal for a girl<br/>"Did I say, I am a girl?"<br/>I removed my groves, and touched my wrist caressing my bangle, a last and precious gift from my mother. As everything I had on slide of my body, I stared at myself in mirror,"I Haven't changed after all" <br/>This the thing I do, everyday on this day , at least I get to be myself, so that I cherish the life she gave me as girl, not an awkward, mysterious CEO who is shy but look like an Egyptian god. After all I am a girl, myself, Leina Anabel Maxwell, behind everyone's opinions on me, I am a girl, strong and Vigilant though my life didn't allow me to prove so." I am a girl, a lady."and I will claim for my egalitarian ,once I get free from the strong holds of my past, but it's too far to even think that the time will come, by that I shut my eyes feeling the coldness on my body.</p>