Mom played with the her long hair looking to my direction but her eye seemed not to be here at the moment " It was heavy but I brushed of the feeling at the moment ,all I wanted is to open it and see what was inside it . I brought the basket to my bedroom and rushed to change to warm clothes, I could not afford to be sick with my pups so due . Opening the basket was easy but the moon goddess had not prepared me well for the surprise that was inside . "
With every moment mother kept on talking I felt like my heart was racing in a very inhumane rate . The anxiety and panick mixed together and made it to be a ticking time boom .
" Call it a gift , a blessing what was inside could not fit the exact definition . Inside was a baby and not any baby but a Royal baby .I knew it from the necklace that was on it's neck .I picked up the baby and two letters fell out . One was plain and unsealed the other was sealed and had been addressed to someone . I picked both letters and I knew the sealed one was address to the baby I was carrying. In everything, curiosity was the only thing still driving me . I opened the unsealed letter and it actually made alot of sense after I read it . When I looked into the baby's eyes, I knew there and then I could give that baby everything I had even if it meant my life . As if the moon goddess was full of jokes that night , my water broke at that very moment . I managed to give birth to my two kids and went back to the pack with triplets . "she paused and looked directly in my eyes . " All am saying Amber is that you are a Royal and you are the lost princess of the Water kingdom . "
After hearing all that all my body knew that I could not stay there . I got out of the house and shifted in my wolf and when to the lake which was near the lake house .With every step my paws took I felt like push my limit to forget everything and anything that surrounds me .
I could not say I felt betrayal but I had alot of questions in my mind : Why ? Why me ? How could they ? Wasn't I good enough . I felt all the insecurities that I have being burying deep inside me coming to surface . They all poured in to my mind like a wave sent to wipe out a city . Nothing could block them even my happy thoughts .
What actually made me wonder the most is how I actually despise what I am in flesh and blood all this years . I laughed mental and let out a painful howl to the full moon that was shining down on me .
Truly the moon goddess has a fun in toying with us .