Staircase

We weren't quite dating... yet anyways. I know he likes me... it's just a matter of time before he asks me out. He make a Tik Tok account just to follow me on. He also found my Instagram.

Today, Azahel, Miss Corona virus and I hungout on the stairwell for sun. It would be our last time hanging out for sun because I start track next week. As excited as I am to start track, I'm also sad. I won't be able to hangout with Azahel anymore. We were just starting to get to know each other better.

I kinda wanted it to be just me and him but Corona decided to hangout after school with me and I can't just brush her off because... that's rude.

I had sat in the very right of the staircase and he sat on the left side while Miss Corona was sitting I front of me on the actual stairs. She smiled at me knowingly. She better not tell him.

She looked over towards him and said something in Spanish. He looked at her then me. He started to scoot towards me. I was shocked and scared at the same time. I didn't know what to expect. He was smiling as he made his way towards me. After he was sitting by me she said something else in Spanish and I stared back confused while he scooted even closer.

My breathing increased rapidly as well as my heart rate. His whole right side was touching my whole left side. I avoided looking at him for if he looked back I would surely self combust. He was so close... but still not close enough.

I gave Shorty my phone and she was completely gone from us. It was as if she had been thrown into another place and time. She was anywhere but here.

Both of our legs were propped up at the same comfortable height. He placed his right arm on his right leg. I alternated from my left to right hand as I played with his fingers. I really wanted to lace my fingers with his. I couldn't build enough couarige to do it this.

Just when I was about to give up on the idea, He stretched his fingers like he was asking for it. "This is my chance," I thought, as I slowly laced his right hand with my left. I did it slowly enough to where he could've moved his hand away. I squeezed it a little, and he squeezed back. I looked at him. His eyes had a foreign joy in them. They were shinning. He was smiling. I smiled to. "He's so cute..."

Not only was my whole body was hot and sweaty, but I was also shaking. Me the biggest extrevert ever, SHAKING! Unbelievable! I tried my best to hide it but I know he felt it. He placed his other hand on top of our intertwined fingers. I think he was trying to calm down. I was tired so I decided to lay my head on his shoulder. I was very much at peace.

It felt like a dream. I was living in a movie. My life is a RomCom. I hope things can always stay this way. I want to be forever in bliss... with him.