Chapter ten : Pamela what's going on in your mind

I don't understand...., I made him suffer into coma , what happening to me I can't even explain my self again..., Why am I still thinking I made him go through pain when the date he went to coma wasn't even stated ,

Pamela was still in thoughts as tears flew down to her chin, and her nose became red like hot chili peppers,

Don't tell me I made him suffer pain, which made him go into coma....

She says trying to get her self to be calm,

"Darling, what's wrong?"miss Freda Said looking into Pamela's wet eye balls , but Pamela was just silent,

" You are hiding something from me, can you say it , I am listening "miss Freda Said as she walked in slowly,

I can't tell you..., How crazy would it be to explain this to you , will you understand.....

Pamela was still silent as she tried to formulate the best lie , she could serve to her mum ,

"I saw a vide....o of how a lady surprised her parents for all they have done, but I can't even do anythin...g right for you "Pamela lied trying her best not to be noticed,

" You have done a lot of things right , what wrong can you please tell me "miss Freda says out,

Why do I think you're not saying the truth, Pamela what's going on in your mind that you can't express....., you can say anything to me.

AT THE DINING TABLE ***

The hot fries with well spliced spicy pork meat was served with an orange juice at the side of the two plates. A bowl of fruits were placed at the middle of the round wooden decorated table , miss Freda used the table knife to slowly cut the pork meat into smaller pieces,she then used the fork to press it way into the meat and finally into her mouth , Pamela was not still herself as she used the sliver fork to make aw full sounds on the plate , tapping the fork repeatedly on the plate got miss Freda's attention,

"Ain't you hungry ? "Miss Freda asked politely looking into her eye balls ,

"Ehmm , no I am h..ungry , the meat takes time to be cutt..ed ",

"Really?..., but why don't I seem to believe you , can you tell me the problem here " she said with much assurance in words,

"Mum I am fine "Pamela said eating the food fastly,

It's so obvious that you are lying to me, Pamela please just say it out...

Phone rings... , playing cold demonic drums,

"Excuse me"Pamela said finally escaping from her mum,

"Hello, who is this?"she asked to the unknown person,

"Pamela it's me Frank, thanks for the gift , ehmm... are you ready for the job , the flight is tomorrow "his sharp voice tore a smooth way into her heart ,

"Sorry I won't be able to make it , tomorrow is too earl...y, I don't think I can make it " she explains greatly surprised , her eyes opened wide expressing how she was confused .