Chapter 8: THE EVIL ONE

All my life I had never thought that I'll be sad because my brother was finally leaving.I was supposed to be happy, because he won't be around to shout at me , dictate me or bully me.

But surprisingly here I was seated on my bed facing the window crying, hoping that maybe mum would convince him to stay. I couldn't stop staring at that family photo on my hands . Everyone was so happy,they had this genuine smiles on. And I spoilt all that.

Ian walked in ,sat on the and moved closed to me.He placed his chin on my shoulder , rubbing my arm .

" I know am evil and basically you're here to condemn me ," I said to him and he replied"No cuz , I know we didn't start out on the right foot since I arrived , condemning won't do me any good.Just go and ask for forgiveness before he leaves."

I slightly turned looking at him and locked eyes with him then back to the window and said " Why ask for forgiveness? I already know they won't forgive me."

He jumped to the other side of the bed ,to be precise where I was seated ,squatting in between my legs as he rubbed my legs.Firmly he looked me in the eye and said with a million emotions " We are all imperfectly perfect in the eyes of those who love us."

Goosebumps were all over me , I tried to smile and said " you're so intelligent,one can't think we are age mates." Giggling he stood and excused me as I made my way to my mum's room.

I was about to open when I overheard mum ask " Is there no other choice ?" and he said that he had already made his mind up and there was no going back.After silence that lasted for about 10 seconds. He walked out and found me standing there . I asked him whether mum was okay and all that he said was that she was going to come around with time .

He carried his luggage and his friends came to pick him up .He waved us goodbye and left.

I was seated in James'empty room when Ian came in telling that all would be well but I assumed you could think there were two people in that room.

The following day ,after mum had left for work , Harry and Cassie dropped by . I was seated outside when they came and threw themselves around me

" Oh,Girlie trust me all will be well ," Said Harry. " You don't have to be gloomy,you should be happy he left , He was a bully," He added.

Looking at him , she hit his arm and he cried out softly" ouch!! was that necessary?"

She replied with another question " Was the last part necessary?"

" Ok,am sorry but you know am not used to him being all this gloomy," he said.

Ian opened the door and said " I had some voices and came to see who it was." I told him they were my friends and I introduced them and him as well. He went back into the house.

Smilingly Henry said" you didn't tell me you've got a cutie gay cousin .

"Eeewww! that's gross ,where did you even get the idea that he's gay ,? I asked

"I know my people when I see them and you can't tell that he's wearing contacts?" he replied. I Shaked my head .

We later on left and went to the beach and spent the rest of the day there. I made sure I was back on time not to annoy mum again. I hadn't made things right with her yet,so we were not talking. For the next two nights I could sneak out of the house and ask Ian to open for me the door or window. He agreed but said that one day I'd pay back for the favors and I agreed.

I could go to Cassie's with Henry , smoke some weed and get drank as hell. Her parents had left the city to go and see the sick grandma I don't know how true that was but at least that's what she made us believe.

So one night while at Cassie's I was so drank and I fell into the pool . They were all there laughing and soon they joined me .

Afterwards Henry and I walked home with wet clothes. I sat by outside, exhaling out loudly I said " fuck.". A few moments later even before I knocked the door was opened. A voice asked " Had some good time ?"

Phweks it wasn't mum it was Ian .I didn't respond then he said " Go and change your clothes before auntie comes back ."

" She's not yet back ?"I asked and he Shaked his head and said no. " Have you tried calling her ?"I asked and he replied " Yes ,but her phone is off."

Did I just succeed in pushing everyone away.? I thought to myself.First James then now mum.Lost in my thoughts he took my hand and led to the room . He took off my wet clothes and covered me with my towel. He ran downstairs and came up with a glass of warm milk. I took like three sips and I gave it to him. I got in bed and curled myself shivering. A drop of tear fell down.

I wasn't sober yet. He laid himself besides me. He was looking at me firmly in the eye with eyes full of pitty .He began to toy with my chest ..Moving his index finger softly on my chest. I felt a tingle up my spine. He bite his lower lip and slid his arm down my body and got hold of my manhood.I let out a soft moan. He kept rubbing it softly and I was hard. Kissing me he got me to be beneath him feeling the soft texture of his body.

I swallowed saliva ,as he got off me and put on some slow relaxing music. He came back again on me and began kissing me again. I could feel his tongue roll in mouth. He slowly turned me over and we happened. I could feel him insert his manhood in me gently. As if trying to make sure he didn't hurt me.I softly moaned his name and he said " Shhhh! I'll keep it gentle. I felt all the movement in and out of me ,at the beginning he was so gentle but as time went by he become more and more vigorous. He let out a medium voiced moan. And fell on the bed.

The next morning I woke up with a heavy head , tired and to top it all I was naked so was the person next to me. I hurriedly got off and put on my shots .

" Dude are you nuts ? you took advantage of me coz I was drank." I said as he got out of the bed . He was completely naked but was approaching me I threw him a towel to cover himself up at least.

Smilingly Evilly he said " Dear cuz I can tell you enjoyed last night alot."

"I didn't okay..You forced me into doing things that I couldn't do if I was sober." I said

He moved so close till I was on the wall and he said " You agreed ,the day I told you will pay for the favors of me opening up the door at night , ooh! you thought you'd pay with some money or what ? This is what I meant .." and moved away from me.

" I swear you'll regret this ,"I said .

" What was that ? I'll regret?" he asked as he reached for his phone , he didn't only take advantage of me.,but also he filmed the whole thing. " Did you see that ? you pulled me back ," he said as he put the phone back to the table.

" It's up to you to keep this as our little secret or utter a word and it goes viral. But I don't think you would like to break her heart once more.or would you? " he asked .

I Shaked my head as tears fell from my watery eyes.

" Oh and btw ,your mum was in the house when you came ,I lied coz I know she's your weakest point and I knew telling you her phone is off ,could make you even more vulnerable,"he said as he walked to the bathroom.

I felt broken ,betrayed and stabbed from the back.A sharp pain

through my stomach ,my knees were so weak , ,tears rolling down uncontrollably. My whole world crumbled after those words of his.

For the last one month I had shed alot of tears . I had been tortured ,I was so broken ,I was so vulnerable, I even had some suicide thoughts at a certain point and Ian had given me even more reasons to take my life away ..