Chapter 29

WARNING: SPG

HIS POV (MINE)

"I'll tell Pat anak. Don't worry. She got everything wrong.. akala kasi niya you're in love with her son kaya pinupush nyang magpakasal kayo in the future." I was about to knock to let them know my presence when I heard Tita Marchelle talk.

Loveria's back was all I could see. I badly wanted to talk to her and tell her about our plans with the Zuñiga and Miranda..

"I was never in love with him Mommy, Daddy.. I'm too young to know that." What came out of her sweet lips was like a knife that stabbed me. My eyes started to get blurry and body went numbed.

I stepped back and tried to hide.. I would just pretend that I didn't hear her but someone collided on my back and the cups and saucers fell and got broken.

Like my heart..

Our company was jeopardised by one of our major stock holder. The Zuñigas. And the Miranda's was behind them. They tried to overthrow us from our own company and burn our hard work to ashes. But we would die first before they can do that. After I asked Ashmere and Coles' help, we found out about their schemes. We doubled our security. And when he became desperate, he sent his daughter to destroy my relationship with Loveria. He was so deep into our affairs that he managed to get that vital information and used it against me.

When it became messy, we played their tune. I asked Sheena his daughter for an occasional rendezvous. Luckily she was head over heels for me so I slowly used her to extract information about her father. When she wanted me to break up with Loveria, I used The Monteverde's hotel to meet up with her for the last time.

I hired an impersonator to set her up. Drugged her and made her purge everything she knew from her father while my friends were recording it. They said they left her with my impersonator fucking each other while I was on the fourth floor attending a debut with one of my colleague's daughter.

We started receiving death threats but without evidence, our case would be futile so we became more vigilant and cautious after my mother's accident. When their hired man made a mistake, we pounded on him and made him turn against the Miranda's.

Everything got settled. Our enemies went to jail and our company's market value tripled. But not my relationship with Loveria.

She declined all the invites my mother sent for her. So I decided to let her be and enjoy her high school life. I flew to America to do what she wanted me to do. To work and get promoted to be her captain. She's my dream so it would only be fair if I make one of her dreams come true..

I could only say that I was like her shadow. I used Coles a lot and tried to be in contact with her through out the years. Her voice could make me relax after my hectic days. She's my comfort. My anchor..

Years passed by so fucking slow.. she became more and more gorgeous that boys her age came flocking towards her. But still, I was lucky enough to say that she wasn't interested in any of them.

"Patrick Valderama. Apparently he hosted lots of parties and he's a good one. So I'll try it.. my classmates nagged me about him." She said after telling us that she would go to a party with her classmates. I became restless and I asked Coles to fly us back to the Philippines that day.

My entire body froze when I saw her getting beaten up by some asshole! I grabbed him and punched him until he cried for help. Pathetic. They had the guts to beat my girl? There would be a hell lot to pay! Him and his friends.

We put all of them to jail after that raid. And we did everything not to be exposed in the media.

I stayed with my love when she got admitted to the hospital. She would occasionally wake up in pain so the nurses would give her sedation to make her rest and stay still. Seeing her suffer makes me want to beat that guy again.

Then the heavens had mercy on me because she woke up after six days..

"Love.. I'm sorry if we came late.." I said in deep regret.

She cried and held her small trembling body. If I could only take her pain away..

"Alam mo ba kung anong sinabi nila sa akin while trying their ways on me?" She said. Her eyes were showing her trauma. I slowly shook my head while clenching my jaw.

"You fuck so good that women learn from you. So dahil ex mo ako.. they thought... they thought I can fuck them well.." I was shocked from what she said. I couldn't say anything. What the hell were they thinking? That morons!!

I took her hand instead. And tried my best to comfort her.

"Dahil sa reputation mo, I'm suffering. Mula noon hanggang ngayon Peter.. dahil sa sobrang hilig mo sa mga babae.. dahil sa pagiging mapaglaro mo.. paulit ulit akong nasasaktan at nadadamay."she then pulled her bruised hand away. Something stabbed my heart again. She was thinking that about me?

"Please.. I want you gone.."she cried hard and begged me to leave.

"L-Love..j-just l-listen to me.. I-I never fuck any one-" i tried to explain. After I saw her the second time, I never involved myself to any girl..

"Enough.. please. Just leave me alone.."she then turned her back on me.

I cried that night. Because of my fucked up past.. I lost my girl. The girl I wanted so bad to have. If I could only go back in the past.. I would fucking beat myself up and tell him to behave because he would lose the most important girl in his life in the future..

After her debut, everything went back to normal. I didn't know what my mother said but I was so thankful. Now that she's eighteen, I could finally court her again and be her boyfriend. I would never give up on her.

I was so ecstatic whenever she comes to our parties and talk to me. And now, we're textmates. Well, I did noticed that she was awkward whenever I'm with her. But I just let her take her time. Because soon, she would be wearing my ring again.

I was reading our conversation with Loveria when my twin brother burst inside my room. I slowly got up and grimaced when I used my broken arm to sit up. He helped me and shook his head in disgust.

I just got out of the hospital after my friends and my twin brother had beaten me up for breaking our bro code. I confessed to Ashmere everything about my relationship with Loveria four years ago, our almost love making and my plans of winning her back again. I needed his help.

"You should go back to the hospital dude. You still look like hell! If Shanelle could only see you right now? She'll hide from you because you're so fucking ugly!"

"Fuck you. Go away!" I looked at him sharply.

"Dude.. I found her." He said then became serious. I shook my head. He was busy stalking the minor girl he devirginized three years ago.

"Then tell her your side and say sorry." I advise. Because in our group, fucking a minor was an unacceptable act. It was serious offence.

"I can't.. I thought I can do that.. but after seeing her again.. I felt something drawing me to her and I don't want her to avoid me."

"Great. Finally you've moved on from my Loveria."i said then smiled. But I just grimaced from my cut lips.

"Fucking hell! I'm serious here dude!" He said annoyed.

"If you want to know her more, you have to tell her what happened before. You can't start your relationship with a lie." I seriously advised.

He became silent and left my room in deep thought. He should follow my advice. Because..

I've been there, done that.

After three weeks, I badly wanted to see her so even if I'm still black and blue, I visited her.

Ashmere punched me again once more and tapped my shoulder after. I hugged him and thanked him for accepting me.

He just warned me and talked about business after. So we were cool. I just needed to get my love's attention.

I took her out for a weekend holiday. I found this white sand beach resort and wanted to try it with my love.

She asked me to hire a boat for our island hopping so I obliged. I felt happy. I could almost see our future together. When I came back, she was gone! I nearly went out of my wits! Then the girls on the lounger saw her walked along the shore so I ran and saw her swimming from a distant.

I heaved a sigh. One moment we're okay . The next we were like this. I couldn't understand her..

"Why did you do that?!" She shouted angrily when I pulled her close to me.

"I should be the one asking you that! You just left without any trace!" I just clenched my jaw.

"Because you're busy! I can't wait for you!" What the fuck? Busy? I just went to get what you requested love!

I just shook my head. "Love, I just talked to the receptionist about the boat. What are you saying?"

"I heard those girls! You're with some model! Wag ka nang magkaila!" She hit my chest and pushed me away.

She was insisting this fucking girls I didn't even know I have. Was she jealous with herself?

"Love.. no. What are you saying?"

"Shut up! You're always with girls! Kahit saan ka magpunta!" Then suddenly it hit me. She was talking about the models I've escorted in Hollywood. Damn.. how could I forget that.

I pulled her hands and squeezed in between our chest.

"They were just for promotion."

"Liar!" She struggled but I didn't let her go. Once and for all I wanted her to listen to me.

"Love. Listen to me. I never dated anyone after you. I swear. You're the only one I've wanted all my life." I confessed. I looked at her softly. I saw her hesitated then asked me a stupid question.

"Did Tita order you to marry me again? Sorry to say this but I will never marry you Peter! Not now not ever!" I was left cold. How could she say that.. I just wanted her to love me..

When she took her clothes off the rocks, I immediately followed her then blocked her way.

"I wanna go home Peter."

"Love.. please. My mom is out of the picture." I begged her to listen to me.

"Let me go home Peter!"she was screaming now. I just looked at her while she was hitting my chest. When I felt like she got tired from hitting me, I took her hands and pulled her head for a kiss. If my words couldn't make her believe me, then I would use the other way I can do with my mouth. But she didn't kiss me back.

My heart dropped. Couldn't she give me another chance?

"Please believe me.. I never had any girls after you."

"I wanna go home Peter." I combed my hair in desperation. Then slumped my shoulders.

"Okay. I'll give you time to think about us."

Maybe.. my mother could help me once again..

My parents were in Morocco when I decided to visit them. My mother looked at me worry. I still had some bruises on my face.

"Anak, you looked awful.."she said in concern.

"I wanna know what you said to Loveria before her debut. She's still thinking we're into arranging her to marry me." I said angrily and clenched my jaw.

My mother's lips formed into an O. I could see that she's thinking about something now.

"If you're here.. that means it's very important anak. Did she refuse to take you back?"

I didn't reply. But she took that as my answer.

"I'll do something about that anak. Trust mommy okay?" She said then touched my cheeks.

"My poor boy.. I'll come with you to the Philippines tomorrow. Shanelle loves designer clothes and bags.. you have to shop with me so you'll know what to give to make her heart melt. And I'll tell you my plans for the weekend while shopping.. I'm sure you'll be together after that.." she said then smiled evilly.

I swallowed hard. I didn't want to use my mother but she's my only saviour.

We flew back together to the Philippines with our charter plane.

She told me about some designer bags and shoes my love wants so I tried to keep that in mind. Then once we were home she would talk to her and maybe spend time with her on the weekend to help me convince her about giving me a chance. I just accepted everything she said.

I saw her getting cozy with Coles' kid brother Travis when I fetched her in her school. I really hate seeing her talk comfortably to any boy, even if Coles said he was harmless. My possessiveness was wanting to punch the hell out of him.

Coles made a deal with Travis to keep our girls safe from boys. In exchange of some information about his childhood friend. Coles was really the evil guy in this story.. heartless and a demon.

After I dropped my love to her house, I left Alaminos to give some time for my mother and her to talk and bond. My mother could only make my girl believe her so it wouldn't hurt me to give some of her time to her mother in law..

But my mother suddenly changed her plans. And I had to drive back home in hurry.

"Sige na. Share na lang tayo sa bed.."she said. Finally giving up. I snapped my head towards her.

"Are you sure?" I asked slowly. My heart was drumming inside my chest. I swallowed hard when she nodded and ran back to my room.

I saw her shivered when we went inside my room. My imagination ran wild. Fucking shit. I closed my eyes tightly and went to bed to lie down. I couldn't afford for her to change her mind now.

Since I was still waiting for her to take me.. I couldn't just make love to her. Not without her consent.

I wanted so bad to smile. She couldn't rest still while in bed. I went closer to her. To feel her warmth. I pretended to be asleep to see what she would do. I held my breath when I felt her staring at me.

Then after that, she shuffled on the bed slowly. She was thinking about me sleeping I guess. So she still cared for me?

I snuggled closer to her. When she moved and our legs touched she caught me watching her. I saw her eyes widened. With her pink lips slightly parted.

A man could only restrain himself in a short while. Not the whole night.

So thinking about her moaning my name in pleasure under me, I grabbed her and kissed her hard.

I would make her cum with my mouth and drink all her sweet juice. But then after she fucking came, she said something that made my insides churned. How the hell she knew I need to release mine too?

So Loveria had an experience with some dickhead? Travis would pay for this.. he wasn't doing his job well!

"Peter, hindi na ako bata! Nakapanood na ako ng porn!" She answered me. I breath in relief. Damn.. I really wanted to make love to her now. I looked at her wonderful chest. Her twins were perky and nipples pinkish. I felt my cock twitched.

"So...What are you thinking now?" I asked huskily. If she said I can take her, I would do it immediately.. she just have to tell me everything..and I would obey her..

But her answer made me cold. What the fuck? I would never do that to her!

"Give you a head?" She asked me.

"No. I'm fine." I answered then turned my back.

But she kept asking me about it. Then she stood up and left me in anger.

Did she just said she'll get someone to teach her how to do blowjob? Fucking hell!!

Love.. you're really making me insane..

"Love.."i called her when she came out of the bathroom.

"What!"she shouted at me. Okay. I guessed she doesn't like me right now.

"You can do whatever you want with my body then..." i said gently.

"Wag na! Nakakahiya baka hindi kapa mag enjoy kasi wala akong alam!" Love.. you didn't know what you're saying.. i fucking felt honoured to be your first.

I pulled her towards me in desperation.

"I'll teach you everything then. Just don't get anyone else."

"Everything?"she asked curiously. Her anger was gone. I sighed in relief then nodded.

"Yes love."

She made me sit on the bed with my legs apart. Then settled in between me. My cock twitched again. Just by imagining her holding my cock was making me feel excited and more aroused.

She paused then hesitated.

Love just do what you want. It would be a shame if I cum even without you touching me.. that's how excited I am.

"Just do what you want love. I'm your slave.."I whispered. I removed my boxers and sat back down on the bed. When I looked at her. Her eyes went wide then I saw her excitement. I clenched my jaw then leaned back down using my arms.

"Love.." i groaned when she traced her fingers on my abdomen down to my cock.

I couldn't hold it any longer so I took her hand and wrapped it on my fucking cock and moved it fast. I was panting and I felt really sexy and hot.

"I'm cuming.." I said in so much want.

I pulled her to lie down on the bed and few more stroke my seeds shot on her chest up to her chin.

I saw her gasp and quickly wiped my cum off her chin. She really looked sexy and adorable at the same time. Fucking hell. I laughed when she smelled my cum then grimaced.

You had to get use to this love.. because we would do this for the rest of our lives..

The next morning, I woke up without her by my side so I got up and had a shower in my brother's room. I had a spare key without my mother's knowledge.

They were talking when I came down the stairs so I just kissed them both and settled next to my girlfriend.

But she didn't think of that. After my mother left for a party, she spewed things I couldn't even comprehend!

The fuck? After what we've done she's still not my girlfriend? I couldn't believe her!

When I told her about my feelings for her she just shrugged it off and called her friends.

I never thought that I would be experiencing what I've done to my past flings.. I felt used. And hurt..

I picked her up from Megan's house and helped her to shop for our food. She was quiet the whole time so I gave her space. I really hoped she'll change her mind.

When we were in the kitchen, she just left to check some recipe outside our garden so I put everything away and maybe I would try to talk to her again. I badly wanted to be her boyfriend. I couldn't miss this chance my mother gave me..

But Cameron kept ringing me. It was about some issues with our control system. So even if I wanted so bad to talk to her, I decided to wait until dinner.

I went to my brother's room to check his computer for the information he wanted to have.

Then when I came out of his room, I saw my love tiptoeing towards our bedroom. Her white dress was so dirty.

What was happening? So I slowly followed her too. She opened our door then tiptoed to our closet. I furrowed my eyebrows when she placed her head on the door leading to my bathroom. Was she thinking that I was masturbating or something?

She heaved a sigh then opened the door.

"Are you okay love?" I asked. I couldn't help it. She shrieked and faced me.

"N-nothing.." she answered in a whisper.

"A-ano.. yong dress ko narumihan so kailangan kong magpalit. And I thought you're in the bathroom k-kaya ano.. kaya pinakinggan ko muna k-kung may kausap ka. Ay ano.. kung ginagamit mo yong banyo.. tama. Yong nga .. yon talaga ang dahilan ko Peter!" She was trying to convince me. Oh fucking hell..

Was she jealous about me paying attention to my phone? When I didn't answer she said the same thing but more clearer.

"Nadumihan ko yong dress ko so balak ko sanang magpalit but I thought you're using the bathroom kaya.. kaya pinakinggan ko muna kung nasa loob ka.." I switched the lights on and i saw her dirty and wet dress.

"See. I looked like a mess." I sighed. Fully understanding her.

"If you want my attention just tell me. You don't need to do this." Her eyes went wide. Very pretty..

"Hindi nga! Nasunog ko yong niluluto ko kaya inilagay ko sa sink tapos nagsitalsikan sa dress ko ung sauce pati sa floor!" She insisted. I raised my brow then watched her. She was lying in my face and I couldn't help but to admire her more. I think I'm fucked up in the head.

"Just have shower.. I'll cook for us."I said in amazement. She could lie and I would still accept everything she says.

She grabbed me using her sticky hand and stopped me from moving.

I looked at her hand. Wondering if I could lick it clean. My imagination was running wild again.

She said something that I didn't comprehend so I just went out of our closet and waited for her. Then my brother called.

After talking to him about some business plans, I checked our bathroom. She wasn't there anymore. She always leave without waiting for me. She's really making me mad and crazy.

I ran down the stairs and my eyes went wide when I saw her slip on the floor!

The floor was dry an hour ago! Fuck

I pulled her up and carried her to our couch. She was clinging to me like a child. It must have been painful.

My mother should change this whole kitchen! Damn.

She cried while explaining what happened. I couldn't care less. She could even burn our house down. But please just be careful..

I banned her in our kitchen. Not until my mother would do something about that fucking tiled floor.

That night, I made her cum again and spread my essence on her chest. I was so loving it. Seeing her perky chest covered with my cum. Those twins that would feed my children when she gave birth. She couldn't leave me hanging now. I made a mark and she's mine. Until forever.

Grudgingly, I accepted her explanations. She wanted to keep our relationship a secret until our parents get used to the idea of us being together. She was insisting that if we told them straight away, they would make me marry her. And she's not ready for it.

I would gladly do what she wants me to do.. maybe it was too soon to marry her.

So even if I felt insecure and jealous with all the boys that kept coming her way, I stayed quiet and showed her my devotion to her.

But then when I couldn't hold it any longer because those boys became more persistent on making her date them, I nagged her to tell our relationship to her parents. She then promised me a certain date. I became ecstatic. Now.. I would announce to the world how lucky I am that I finally got the girl of my dreams..my fiancée..

But heartbreaking new came. Her friend and Ashmere's fiancée was shot dead and fell off the cliff.

I saw them suffer. My love and her friends. Ashmere and their parents. Everything became hard. For me and for her. But I knew that she would soon be back to normal. I could wait until forever. Because she's worth the wait.

When she finally came out of her room one day. My heart was in so much happiness. I tried to act normal to make her comfortable. And told her my plans and what I did when she wasn't around. But she made a plan that I wasn't included.

I begged her to not break up with me. If she wasn't happy about my promotion and her ring I could make some arrangements.

She liked expensive things. I would definitely buy her the best diamond ring she wants..

I promised her that before we get married, I would be wearing my captain's uniform if that's the only thing she wants..but she wouldn't listen to me..

Until she told me that she never loved me.

So who am I to you then? A toy? A stress reliever?

If you didn't love me my love.. how could you scream my name when I was in between you loving you?

How could you use me.. then dumped me when it was convenient for you?

How could you promise me something that you couldn't make?

I didn't know that she could be the cruelest person I've ever known.

One day, she came out from her building with a boy her age. It was early morning. Just before six o'clock. My heart shattered into million pieces..

By the looks of it, they spent the night together. My love was really no longer mine..

I left with my broken heart..

And promised to get her back once she's ready to settle down.

Yeah.. I'm an idiot. A fucking loser. She could get all the boys she wanted. But I would make sure I'm her endgame.

Because I'm her man who can't be moved.