Chapter 11

"..."

This is incest!

My heart started raising as he proceeds to unfasten my clothes with only my blue dudou and underpants remaining.

"Happy? Li Jia Ying is happy now. Li Jia Ying sees her little brother."

It was gullible to persuade him more so, he is used to seducing women. How crafty those fingers are! This fvckboy... Don't fvck your sistah!

I felt him pause. "Little brother? Heh."

"..."

"Then this little brother will make you even happier."

Grasping the back of my neck, quickly locking my legs with his fully mobilizing me, I was at his mercy. A man's strength is far superior than a woman and here I am, a person whose body who hadn't undergone training or exercise have been caged by Li Jing.

"Br-Brother?"

"Shh. Just follow me."

Li Jing whispered closely leaning in as he kisses me. So disgusting. I felt so humiliated.

"Little brother, are you Li Jia Ying's lover?"

I asked biting his lip albeit 'harshly' and 'tentatively' before pushing him 'gently' and looking at his dark eyes with wonder.

"Brother! Brother! Big sister Hanxie has a lover but they're not real siblings. Mother and Father are dogs! Brother, I, Li Jia Ying am your wife!"

Okay, that was bvllshit.

"Husband! Kiss wife! Li Jia Ying will tell father to marry little brother!"

I giggled.

"Husband! Husband!"

Yet I still can't sense him moving away from me. His hand was rising and falling down rubbing my back as I try to relax my body striving my best to not act stiffly nor shiver from his touch and push him away with all my might. I just don't want him to discover how revolted I am right now.

"Elder sister, since when did you become sharp?"

Ah. Divert! Divert!

"Sharp?"

"Ehehe this?"

I racked my brains with the shortest time I could muster. Thankfully I remembered something and removed the only accessory on my hair that he didn't notice.

"Brother, this hairpin is sharp! Li Jia Ying likes it so much. Brother is Li Jia Ying pretty with this one?"

"..."

"Brother!"

"Yes."

You agree with a stone-faced expression. Most often times, this brother is hard to analyze.

*giggles* *giggles*

"Yey! Li Jia Ying will tell father!"

I bubbly uttered clapping my hands enthusiastically. Despite our close proximity that both of us can feel the warmth of each other as I stared up at him with sunny eyes it still made my blood run cold.

"Not now. Brother will be the one to tell father about this."

Phew. Like you really would tell him.

"Oh. Alright. Sister will listen to brother."

Full of trust with his word I leaned on his broad chest continuing to hug him. For a minute or two, I'll just pretend this is a sibling's hug. To think his eccentric behavior is far unpredictable than what was mentioned in the novel! Originally, Li Jing and Li Jia Ying's encounter in the story only consist of short dialogues it's not even enough to make it into two sentences.

Although I know that in ancient times this marrying your cousin or sibling is common especially to royalties, I'm still not into this kind of kink.

What should I do if this goes on? I don't want my camouflage to be discovered so early especially not to this guy.

The tip part of my hairpin that I'm clasping seems sharp and the edges of each side looks flawlessly polished. Should I try to kill him this early? Where should I even hide his body? Better yet, are the knives in this courtyard sharp enough for me to use when chopping his corpse? What should I do after that? Aiysh! No, why am I even thinking about this?! Killing him might shaken up the novel's setting even more. Think fast, Jun Xue. Think. Think.

I can't think! Goodness, my brain has been dead ever since I came here.

Never mind, I'll just act like I'm drowsy.

"Brother is so warm."

I mumbled exhaling deeply trying to relax the nerves of my body and counted numbers in my mind to force myself to sleep. I hope I'm having the time of the month right now. If that happens he won't have to do anything with me. Women who menstruate in ancient times are considered dirty.

But my dear brother, he just really have these naughty hands!

Endure Jun Xue. Endure.

"Are you happy now?"

Internally lamenting I shook my head smiling dumbly. How can I be happy when you're not only cupping my arse but now, you're rubbing it! And this sinful body is also sensitive. It's stimulated already. Body, this is your brother! Own bloody flesh! Happy? Haha.

Acting to stop myself from tittering but soon I cackled out loud fueling my imagination to remember the humorous scenes in my memories to make it more genuine.

"Aiya, brother stop. It tickles. Tehee~"

"Alright."

Thank goodness he stopped. Gazing up at him, Li Jing he still wears his nonchalant expression as if everything was normal for him.

"Should I tickle brother too?"

I poked the side of his stomach and his armpit three times but it was me who silly laugh again. Look at me, I'm stupid. Have some pity and stop this, bruh.

"Brother can't be tickled. Unfair! Ah."

"Brother, you're really warm. This place is cold. Li Jia Ying is the only one who is warm here!"

I closed my eyes and yawned.

"Elder sister smells nice."

Yes, I smell nice. It's ax essence, it can materialize into an ax and hack you in the head. Okay, that was a cringy joke. You dog, don't sniff my neck.

Be calm. Control the pace of your heart, Jun Xue.

Yet, the more I encourage myself I still find it hard to keep my inner composure intact.

"Your heart,"

Li Jing paused gazing back at me with his usual indifferent gaze tapping his finger on top of my heart. "It's beating wildly."

Um.

"Ehehe! Li Jia Ying waiting! Confused! Li Jia Ying doesn't know why she's like this!"

"Are you unhappy?"

Yes.

My smile widened fervently saying, "Li Jia Ying feels happy. If brother happy, Li Jia Ying happy!"

Endure. Endure. Li Jing looked at my room.

"This Prince doesn't like this chamber."

I don't like it either.

"Even the person residing here is not interesting anymore."

Li Jing coldly concluded narrowing his eyes clashing with my innocent expression starting to strangle me. Finally! The wait is over. Now you're acting the way you should be!

Hukk—

"Haahk. Haa—"

This guy, why did he even play with me when this was his sole plan? Forget it, just let me die then.

I pretended to struggle with all my might, wriggling and kicking him as much as I could while trying to scratch him.

"Kkighhh—" My eyes reddened.

Surviving? No. Even when I told myself to survive in this place, I've never really put on any action to really try and clear some problems that Li Jia Ying continuously faced everyday while living in this dreadful place. As I'm afraid to commit suicide then isn't this a better choice? What resentment from my unfair treatment again? If this hands could let me die in peace, no problem!

Thinking about it, it's better than being cut into numerous chunks.

Going back? Should I still think about it? Heh. Eyes wavering with every breath I take becomes harder and harder every second. Gradually, I loosened the grip on my hand that tightly holds the golden hairpin. This loss from the beginning is not bad. So what if I'm the only one who comes is in a novel and dies early because she gave up even without doing anything? Maybe I should thank this guy with my useless self-deprecating soul.

Looking up at what seems to be his face as my vision blurs I tried to smile for one last time.

You should have done it earlier, brother.