18 Smoking Gun

I listened never interrupting, the tears I was trying so hard to hold in came flowing down, my heart aches in so much pain, I never would have guessed he had it this bad, I felt so sad for him, all I wanted was to love him with every bone in my body and make all his pain go away but I fear he would never be mine and I would never be his, he walks up to me, wiping off the tears from my face and hugs me, he is hugging me like he is saying goodbye, I pull away and stare at him,

“No Stiliyan, I understand everything you just said and i am terribly sorry for been selfish and forcing you to do something that is clearly almost impossible, but don’t you dare tell me it’s goodbye or start avoiding me again” I say to him in between sobs,