Chapter One

Hannah

"Idiot" I cursed standing up, emptying the glass of Champagne on his head I fought back the tears in my eyes and avoiding it coming down. Why would it always be me? I asked myself sometimes I sit to think if I'm really a nice person like people say I am. Four good years of dating this Mr goody two shoes and he just told me it was over, like I was some trash you could dump at the waste side anytime you wanted to.

I met Richard when I was just in my final year in college awaiting graduation, I had just gotten to the coffee shop and he had lost his wallet and couldn't pay for his coffee, I offered to pay for his coffee and we became friends and after three months began dating, I felt he was my last bus stop but I was wrong. Looking at him seated in fron of me I felt like strangling him at that moment.

"Who the hell is she?" I vented

"Who is who?" He asked back and at that time I threw a slap across to his face, He was playing mind games with me right now

"The girl you have been sleeping with?" I threw back and he shook his head "Four years Richie, Four good years" I said demonstrating with my fingers

"It not you its me babe, I can't do this anymore, its not working forgive me" He voiced silently

"I hate you" I spat and walked out of the restaurant leaving him to mop at me.

I cried as I drove home thinking about how much I had failed myself, it wasn't fair that I had to go through all of this everytime. I have had my own share of heart breaks, each time I try to go into something serious I get my heart broken and it wasn't funny anymore, was I cursed or something I needed to tackle this issue with myself because it wasn't funny again. I drove like someone who had just left the psyche world, I was hurt and my biological clock is already ticking. After everything I did for Richard he still had the guts to break up with me because all because of nothing, I would really pay for this singular act of his.